Is there really no good end to being a lover

I've been with this man for three years, and I can't tell whether it's an employment relationship or a relationship.

When it was time for the final exam in the second semester of my freshman year, I didn’t tell my parents. I wanted to sneak home and give them a surprise.

As a result, I got the "surprise" they gave me - two cold bodies. The police said it was suicide.

I don't believe it, but I have no evidence.

I asked all my father’s colleagues and friends, and they also expressed surprise and asked me to express my condolences, but they didn’t have any clues.

My parents didn't leave me a word, only a bank card that wasn't enough for me to go to college.