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"I didn't expect Hui to be quite suitable for such dark-colored clothes."

Obviously there is nothing wrong with what Kitagawa Ryo said, and Karuizawa Megumi herself feels that this skirt is particularly suitable. However, at this delicate time, Karuizawa Megumi always feels that Kitagawa Ryo needs to finish this task as soon as possible. Do your own thing and go meet someone else.

Karuizawa Megumi felt panic for a moment. The air and voices around her went through her empty and blank head and body. The pure black tone seemed to be like a bottomless abyss. Pulling down, she grabbed Kitagawa Ryo, who was about to pay, as if holding a rope thrown from above.

"I feel... it's a bit inappropriate. Do you want to look at a few more?"

Karuizawa Megumi tugged on her skirt as if nothing had happened:

"It doesn't seem to fit well."

As soon as she finished speaking, she lowered her head and pursed her lips to fiddle with the lace on the skirt, as if counting how many patterns there were on it. This skirt was indeed exquisitely made. Karuizawa Megumi looked at the neat stitches. Waiting for Kitagawa Ryo's response.

"But I feel like it's quite suitable for Hui."

Kitagawa Ryo was still a little stubborn, but Karuizawa Megumi felt confused when he saw him paying attention to the scale of the clock on the wall intentionally or unintentionally.

Karuizawa Megumi simply returned to the fitting room and took off the dress faster than she had just put on it. She took the dress and handed it back to the clerk on the side, as if she was eager to put it on. It was as if the skirt was withdrawn from her sight.

But Kitagawa Ryo's voice quickly caught up with him:

"But I really think Hui looks very good in this one. Although there may be something more suitable, buying it will not affect Hui's ability to try other stores next..."

Kitagawa Ryo didn't know when he took this dress from the clerk's hand again. He seemed to be waiting for Karuizawa Megumi to nod and say something, so that the dress would be packaged in the next second. Passed it into Karuizawa Megumi's hand.

"Anyway, Ryo won't be leaving for another six days, so there's still a long time to choose."

Karuizawa Megumi stepped forward and bit the word "six days" in the sentence very hard, as if to remind Kitagawa Ryo that this time he came back for only a short week, and even one-seventh of it has passed now. Look at it this way Come on, the "very long" in her words had a hint of dissatisfaction.

She really wanted to monopolize Kitagawa Ryo for this week. Karuizawa Megumi wanted to remember every minute and every second of this week clearly. It was like animals stocking up on food before winter. She She knew very well in her heart that Kitagawa Ryo's departure six days later was an unchangeable fact, so she had to prepare memories for herself in the future. She didn't want to be like a hibernating bear who could only lick her paws when hungry.

In fact, Karuizawa Megumi is more afraid of Kitagawa Ryo's departure than anyone else. She has long understood that her relationship with Kitagawa Ryo is like a child and the kite in her hand. Kitagawa Ryo is the one signed in her hand. It's just a kite, but he hasn't flown away yet. If he flies into the sky, the connection between the two people will be only a thin thread, which may be broken at any time. Karuizawa Megumi even feels that Kitagawa Ryo will break it himself.

In the past six months, Karuizawa Megumi has realized that memories or anything else are fragile things. Once Kitagawa Ryo leaves and never comes back, Karuizawa Megumi has nothing to do. She can't do anything to him. , he can completely disappear and disappear.

"But today at noon I have to meet a friend's sister. This is something he asked me to do."

Kitagawa Ryo seemed not to understand what Karuizawa Megumi said. He looked at the time with some distress and said:

"I didn't expect Hui to take such a long time to choose clothes. I have already made an appointment with her to meet around 11 or 12 noon. It's a bit late now, but it should be done soon. You can also stay with Hui in the afternoon."

Karuizawa Megumi couldn't finish listening to Kitagawa Ryo's words. When she heard the word "her" in Kitagawa Ryo's words, Karuizawa Megumi's hair suddenly stood up, and the faint fear that lingered in her heart suddenly disappeared. It turned into a real insect and gnawed at her,

"Didn't Ryo lie?"

Karuizawa Megumi suddenly turned her head, she stared into Kitagawa Ryo's eyes and whispered:

"Who are you going to see?"

