(2) USELESS.

( SUB - RR- 8735337 KNOWN AS USHMA THE USELESS.

HEIGHT - 5.9

CONDITIONS - LOW METABOLISM, WEAK IMMUNE SYSTEM, SENSITIVE SKIN, VITILIGO, LOW SELF ESTEEM, INFERIORITY COMPLEX.

MAIN GOAL - WANT HAPPINESS

IMPACT ON SUB RR -01 - NON

CURRENT MOTIVE ' CHIPS ')

[ WITH SUB RR - 8735337 - MONITORING HER DAILY LIFE. ]

Kota Rajasthan ( India)

In a small dimly lit room filled with several old clothes and other miscellaneous things a small ceiling fan on top rotating in slow speed, providing the lone occupant of the room . And in the corner in a small bed, a sat occupant was sleeping soundly, when her phone rang, and her alarm made her wake up.

The girl, who was sleeping in the bed with her normal clothes on, picked up old broken phone, and turned the phone off. The time on her phone was 4:30 AM.

She grogally opened her eyes, and stood up. Her face was beautiful with long red hair, with a tall height of 5.9 and a slanted figure. She was beautiful, her only shortcomings being several red patches on her entire body, a common sign of vitiligo. She stretched her hands, and removed her clothes, showing her beauty mard with hideous red spots and some bruises on her body, and a black eye. She removed all of her clothes, and for the attached bathroom on the, and the bathroom was a small one, with a corner shelf on the corner. She started the shower, and took a cold shower, her face not showing an ounce of emotion, her eyes showing pain and sadness.

She gets out from the small bathroom, and dresses back in her old attire that she wore while sleeping.

She unlocked her door, and took the mop top and a bucket of water from the bathroom, and she came out from her room . Her eyes looked down on the ground. The house was large, big enough for a middle class wealthy family. She started mopping the floor, one by one. First she cleaned the hall then went for room to room, she went in a room where a short girl was sleeping in a big bed, and a room full of things that you'd expect from a rich girl. She quickly cleaned the room, and left the room as soon as possible. Then she cleaned some empty room, the guest room, the kitchen and then the master bedroom, and it was quite big and beautiful, and the bed, a couple, was sleeping soundly. She very slowly and without making any sound cleaned the room, and after cleaning the room, she quietly closed the door.

She went to the backyard, and started washing the clothes on the washing machine. And once again sat on the ground, and looked at the grass on her feet, and curled her feet inward. And the sun was rising, but she didn't look up, just looked down on the ground. And after some time, the clothes came out, and went to the rooftop, and put the clothes to dry them up. Then she went out, and cleaned the outside of the house, and then water the plants with no emotion.

She sat down on the ground near the sofa, and took some breaths, and after a minute, she stood up, and went for the kitchen, she took out several vegetables, and cut them in fine pieces, and put them aside to cook latter, she mixed the dough with flour , and while she was doing it, her expression didn't changed, and she put the half prepared food on the side, enough for a family of three, she put the vegetables aside, and put other things aside and their proper places. Then she took out the leftovers of last night, and then took out some indian bread from the wooden roti pod, and served a plate of food, and took it, sitting near the fridge on the ground And prayed, with her hand clasped.

" Thank you for feeding me. " Said Ushma in a really low and raspy voice, showing she isn't used to talking much.

And then she started to eat the cold food, and looked down at the hand on her which was red, not because of her skin.

After eating her food, she looked at the clock, the time was 8:30, she heard a door clicking sound. She immediately stood up, and went out from the kitchen using the back door of the kitchen, and ran away from the house as soon as possible, grabbing a bag hanging behind the kitchen door.

She ran away in a hurry, and went to a restaurant, in the blazing sun of Rajasthan. She opened the door of a small restaurant and put an arpan from the stance of a pizza on it , and started to clean the Restaurants and tables. And after that, she cleaned and served food to several people, and several hours later, she finished her job, and put the apran down. And went for the bathroom, she cleaned her face, and didn't look at the mirror in front of her, she looked at the sink below, and looked at the red droplets on the water, and looked at her hands again.

She exit the pizza joint, and went for her classes, she went for a tution classes. She was planning to get a government job, she sat in the corner of the class, far from other students, and she took out some books from the beginning, and started solving some maths problems on her own. The class was about to start, when more people poured in, sitting in front rows, when something unexpected happened. A boy sat near him. She gave him a short glance. He was a dark skinned man in his mid twenties, and from a corner, she saw one of his eyes was damaged and white. She ignored him after just a glance, and then she did her job like usual, then when the class bell rang, everyone started to leave. She took out her bag, and searched for something, but she didn't find anything. She looked at the clock on the wall, and saw it was 2:30. And her stomach made it clear that she was hungry.

