Being

Not to be exact in a way I have been feeling worse than before and working isn't making me feel any better it's making it grow,

Everyone around me areworking for what it would be wealth because that was we all want this time,Wealth is the reason to be fed after all.

I have been sitting on this desk and chair from morning to noon staring at a monitor screen and using my fingers,but I don't feel good,I don't feel like I have worked,Why?

Everyday why bother to wake up everyday why bother to live upon this system of life, To me my excestince feels like non excestince,I wonder why?

When I walk down the New York City to my work,I see people around me but I can't see them as a being,Why?

As a human being what dose it mean to live such an systemic life,I have never been proud of my life,there shouldn't be a reason why I should.

I feel trapped in this situation of life,I feel as it is not letting me free,My life is such a questionable one?

Why do I live? to serve whom,Is death all there to the end