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Shi Yu lowered his head and murmured, "I'm just so unworthy of trust." He didn't know whether he was talking to me or to himself.

"Su Yiqing, what do you want? You have never been like this before. I have never forced you to do anything you don't like. I will try my best to satisfy you with your requests. What is your attitude now?"

Yes, listen, everything I have is given by you, I am your accessory, have you ever looked at me as an equal?

"My attitude? Okay, I'll show you my attitude." I took out my phone and looked up the school's forum. Although the voice was deleted by the administrator shortly after it was sent, the recording was copied by others. They were reposted over and over again, and if they were deleted, new accounts would be uploaded.

I threw the phone to him, and he took it with confusion, and then looked at his eyes slowly becoming bloodshot.

That conversation seemed particularly harsh in the quiet box.

Not only can he hear the speech, but he can also see the comments of his classmates.

"Oh my god, no way? Is it Su Yiqing from the finance department? He looks very cold, but you can't tell why he's still doing this?"

"Don't you understand this? The more you look at someone aloof, the more coquettish they are secretly!"

"I've only seen her get into luxury cars, right? It's always a different car!"

"Tsk, tsk, tsk, I heard that I went to intern at that awesome consulting company during my sophomore year. Did you follow the teacher through the back door? You know."

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Shi Yu flipped through it a few times, and probably couldn't stand it anymore. He stood up and threw the phone to the ground hard.

Then he walked towards Meng Huan, grabbed his hair and threw it on the screen where the MV was playing, and the screen suddenly turned off.

I didn't have time to stop him, Meng Huan's head was instantly covered with blood, and Shi Yu yelled for Meng Huan to get out.

Meng Huan could no longer stand still, so I quickly asked people outside to take Meng Huan to the hospital. At this point, we were the only two people left in the room.

I continued to tell Shi Yu sarcastically, "This has been my life for the past two years."

Shi Yu lit a cigarette and said, "Yiqing, don't say that." Then he thought about it and put out the cigarette again.

I said nonchalantly: "It doesn't matter, you get used to it. Aren't I just such a dirty person?"

"Yiqing, let's be fine, just like before." He even sounded a little pleading.

"Like before? Like before, I am humble by your side, looking at your face and speaking every day, doing things cautiously, just for fear of doing something wrong and making you angry. Shi Yu, those beautiful things are all in your eyes. , not in my eyes."

He stared at me, as if looking at a monster, and finally gritted his teeth and said, "Even if it's fake, I will continue."

I looked at him in surprise. I thought that after all these things, he would let me go with some guilt.

He stared with red and swollen eyes, and fear filled my body again. I just wanted to run.

I opened the door of the box, and he pulled me back, twisted around and pushed me down on the sofa, tearing off my clothes.

Knowing Shi Yu's purpose, I begged Shi Yu: "I won't leave, but don't stay here, okay? I was wrong."

The door of the box is made of glass, and people coming and going outside can see the obscene scene here just by taking a glance.

Shi Yu said viciously: "Didn't you say that you are dirty? Then I will let you experience it more deeply. Su Yiqing, I was really good to you before, making you think too highly of yourself and want to negotiate terms with me. ."

Weixi heard the movement in the box and came over. He saw the scene inside the box through the glass on the door, but he had no choice but to turn his back to the glass to help us cover it.

The moment I lay under Shi Yu, I was completely desperate. Shi Yu was heartless.

After it was over, my knitted dress had been torn out of shape by Shi Yu. Shi Yu handed me his suit jacket and asked me to put it on.

His suit is relatively roomy for me, but it can cover him pretty much.

It's just that there's nothing I can do about the makeup on my face and the marks on my neck. I don't care about this little bit of decency anymore.

I simply smoothed my hair, opened the box door and walked out.

Weixi looked at me and said guiltily, "Miss Su."

I just said calmly: "Let's go home."

I don't know if it's true peace, or if Shi Yu today has destroyed all my beliefs, and the life I wanted to work hard for has turned into a joke.

When I walked outside, I found that it was already snowing. I thought to myself that no matter how white the snow was, it probably wouldn't be able to wash away my filthy youth.

If that's the case, then what are you afraid of? Could anything be worse than now? The legs are on his own feet. I don't believe that if I insist on leaving, can he really control me?

I returned to the villa, packed a few clothes, and took a taxi back to my old house.

After taking care of my parents' funeral, I never went back to the old house, not because I was afraid, but because I still had resentment, and I didn't want to bear this resentment and miss the beauty of the past.

But now, I have nowhere to go.

After cleaning all night, I could barely sleep.

Shi Yu broke my phone and no one could contact me. I woke up and got a new phone and number.

I also transferred all the remaining money in my bank card to Shi Yu, leaving only one month's basic living expenses. As long as I find a job, I can be self-sufficient starting from next month.

I feel like after doing this, I can say goodbye to these two years.

I thought Shi Yu would come here soon, but I didn't expect that it was unusually quiet there. I sneaked out at night and stayed up all night, but he didn't grab me back immediately. I also secretly wondered if Shi Yu's conscience found out and wanted to Let me go.

In short, I made a lot of money every day. The most important thing next was to find a job. I submitted several resumes online and the company responded quickly.

I had a good interview with several companies. One company made an offer the next day and I was ready to join. However, on the day of joining, the HR told me very apologetically that there was no shortage of interns at the moment. Could you please come over? , I also understand.

After that, I applied to several more companies, but similar problems occurred. Either they suddenly lost their positions, or they had a good conversation but were told that it was not suitable.

Once or twice might be a coincidence, but so many times, it must be Shi Yu's fault.

No wonder you haven't contacted me yet. Are you waiting for me here? Do you want to cut off my financial resources and force me to go back? I haven't given up so easily. I can't find an internship in the financial industry. Can I still find a job after finishing the job?

I remembered the proprietress of the cafe and asked her if she was still looking for part-time workers. She said she hadn't seen me for a long time and she could go if she wanted.

I started working part-time in a coffee shop again. At first I had to balance study and internship, but now I just want to make ends meet, but I can live on. When Shi Yu is too lazy to care about me, I will find a job.

However, I was still too naive. On the third day of working part-time in the cafe, Weixi came. Weixi persuaded me to go back, thinking that Shi Yu would not treat me like that again.

Yes, if I were still as careful and obedient as before, I would be able to find peace with Shi Yu, but I really don't want to live those days again, unable to work, without my own life, living in the world every day Under his surveillance, will you be his pet for the rest of your life?

I also asked Wei Xi seriously: "With Shi Yu's level and skill, what kind of girl does he want? Why does he only like to torture others? He doesn't like me, he is torturing me."