She stood up, left the class, and went to another small restaurant. But this was close to a pond, and has a see-through wall. She went inside where her boss was waiting sitting on the cash counter , he was a normal looking guy in his mid twenties. He looked at her with a lust in his eyes. She didn't notice her, she didn't care about it. She changed her clothes, and start cleaning the pizza joint. And during bed job, her boss kept looking at her with lust, and always touched her whenever she came close to him. And she didn't do anything about it, she just scorm uncomfortably, and tried to get away from him. She was cleaning a table when a customer came to it, he was the same guy that she saw earlier in the class . He sat on the table that she was cleaning, and she left when he sat on the table, she took her place on the cash counter, and after some time, that same male came, and presented the money .

" Use red highlighter and white powder makeup won't work on you. "She raised her head and looked up, her eyes were black, and her cheeks were a little red, different from her color . She looked at him for s second and then looked down immediately, and didn't say anything, and she gave him his change.

" Keep the change. " He said and left the pizza joint. And she looked at the tip in her hand. She hastitaed and slowly put the money back at the cash counter, And closed it, a look of desperation clear on her face, which she quenched with closed and down eyes. She stayed in that pizza joint till night cleaning and serving like usual.

She left the store late at night, and sat on the bench near the bus stand, taking a breather, her stomach aching in hunger. She ignored it and looked at her hands which were trembling, and has sevral cuts and stretches, which was ossing blood, her skin was two soft for hard for this hard work. Tears falling on them. She sobbed looking at her trembling hand, she stood up wiping her eyes, and she started walking in her home's direction. She reached her home, and enter through the kitchen door, and put her bag on the door of the kitchen, and her stomach aches again in hunger, she looked at the pile of Utensil, waiting to be cleaned, her hands ache. She looked at the leftovers of the dinner, and she served herself to eat first. She took a minimum amount of everything that she had, she sat near the fridge, and prayed again, with clasped hands, she tried to say something but her throat didn't work, and just swallow her saliva when she heard someone's voice.

" You don't even pray for the food now? " She heard a feminine voice. She didn't look up but her lowered head skunk further.

" Didn't even clean the dishes, and started gouging the food like a hungry dog. '' she said in a lazy manner and a sllipy face.. And when she didn't get an reply, she sneered.

" waste of space. " She said open the fridge, and took out the water bottle..

" Clean the dishes. " She said in a dismissive way.

" God knows how I could have such a daughter. " She said while leaving the kitchen. And she hears a door opening and closing, and Ushma, puts her food aside, and starts cleaning the dirty dishes. And felt a stink of pain in her hands, after half an hour, she finished her job, and sat back on the ground, and started eating the cold food. After eating she went to her room, and sat down on her bed, head down, looking defeated. She looked under her bed, and took out a small metal box. She opened it, took out a piece of chips, and ate it slowly, and then licked her fingers, and saw it was really tender and soft. And she fell down, and fell asleep.

She was walking on the road, when she noticed a bag of chips fallen on the ground, she immediately picked it up, tore it open and started eating like there is no tomorrow. And when she was done eating, she threw another packet of chips on the ground. She grabbed it and found it filled with chips, and she started eating like she ate like the previous one. And when she was done eating she found another. And when she was about to grab it, she stopped, and took a step back. She blinked her eyes, and woke up, her alarm bells rang, and she looked at her phone. It was 4:30 .

She stood up and followed her daily routine, and went to the restaurant and did her job cleaning and other stuff, when she heard a familiar voice. That guy was here.

She looked at him from the corner, and saw him ordering some food with a confident smile.

She ignored him, and do her job, and didn't see him leaving, she went for her class, and she did what she did, and spend her time doing maths problems. When he noticed the teacher scolding someone for some reason, she looked up and saw him again. He was in her class being scolded by the teacher. She never noticed him, not like she paid any attention to anyone.

She looked at her notes, and saw her messy handwriting, but her answers were correct.

She put her pen aside, and packed her bag away and left. The day was simple and boring, she felt the sun rays on her skin making her sweat and feel a little dizzy. She sat near a fountain while she was delivering the pizza, she washed her face with fountain water, and felt really tired, her breath becoming heavy, a f her mind little fuzzy.

After delivering the pizza, she came, and sat in the bathroom to take a breather, feeling tired. When her boss called her over and took an order in a loud voice, she came out, she saw him that same guy, she took his order and start cleaning the floor, and while he was eating he saw her cleaning the floor and table and collecting trash and when she found a ten rupee bill one the floor she stops for moment and get it under his pocket and than kept doing his stuff and after some time it was time to close the store.

" Sir it is time to close , so can you hurry a little " And he answer it by nodding his head In yes and after paying for it he went outside ,and she starts to clean his table and shutting the lights off, and after that closing the shutter of the shop and locking it and he gives the keys to his owner and started to go back and while she was going back his owner spank her butt , and said.