She was almost using a questioning tone. When Karuizawa Megumi was bullied in the past, she would subconsciously use the weapons of patience and flattery when she was afraid, but when facing Kitagawa Ryo, she would always be inexplicable. He was a little tougher, but was quickly suppressed by the weakness caused by panic.

"It's okay if you don't want to say it..."

Just like now, Karuizawa Megumi suddenly became shorter again, she pulled Kitagawa Ryo's clothes and asked.

"She's just a friend's sister. I only went to meet her at my friend's request."

Karuizawa Megumi looked at Kitagawa Ryo who repeated what she said again, and she finally nodded.

Just when Kitagawa Ryo breathed a sigh of relief and was about to hand the clothes to the clerk for her to pack and buy, he suddenly discovered that Karuizawa Megumi didn't understand what he said at all as he imagined. Liang Beichuan showed a very natural smile:

"If she's just my friend's sister, then why wouldn't Ryo refuse to meet me at noon today for my sake?"

In fact, Karuizawa Megumi immediately regretted this sentence as soon as he said it. Any lie, whether it is well-intentioned or malicious, will always fall into the most speechless and embarrassing situation when he breaks it down. Zehui felt that she was hopeless. Nothing Kitagawa Ryo did was sorry for her, but she was still like a cruel executioner, stabbing directly at this obvious lie.

Kitagawa Ryo pressed his eyebrows and was unable to reply. He moved his lips as if he wanted to explain something. This action seemed to activate the switch of some device. Karuizawa Megumi clearly realized that her eyes were beginning to swell, and she knew that she was about to cry. .

It is impossible for people to never lie, because the meaning of truth exists based on lies. If everyone did not lie, honesty would not be praised as an excellent moral character. Lies often serve only to block the incident. Gap, fill in the cause of the accident in one step.

"It's already been arranged, and this is what I promised."

Kitagawa Ryo reluctantly explained, scratching his head in embarrassment:

"I'm sorry, there's really nothing I can do."

He turned back and motioned to the clerk to pack the black dress, and after a while he handed a paper bag to Karuizawa Megumi's hand.

Karuizawa Megumi held the dress in her arms awkwardly. After the two walked out of the clothing store, Kitagawa Ryocai spoke to her again:

"I have already investigated everything about Hui being bullied at school. If Hui is willing, I can ask everyone, including their parents, to come over and apologize to Hui at noon today. It doesn't matter what Hui wants to do, as long as it doesn't cause any harm." It's just too serious."

"..."

After a night of investigation, Kitagawa Ryo discovered that most bullies have more or less problems in their family environment. There are divorced parents, single-parent families who have lost their father or mother. Many times it is because of family education. Due to their shortcomings and too little time with their parents, their personalities will be distorted. These bullies who bully the weak and fear the strong are usually self-willed and willful existences. Many of them are even dissatisfied and even resentful towards their parents. .

But they only dare to bully their classmates in school. They always look down on their parents when they are bragging, but they never dare to really resist them, because this is their nature. They resent their family environment while being reluctant to do so. They don't rely on their parents to survive, and then vent all their negative emotions on their classmates who are even weaker than them.

So we only need to start with their parents, let those parents who have been supporting them really realize the seriousness of the matter, destroy the people who have been supporting them at all times, and let them lose the courage to bully again. Kitagawa Ryo used some of the Kitagawa family's connections to put pressure last night. He squinted and recalled the panic of those bullies who were fearless when they saw their parents kneeling down to apologize easily.

I heard that the process of growing up is to gradually realize that you are not omnipotent, and that your parents are not omnipotent. After realizing these two points, you can be considered to have grown up. Then he can be regarded as counterproductive. Of course, if Miao really Even if he died, Kitagawa Ryo wouldn't feel bad.

But the only variable is Emi Eura. She is a person who has no feelings for her parents. Even Kitagawa Ryo herself doesn't know what drives her to live. She seems to be just out of pure jealousy, pure dissatisfaction, and a simple desire to take care of her children. Megumi Izawa stepped into the soil and could never stand up again.

This kind of pure malice was something Kitagawa Ryo had never seen before.

