"Don't deny it. You want it." Killian said to me, stroking the nape of my neck with his thumb. His face is so close to mine and I forgot to breathe. I gasped when he pushed my dress higher, revealing my thighs to him and let his hands rest between my thighs. 

I tilted my head to the side to avoid his lustful gaze, penetrating deep into my soul. 

"Your body craves it." He said, firing kisses down my neck till his lips touched my hard, naked nipples. That sent shivers down my spine. My body erupted with goosebumps and I exhaled sharply. I want to speak, but I can't. He has that much effect on me. His tongue played with my nipples and I mewled. That felt so good. 

"You want me as much as I want you." He whispered with his lips pressed on my skin. I shouldn't be doing this. I know I should stay away from this man but how can I when he invades my thoughts daily? When he's the only one my body wants. It's frustrating because no matter how hard I try, I can't say no to him. And I am this close to making the worst mistake of my life. I swallowed, trying to fathom the words out.His fingers brushed my core and I jerked forward, pressing my body on his. 

"I don't want you." 

"You're lying." He said, playing with the strap of my thong with a lazy finger. My eyes rolled back in my socket with pleasure. I am lying but he's making it so hard.

"We shouldn't be doing this, Killian." Killian? Do I really have the right to call him that? 

"Give me one reason why and I won't touch you."

"Because you're my best friend's Fiance."

SEX WITH MY BEST FRIEND'S FIANCÉ

My body curled forward, leaning on his chest as I clench my fists around him. Killian fit another finger in. 


I'm so fucking wet and needy and he's plunging his fingers into my core so damn good. Hitting all the right spots while rubbing his thumb around my clitoris. I mewled. 


"I fucking hate you." I whimper, raising my hips up a little to let his hand slide in with ease. "I fucking hate how guilty you make me feel." A scream escaped my lips. Killian ran his hand up my belly to my boobs and caressed my nipples. Pinching me gently at first while twisting. 


Back then, the ecstatic feeling his fingers gave me made it difficult for me to think. Now, coupled with his nipple play, my mind is in shambles. A soft moan escape my lips. I can hear my heavy pants. Right now, I don't want to hear him apologize, I don't want to think about anything else but the heat running through my body. 


CHAPTER FORTY TWO