COMING HOME

In the present .

KATE POV

Life has alot to afford but I take a little bit of everything except love , from family and friends and lovers.

I live a independent life , where no one has to tell me what to do , how to do , or who to fuck and who to not ...

Honestly my life is amazing, I have no problem or whatsoever.

I party whenever I want and I go home until the next day or whenever I felt like.

I live in a fucking mansion and I have enough money to supply me and my family, I live alone with too many rooms to fill , too many clothes to wear , and I'm never hungry,

I need nothing more in life. But of course life, I need it so I could live dummy..

I miss my family I won't deny it even though I ran away from them.

Honestly my life have been a mess too, I don't hate them if the calls out my flaws.

They have a right too.

Living in the city and working was something my dad didn't approve of but I have my mom blessing to live peacefully wherever I go , dad still soport me though. He had to, he didn't had a choice...

I have been living in the city's for almost 4 years or so , I lost count , sorry about that ...

I work my butt off to pay for my mother medical bills but don't tell her , she doesn't know and I like to keep it that way .

Besides that, I kept working so, I won't have time for a relationship. Many believes I don't belives in love or any of that but that is not it at all.

It's just not in my bucket list.

Seated here on this boat as I'm about to go home , it wasn't part of my plan either but mom is a very good liar and I can't trust a thing she said ,

An living in the village is very hard as specially if she got more sick and needed medication, I told her I could pay for her apartment if she consider living in the citys , closer to the hospital but that damn woman give me a hell of a time to even go to the hospital, I don't think she will ever consider living anywhere near the hospital.

Even I don't wanna live anywhere near that hospital, ever since ya know , a kid got her heart broken. She would run away from the place as it has memories which held pain.

So I run like a coward of course, I never had the courage to face any of my problems but I won't accept it if anyone tell me that .

We have arrived at your destination, " the captain said , asshole couldn't he take his time to drive us , he drives like he is in a hurry to get fucked.

Oh boy , i have arrived to my destination, I got ready to face my family, the family I abanded for years.

God have mercy on my soul.

Just as I jump out of the boat I saw , mom just one sight of her made a smile on my face , it wasn't the fake one I wore all the time , it was a genuine one , my eyes filled with tears of happiness, I'm a crya baby but only when it's convenient like right now

Katie, my baby has finally arrived , " Mom shouted not caring about the people around us .

Honestly she must have not believed when I said I was coming.

Mom , " I call out to her as I close the distance between us .

God , honey I miss you. " she said as I hugged her .

I miss you too mom , " I said in a low voice with emotion that i didn't know was there.

I didn't believe you where coming , " she said as she pull back so she could see my face.

"Told you so !!

I know , even I didn't believe I would be here ,

(Yeah I was supposed to be at the hospital!!! , "no I can't tell her that".

So , how is everyone ?" I asked as we walk up to a car .

They are fine , everyone is excited to met you after a long time , " mom said smiling.

Hmm, that's good , " I mumbled , time to met the family who thinks am not good enough to be a Jackson.

Yea , your sister had came home a few days ago , I don't know how the two of you lives in the same city but never run into each other ., " mom said but she had no idea I'm very thankful that we never run into each other , Thank God"

I sometimes think about going to visit her .

"Liar "

But then I get too busy and forgot about it , " I added and mom nod in understanding.

Okay , can't wait to introduce you to our new neighbors son, " mom said happy

what ?, " I question, please don't tell me it's what I think it's.

They have a lovely son, i was hoping you consider dating him , " mom said

What?, after coming home after 4 or 5 years , the want me to date a guy who I never met .

Unbelievable....

MOM ," I call out her name in a pleading tone

Honestly , I would get down on my knees and fucking begging her not to make me date that guy .

I love mom and she can make me jump off a cliff if she pleaded.

Kate , we gonna talk about this when we get home , " she said as she turn away , we can't have this conversation, I know why , she knows why but she will try to convince me to go on out with the guy.

But I already have plans, i'm not here for a family's reunion or a date agreement and I will do just what I'm here for and then am gone again. I would have to leave again without her knowing, it will break her heart yeah but , mine would be in check .

Selfish bastard"

I know but I can't stay nor can I see her teary eyes .