"Everyone else doesn't matter. I just want to see Huimei alone. I have something to ask her."

Karuizawa Megumi still habitually called her "Emi". She turned her head and looked at Kitagawa Ryo:

"It's just noon today, just me and her, okay?"

"No, I'm not worried."

Kitagawa Ryo subconsciously refused. He always felt that Emi Emi was very dangerous, and he would definitely not allow the two to meet alone.

"Then Ryo, come and stay with me."

Karuizawa Megumi is stubborn and refuses to show weakness. She doesn't care about Emi Eura at all. She just wants Kitagawa Ryo by her side. As long as this is achieved, she will use anything that can be used without hesitation. Use it as a bargaining chip, as a capital, and throw it into your own balance in one go.

Kitagawa Ryo sighed. He finally gave in to Karuizawa Megumi, but now he cannot realize what impact his next actions will have on the future. He just made a decision:

"Then Megumi will go with me to see Horikita Suzune first, and then I will accompany you to see Emi Eura."

ps: Karuizawa Megumi's character is the most complex among the heroines. In the original work, she almost seamlessly completed the transformation from the bullied to the bully. However, this identity of the bully was to cover up the fact that she had been bullied. The fact that bullying is essentially a diode. Bullying others because you are afraid of being bullied is a perfect inheritance of the characteristic of bullying the weak and fearing the strong. To a certain extent, Ayanokouji's tough and emotionless approach is more suitable for transforming Karuizawa Megumi. , but in this simulation there is absolutely no way Kitagawa Ryo can be cruel to Karuizawa Megumi, so Megumi is in a state of being both flattering and strong in this article. On the one hand, she is afraid, but on the other hand, she is emboldened. She is currently a semi-parasitist. Relationship.

ps2: Thank you for reading and subscribing. There will be an update soon, but it is not necessarily guaranteed to be 4k. Suddenly, I have an assignment that is on the deadline, and I will have to stay up late to make a ppt.

Megumi Karuizawa's Autumn Lies: Chapter 13: About the girl Suzune Horikita

For the first time, Horikita Suzune was a little uneasy and couldn't read the book in her hand. She was sitting in a familiar position in a familiar restaurant, and in front of her were the familiar dishes that she was used to eating. Generally speaking, human beings always eat familiar things. She would be calmer, but when Horikita Suzune recalled the content of her phone call with her brother this morning, she felt a strange discomfort welling up in her heart, so much so that the book in her hand had stayed on the same page for twenty minutes.

She put the novel "Crime and Punishment" by the Russian writer Fyodor Dostoevsky, which she had just started reading today, into her bag. In this state of having no intention of reading, it was better to give up reading. Horikita Suzune put the book Put it away properly and looked at the clock on the wall.

The time now has reached 11 o'clock at noon. According to his brother Horikita Manabu, the other party will have a meeting with Horikita Suzune at noon today, around 11 or 12 o'clock, because he doesn't want to Others entered his house, so Horikita Suzune chose the second most familiar family restaurant as the location.

To be honest, with Horikita Suzune's current cooking skills, she can definitely cook at home alone, but Horikita Suzune still insists on coming here every day, not only to save some time and energy, but also because she used to The two of them, Horikita Manabu, occasionally dine here.

But that was a long time ago. Horikita Manabu left Tokyo two years ago and went to the United Kingdom on the other side of the world. Thinking about it now, she and Horikita Manabu had not seen each other for two years.

Horikita Suzune wanted to follow in Horikita Manabu's footsteps, but she was told not to do so by her brother in front of her. When she came back to her senses, she no longer knew where she had gone, and she did not have the courage to explore. If you find a new path, you can only continue to move forward step by step, following the footprints in front of you.

She is excellent in studies and sports, and has no record of being late or absent from elementary school until now. Even if she occasionally gets sick, she still has to go to school. For Horikita Suzune, there is nothing better than studying hard and then entering the school. A good high school is more important than entering a good university.

I have to admit that Horikita Suzune has incredible self-control and self-discipline. She almost compulsively orders herself to move in the direction of Horikita's studies, like a rigorous machine that is programmed and tireless.

