Staying By Your Side

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"Mmnn..." Qin Sui released an hummed when he woken up. When he opened his eyes he was in Zhou Xin room again when he was standing up he felt refreshed. Unlike when he was in that dark gloomy room where he feel very weak from the tip of his every single hair to his feet. When he taken a glance outside of the window he didn't see a sun anymore. That means he slept for a whole day long, when he explored his vision he did not saw Zhou Xin so he immediately walk to the door to find Zhou Xin, not because he needed something but because he feels that the scene was very nostalgic. When he stepped outside he didn't saw Zhou Xin so decided to explore the mansion to find him.

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Qin Sui; "Weird, even when this mansion is so big there is no servant at all... What's more that this place was so clean like it was taken care of daily... Is Zhou Xin have a servant that comes here to take care of the mansion every single time? But isn't that troublesome?" when he finished his murmuring he saw Zhou Xin at the side pond where there are a stone cottage. He was drinking some wine 'alone'.

Qin Sui broke the silent aura of the place and he even shouted saying, "Eyy! Er—Zhouo why didn't you invite me? You could just woken me up!" when he said these words Zhou Xin did not faced him and responded calmly, "You should stop calling me in that way" when he finished his words, he also finished his second bottle of wine.

When Qin Sui saw his avoidance of actions he immediately taken his action too, "Hey! Zhouo—Gege you should stop avoiding me! What? What about my sacrifice for you to have a satisfied looked to 'Zhan Shen' suffering appearance?" when Zhou Xin heard this question he immediately looked at Qin Sui eyes in a very serious way.

While Qin Sui celebrating inside of his head because Zhou Xin finally looked at him but Zhou Xin was just staring at his smiling face.

"What? What? Why won't he talk?" Despite of Qin Sui smiling face he is having a panic in his head. While he is having some doubts in his mind Zhou Xin made him came back to the reality.

Zhou Xin said, "Aren't you gonna pretend anymore?"

Qin Sui; "..."

Zhou Xin; "Pity, you're not a good actor. You will live unpeacefully because of it"

Qin Sui can't help but signed, then he replied calmly and truthfully saying, "Ahhh.. Zhou Xin.. Zhou Xin.. you don't understand me well even when I almost spend my two months of life with you." Qin Sui replied, then he erased his smile on his face and turned to his side, facing the pond which is very clear because of the bright full moon was reflected to it.

In a while of silence he added, "I never pretended to you, what you saw was my real attitude. An annoying grown up man who likes to play tricks..." *PFFT* he didn't finished his sentence yet but he let a laugh out his mouth then he released a heavy sign then he continued, "My past lover even have a headache everytime I play a tricks on her... But she still accepted me though my worse..." he again stopped at the middle of his sentence.

Qin Sui faced Zhou Xin first and stared at him in his eyes. Zhou Xin didn't let his pride down he stared back to Qin Shi Sui's eyes, after a while Qin Sui lowered his gazed and said, "I am the type of person who need someone to be with... Being alone scares me... That is why I reacted close to you even when you are a total stranger... Even when you act cold, I could tell you are a warm person but got badly hurt that is why you turned yourself into a cold man..." Qin Sui looked at Zhou Xin faced and said his last few sentences, "You are lonely too, you don't need to act strong. Even if I'm unknown to you can trust me, you don't to worry because after all I am just an ignorant person at all."

When Zhou Xin saw his bright smile again he was in rage. No... He is not in rage because of him... He was in rage because he saw that in the reality he just want Zhan Shen to stay by his side because he felt lonely. He was just lonely not inlove but this guy who was in front of him is willing to stay by his side even when they are totally stranger. Zhou Xin felt his eyes teary, can he really have someone by his side without sacrificing anything?

Zhou Xin said to Qin Sui, "You can stay anytime... You can also leave anytime you want..." when he released this words Qin Sui notice that he was holding back.

Qin Sui stand up to go by Zhou Xin's side, he patted Zhou Xin back and said, "You don't need to hold back, I know men's are prideful and do not want to shed tears... But you might burst inside if you hold back your tears and emotion.. you can hold me if you want" when Qin Sui said this Zhou Xin immediately burst to his tears and hugged Qin Sui very tightly like he would never let go. Qin Sui continued to pat Zhou Xin back while comforting him saying, "I told you, I will stay by your side until then so you can rest assured" when he repeated this words Zhou Xin felt something that he never felt before.

Zhou Xin wanted Qin Sui to be with him until they die. He don't want to be separated even a single minute. He wanted Qin Sui to look at him, and only to him. He just want to lock Qin Sui to his room so no one can see him except for himself.

"Am I getting too greedy? We don't even have a relationship. We are just nobody who lived together." when Zhou Xin thought of this his world was taken back to the deep endless abbys of darkness.

"Ridiculous!" when he splitted this words he warped his hand to Qin Sui neck, Qin Sui didn't know what was triggered his unstableness of mind. But Qin Sui already promised to stay by his side, when he was suffocating he asked Zhou Xin who was in rage, "What do you want me to do to prove it to you that I will never leave you?"

When Zhou Xin heard this words his grip to Qin Sui's neck was untighten then he let go some few words, that made Qin Sui widened his eyes,

Zhou Xin; "Prove? Why don't we settle this in bed?"

Qin Sui; "...W-what do you..."

Zhou Xin; "Proved it with your body... Give me pleasure and reassurance of you..."