chapter nineteen

Chris pov

I guessed I really screwed things pretty bad with my terrible choice that I made, I mean I wanted to have sex with Ingrid more than anything which I did; and it was more than anything else I've had with all other girls while she had a soft spot for me which I over took when I saw her at the kitchen that morning, and I must say she looked fucking hot wearing only James T-shirt and her hair which was loosen behind her. After having sex with her I left for my gym practice; well you could say I had some gym equipment at our place and all through my exercise I couldn't help but think of what we just had, I knew it wasn't just sex anymore cause I've had countless of it and this was different from the rest which made me came over for breakfast even if it was an excuse to see her again, and I did see her wrapped around in James arms while she kissed his hand like men I wanted that to be us. I never knew when but I started fantasizing about both of us as a couple which made my face darken slightly, I did have breakfast with them though while she just acted like we never had a thing a while ago which pissed me off further, what kept my mood down was when she started feeding James and he started acting childish and sweet with her like men I just fucked her a while ago which I wanted to yell out. I left the dinning table and went for my room to have a cold shower which didn't help the slightest, I guess I figured it out late that I have started having feelings for Ingrid which happens to be James potential girlfriend; I went of to meet up with my guys were we played games and soon they started talking about how more charms James held compared to me in regard to Ingrid, which further intensified my mood which was already foul and I ended up saying I fucked her at the kitchen really hard, which my guys knew I wouldn't say what I didn't do and I left them while going away to calm my head from the emotions spiraling in my heart.

I got to school on Monday and I saw the guys hyping me while some kept cheering me on being the ladies charm which I didn't know what it was about, soon Jim came over and showed me his phone and I saw the school's trending gist ## frozen princess fucked two brothers ## which I only new who could have done it, and to further clarify my guess Roy sent me the money which they betted on and I knew it was him but that wasn't important now cause if James knew he could really be pissed at me; and I left to find him but couldn't which further drove my anxiety cause he had the notion that I always had eyes on what was he's. I toured all through the school and couldn't find him and I left for the club only to see him already drunk, like men this girl really got my brother big time cause the last time I banged his girlfriend he only took a week still he came around; but now it felt different from the past and I'm afraid if my act has broken him and our last brotherly tile left, three days pass now and he still gave me the cold shoulder's and it makes me feel bad adding to Rachel the chick who gave me Ingrid number came to our place and throw a fist at me a couple of time; men it all sucks.