In Horikita Suzune's concept, she can accomplish anything by herself, so she will not engage in so-called social interactions. In her daily study life, she has seen too many so-called "teams" because the members Due to the mutual blame-shifting and the incompetence and low efficiency of the team leader, the effectiveness of cooperation cannot be seen at all.

At the same time, Horikita Suzune does not think that eating alone, going to school alone, or going home alone is a lonely thing, because in her impression, her brother Horikita Manabu also has such a character. If she thinks like this, she will It is natural to conclude that the current approach is correct.

This system, which had been functioning well enough to justify itself, came to an end this morning.

First, Horikita Suzune learned that her brother had a friend named Kitagawa Ryo.

Secondly, this Kitagawa Ryo also had a marriage contract with her.

Two shocking facts broke out together, almost completely destroying the three views that the girl had built over the past ten years. She felt that she did not need friends because her brother did the same, but suddenly Horikita Manabu told her that she had friends, and at the same time This friend is also his so-called "fiancé".

Horikita Suzune's right hand holding the fork paused for a moment, and then she mechanically put the food into her mouth and chewed it.

She didn't know what friends were, and she thought it was impossible to make friends. Naturally, she wouldn't tolerate a sudden fiancée, but at the same time, Horikita Suzune had some respect for Kitagawa Ryo who had not yet appeared in front of her. Curious, because of Horikita Manabu.

The food on the plate has been eaten, and the time has reached eleven forty-five. If twelve o'clock is used as the deadline, then the other party has about fifteen minutes left. Horikita Suzune wiped it with a paper towel. He licked his fingers and the corner of his mouth, took out "Crime and Punishment" from his bag and read it again.

This novel, which was born in the mid-nineteenth century, mainly tells the story of the protagonist who, forced to make a living, kills a loan shark and her innocent sister. After experiencing a painful confession, she is finally saved by a Christian. After persuasion, he voluntarily surrendered. The framework of the book is divided into two parts, "crime" and "punishment", just like the title. The first chapter describes the protagonist's crime, and the following chapter describes the protagonist's psychological activities and the punishment he received. torment.

Because Horikita Suzune had just started reading, she only read the first few sections of the first chapter, which happened to be the plot where the protagonist killed two people with an axe. Dostoevsky described this plot in great detail , various details made Horikita Suzune, who had just eaten, feel a little uncomfortable.

Her emotions seemed to be more sensitive today than any other day before. After realizing this fact, Horikita Suzune looked up at the clock on the wall again:

At 11:55, Horikita Suzune frowned. If Kitagawa Ryo was late for their first meeting, her impression in her mind would drop down a notch.

In the last five minutes, Horikita Suzune simply kept her gaze at the door of the restaurant, observing every customer who entered the store.

At 11:56, an old man came in with a child.

At 11:57, a girl about the same age as herself came in. Her long honey-colored hair easily left a deep impression on others.

At 11:58, no one entered.

At 11:59, Horikita Suzune saw a young man push open the door of the restaurant, and locked his direction at a glance.

After a while, Kitagawa Ryo came to Horikita Suzune and sat down on the seat opposite her calmly.

"Hello, I'm Kitagawa Ryo, please give me some advice."

The young man sitting across from him nodded and introduced himself to Horikita Suzune. His facial features were very handsome, especially his eyes that were as bright as black gems. With just a touch of Yingying, Horikita Suzune felt like he was suddenly attracted to him. .

"I am Horikita Suzune."

The girl introduced herself stiffly at first, then realized that it seemed a bit impolite and added:

"Hello, please give me some advice."

Kitagawa Ryo looked at Horikita Suzune, who felt extra nervous for some reason. Apparently when he glanced at her from a distance yesterday, she still exuded a kind of awe-inspiring aura unique to Black Nagana.

After introducing themselves, the two fell into a strange blind date-like silence. Kitagawa Ryo looked at the "Crime and Punishment" that the other party had placed on the table, trying hard to find a topic:

"Does Horikita usually read these long-form foreign literary works?"

"What do you think of the engagement between the two of us?"

Horikita Suzune spoke almost at the same time as Kitagawa Ryo.

