I turned on the shower faucet and started undressing myself. Hopefully the warmth of the water would calm me down. Key word: Hopefully.
As I ducked my head under the water, I sighed in relief. The warm water against my skin felt like heaven. My breathing slowed down, and so did my heart rate. The sound of the shower water pouring against my skin was peaceful. It reminded me of days when I would listen to the rain in my bedroom. I would lean against the window, blanket over my shoulders, and just listen. Listen to the soft thuds of raindrops gently crashing onto my window. It was moments like those that kept me sane. Moments like right now, in that shower, with the water pouring against my body, that I felt sane.