" Go home safe babe " And she just ignore it and kept moving on his direction ,and after walking for some time she came to halt and she bought two different Flavoured chips for five rupee each one was sweet and one was spicy,then she sat on a bench and start eating it first she eat the spicy one, and then put the one in bag, and eat every last chunk of the chips from the pocket, she threw them over and get going for his home and when she reached her home she didn't go inside directly she used the back door instead and reached the kitchen. She felt tired, and her face was showing it. She sat down on the ground and removed her slippers, which were a little ragged, and the strips of the slippers made her feet red in the strip area. The slippers were too tight. She took some deep breaths, and wiped some sweat from her forehead and in the silent dark of the kitchen, she only heard the sound of a running ceiling fan . And after a minute, she stood up and start cleaning the dishes from the sink, and it was huge pile of dishes she noticed there was some left over of the cakes and she stops his cleaning and looked at the fridge and open it and find four cakes of different flavours and she use his fingers to get a small left over on the floor of the fridge, she eat it then she close the fridge and looked on some food that left from the party that might occurred in this place and find some party food a very tasty ones and that gave him a small smile,and after cleaning the dishes she went for the Hall and cleaned it over and realise that it was his little sister's birthday, and the condition that the Hall was in is show that the party was great , and while cleaning the Hall she imagine what kind of party was it.

She imagined many friends and many boxes of gifts and chocolate, happy people, tasty food, a loving mother and a caring father , a sweet happy girl and a cake, a mother serving a cold drink to people, and there was chips, chips and chips , and everybody singing the happy birthday song.

She can't even imagined it properly, human faces were blank ,she didn't imagined there faces not even his own family , she imagined there expensive clothes and the food, and she didn't imagine herself in the party at all she even didn't think about being in this party , and after she done cleaning everything she sat on the floor and give a small smile to her sister's happiness and after that she serves for herself some food and find a piece of red velvet cake in a plate near the other food, and she thinks that his mom would have put this from her, she gave a smile, thinking that his mother cares for her, she knew she loved her, she is just not that good at saying, she knows that ! Then she ate his meal sitting on the kitchen floor,

" Thanks for feeding me. " And after eating she cleaned her dishes and left for his bedroom, and fell asleep Immediately. A small smile on her face.

The next thing she knew that she was being forcefully awakened by his mother and when she got awake she kept his head low and didn't look directly at his mom no mother, and Then she asked what happened? And then his mother asked her about a piece of cake that his sister has left in the kitchen hidden and if she knew anything about it, cause his sister is pissed about it , it was her favourite and special cake that only be available for a special order, and she had waited for it for so long and she wants to enjoy it all by herself, or something weird like that, then when she said that she has eaten that cake his mother became obvious and shrugged herself , and move back to the Hall. and when she came to back to his senses she realises that his sister was crying and screaming about something and before she can knew why , his sister came inside with full anger and hate , she grabs her hair and start pulling it forcefully and his sister start cursing her in every way possible, and ushma didn't do anything to stop that she just grabbed her own hair and tries to stop her from pulling it off. she start bleeding and a single tear formed on her chik and she didn't said anything, just kept crying, which her sister didn't care and kept pulling her till his father came, and first time during the whole thing she looked up and watch his father's face with tear covered eyes, and this was the same man who bully her with his gang , after seeing his father's face she quickly wiped his tears and sat in a propiat way and hung his head down , and after that his father asked.

" Did what I heard was correct? " He asked in a manising tone, definitely not a fatherly tone.

And she shook her head in yes, but after seeing that he became furious and said,

" Didn't you hear me 'i said, did what I heard was correct "

And she said in a uncontrolled and sobbing voice, trying to cover his tears and denying the inevitable thing that going to happen ,

She nodded. And he slapped him again.

" Say something. " He yelled. And she didn't reply. And he her slapped her with all his force and she almost touched the bed that sheets on but she managed to manage her composer and stood back barely controlling her tears, her red skin becoming a fiery red, and when she came back to her former position, he slapped her again. And this time she fell and didn't stand back.

" Get up! " The man said anger clearly on face, not a single amount of love in his face. And like a remote controller and a toy, she stood back . And grabbed her by her hair, and slapped her again, blood started to trickle from her cheek and head. And after another slap, he start taunting her and his sister just kept stand there with his Arrogance angry look taunting her even more, and after one more slap for not listing well and no breakfast for morning they both left and after they are gone she fall like a deck of cards on the floor, she can still hear shouting coming from the hall, her sister was still shouting loudly. She slowly sat up and went for his bathroom and turn on the shower and start crying without any sound on the floor like a broken doll, the sound of the shower covering her cry, her eyes were full of tears and she was still trying to control her cry , and blood was coming from her forehead and cheek mixed with water and tears, and the one thing that she think was, this is the price of my smile.