FINDING JAMES 2

Despite Robert’s effort to seem unmoved and undisturbed about Jame’s whereabouts, he actually worried a lot about him and had a sounding trepidation about his son James. He woke up with the feeling of guilt most times about abandoning him. He silently wished that James would be better and be protected but then that was only a velleity as it was never followed by an actual effort towards him.

Robert was silently there for James, he actually did not hate his son James, but rather he hated himself. He hated himself for loosing his wife, he hated himself because he could not do anything about his wife. He blamed himself a lot for loosing his wife, Mercy. So hen sometimes took it out on James and punished James dearly.