Samaira's therapy - EDITION (Samaira)

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Samaira's therapy.

( for herself )

" So samaira, tell me something about yourself." A professional looking samaira asked samaira who was under the bed. The same she hid the day prior. And they both are in an endless void…

" Samaira, can you please come out? Ms. Samaira." A long pause, and no answer came.

" If you can't, you can answer me from there if you want "

And this time an answer came.

" Y-yes " In a shaking voice, but it was a little different, a little younger.

" Why are you scared? " , asked the suited samaira .

" H-he'll come ag 'hiccup' a-again. " Samaira under the bed said.

" Ms samaira what is your current age right now she asked " And she replied in a sheky.

" Iii'm th-thirteen " She said.

" And what was your age when you left his place? " She asked not showing any emotions.

" S-seventeen " She said.

" So he abused you for five years! " She asked.

" E-eight years' h-he used to come my hostel. "

" So! When did he stop unti ? " Sh asked still not showing any emotion.

" H-he didn't. H-he promised me that he'll stop when I'll turn 15.and when I-i was 15 h-he told me he'll stop when I'll b-be 18 ann- . "

" And he didn't " Said the doc.

" Yes " Said the girl under the bed.

" Why didn't you seek help? " Asked the doc.

And no answer came…

" I-i did, I a-asked a female cop, and s-she never came back . Th-they said,they k-killed her b-because of me ." And she starts crying .

" I know how your father died, and I'm sure he was a great guy , but what else can you tell me about your,,,,,,,other father? " She asked …

And after some time she said,

" H-he was my English teacher, My f-father was a very rich man. and he likes money more than his family, that's why my mom start dating another man cause she was still young and beautiful. but she also don't want to leave his daughter and that rich guy she married so she figures out a middle way to complete her s-secret Desires by covering herself with her own daughter's education . she hooked up with him . and then she arranged him as a personal tutor for her and than, thay make love everyday in the next room beside me, beside my room , she said to me whenever dad asked about your studies, Just tell him it's going good and I really like learning from him. and I did what she said, day after day they got very noisy and very open I can hear them , saw them clearly when I asked mom about it, what he was doing with him, and I saw you doing dirty things with him. she slaps me and worn me, if I said anything about it to my dad she gonna leave me and my dad gonna die after knowing that. and then I hear them even louder, I cried I cried a lot hoping that she will stop it and came close to me wipe my tears hold my hand and say it's over you don't have to cry anymore but it never happens they never stops , the only thing that stop was my tears , I think they run dry or maybe run out who knows.

than after some years my dad died. he was murdered by some of his partners for some unknown reason, and then my mom married my teacher and everything went as plain. I became a therapist and a new sack of meat for my new father until I went up to college, " The little samira said. While relieving all this again..

" What was your age when it all started? " Doc asked.

" S-seven " She said.

And she noticed something on his notepad.

" When did the kid inside you die? " Samaira asked. And little samaira's sound vanished, and in an instant of her little voice her adult voice came.

" When no one came."

A long pause

" When did you first tried to kill yourself? "

" i-i was eleven . "

" How? "

" I-i jumped from b-balcany. " She said, trembling a bit.

" The last question. " And she looked at the bed.

" Do you want redemption? " She asked .

" F-for what " Little she asked?

" For your crimes! " She said. Like it's no big deal.

" You killed your parents, didn't you? " She asked.

" And your little brother as well. And that's a good reason for redemption. " She said while having a blank expression.

And her other counterpart didn't say a word, and when she asked again she didn't hear anything.

So she decided to check for herself. And when she looked down, she just saw the dead body of an unborn toddler. And she stood back up. And poured some gasoline on the bed. And slowly burn it down.

" She wasn't alive to begin with. "