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katie is a young girl that felt in love with her mother doctor " steve " but was too young to acknowledge her feelings and one day he left without saying a word which broke katie into pieces , however she moves on and when she finally accepted the date her friend set up for her , she was surprised to see it was no other than Steve .

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the one that got away,  is now the one standing here , chances, is something I am afraid to take but for him , i will take every chance i have even if it's just one .. but first he gotta pay for what he did.

the one that got away ,is standing there , he shattered my heart without a word , they say there is no second chance. i say i will never see him again but yet here he is and am between taking chances and letting him get away again .. 

my heart is still shattered,  the wounds are still open , can he heal it , can he mend it , did he care , if he did then why didn't he said goodbye , did he really love me or was it just a crush , like i have always said...

LITTLE LOVER & BELOVED DOCTOR

After meeting everyone, I went to my room ,

It has no memories inside as it's not my childhood room.

I met our neighbor son and... mom , am sorry but am not dating him , " I said to mom and she frown of course not happy about that.

Mom , am dating someone already , " I said as I consider if I date the guy Kelly wants me to date then I will have to be there.

I know why mom wants me to date the neighbor ,it's because she wants me to settle down and live here but that is not gonna happen.

I will date the guy Kelly finds for a month then broke it off with him , saying he cheated, I am a genius. Am I not ?.

Who ?, " mom asked suddenly happy.

Umm, it's a surprise, " I said and mom frown , but it's the truth as Kelly didn't tell me his name...so am guessing it's a surprise..

You are lying to me ," she said seriously.

Mom!, why should I lie? , " I asked.

Because you don't want to date, " she said as she look away .

I sometimes wonder, if your not into guys , " mom said as she looks even more serious.

Huh, really mom ?" I question in disbelief.

Don't worry , I know , you're straight , " she said looking into the sky.

When the right time comes, I will find the man of my dreams , " I said but knowing deep down , i can't find that man as i'm not looking for him and he left years ago ,to a place I will never go , atless i will not go looking for him.. never ,ever .

I'm not , I just , she sighed deeply.

I just wonder, if I haven't kept you back from going to school, and if did get your dreams job , where would have you be today, " she said looking at me.

I would have probably be going my dream job, traveling somewhere for work , " I said

Mm, I know you would be working and you won't a had time to come visit ..

I sometimes wish I was stronger but it was a good thing I was sick and held you back , because if I didn't , you won't have been here today..

Kim , you don't have that job but yet don't make time to come visit.

Mom , I just need a .... I sighed as I look at the sky too .

I just need a life where, I can just keep going and going without having to come back . Until I feel like I wanna go home ..

I love living without a care in the world but your always on my mind and I love thinking about you, your a lovely lady. But apart from you, I don't wanna be thinking about someome else.

I don't want a husband to hold me back .

As a kid I use to dream about getting married but as a teenager things change. I realize i don't need a man to make me feel like a woman..

Hmm, I use to think the same but I married your father at a young age ,I may have lost freedom but i found love , I found a wonderful husband and we made some kids with much love and I think it was worth it..

Maybe one day I will find mine too"

Mm, let's go inside and find you something to eat , " mom said and I nod.

After dinner, I headed to my room , I need to make a important call.

Good evening, miss kate, i was waiting for your call.

Umm but i think it's better if we met , something are better off ,said in words , " I said as I freaking hate how slow a doctor can be.

especially since that nightmare .... has happened .

So when are you free ?" I question

Whenever you're ready , katey you know I always have time for you , " he said in a flirting tone and I scowls at his words.

Mrs .Khali would always be ready too , i think I need to make another call to let her know , " I said rolling my eyes.

No.. need to go through such a problem, Ms kate, my wife is very a very busy woman, please don't interrupted her , " he pleaded .

Tsk , i need to think about it.. see you tomorrow, " I said then hang up without letting him say a word.

ONE DAY I'LL FIND MINE TOO