There was a loud snapping sound from a nearby table, and it sounded like someone had cut the plate hard with a knife.

ps: Horikita Suzune's problem is actually not that big. The reason why her character design collapsed in the later period is mainly due to Kinugasa. The growth line in the early stage is really well written. From the fifth volume of Sports Festival When he was plotted by Ryuuen, he plotted against Ryuuen in the sixth volume. In fact, his growth can be seen, but it is normal for Kinugasa to eat books. Honami's intellectual ceiling was still in the first few volumes. In the fourth volume, he directly saw through Ayanokouji's plan. As a result, later It's just like a vase, with basically no highlights.

ps2: Thank you for reading and supporting me. I have to adjust my work and rest time. This chapter is 2k and I am really exhausted. I still have to make the ppt that will be used in class 8 tomorrow morning. I'm sorry everyone.

The Autumn Lies of Megumi Karuizawa: Chapter 14: Why lie, there is no need to lie

Karuizawa Megumi huddled alone at the door of Kitagawa Ryo's room. She hugged her knees and sat there leaning against the door. Because there was a soft blanket on the floor, she didn't feel the chill. Karuizawa Megumi touched it with her fingers. Touching the fluffy soft fur, she herself was a little impressed that she could not have any overreaction immediately after hearing the word "engagement". She just walked out of the restaurant in despair, and then came back here in embarrassment.

If she had been half a year ago, she would have gone directly to question Kitagawa Ryo. She had only said she was "a friend's sister" before, and she had already asked him whether he was lying. She would have had too much to say to Kitagawa. Liang argued, but now she chose to leave silently.

Karuizawa Megumi realized that she was afraid and evading. She was unwilling to come into contact with the truth herself. She would rather get the explanation of the facts from Kitagawa Ryo's mouth. All she had to do was to believe the other party, nod and say yes, it's okay, I understand, Ryo. Don't pay attention to me.

Just like the last words she said to Liang when she went home last night:

"I'm glad Ryo came back to me."

Yes, that's it. Karuizawa Megumi is very happy about Kitagawa Ryo's return. Ryo still protects her as before, and Ryo still cherishes herself as before...

As if this could ignore the fact that he would leave again soon, as if this could ignore this inexplicable engagement.

Karuizawa Megumi tightly grasped the clothes on her chest. She tore open the package containing the skirt she bought this morning with force and even roughly. Then she hugged the pure black dress and put her face against it. On this soft fabric, the unique smell of new clothes rushed into her nose, and the skirt poured down from her knees like water. At this time, she seemed to be able to see Kitagawa Ryo's full-covered pair in the morning. With eager and even pleading black eyes.

He really likes the way he looks in this dress.

Karuizawa Megumi simply stood up and twirled the skirt in front of her. The wall of the hotel corridor was as bright as a mirror. She pursed her lips and looked shy like a bride-to-be trying on a wedding dress.

bride.

This word suddenly appeared in Karuizawa Megumi's mind. This was a natural association that spread from the word engagement.

She suddenly remembered that in the first grade of elementary school, the class teacher asked all the students one by one to name their ideal careers. One boy said that he wanted to be a scientist, although the scientist in his understanding was just an image of shaking a bottle in a laboratory. No matter what medicine is in the bottle, this feeling is simply awesome; a boy said he wants to be a professional baseball player. He may not understand the specific rules of baseball, but he also feels that he can hit the ball with a bat. It looks so cool flying out.

At that time, Karuizawa Megumi seemed to be hesitating and couldn't think of a profession for a long time. Fortunately, the teacher didn't make it difficult for her. Seeing that she really couldn't say anything, he asked her to sit down, and then stood up. She has now forgotten A girl whose name and appearance were unknown said loudly that she wanted to become a princess and the prince's bride.

This answer immediately killed the scientists and professional baseball players in front of them. The children who had answered it all regretted why they had not thought of such a sensational answer, while the children who had not answered it yet followed suit. The time class is full of princes and princesses, grooms and brides.

Karuizawa Megumi seriously thought about this problem again when she was fourteen years old. Now, seven or eight years later, she still seems unable to accomplish anything and has no ideal career.

Idol? writer? actor? Although she is still at an age where she dares to think about anything, Karuizawa Megumi is distressed to find that she does not have such ideals.