Uncontrollable Desire

It seemed that escaping today's ordeal was impossible. Kindness can sometimes put you in difficult situations, I realized, feeling utterly helpless. Continuing to resist seemed pointless and might even come off as pretentious.

Like someone under a spell, I lay there passively, letting him unbutton my clothes and gently apply the ointment. He was meticulous and gentle in his movements. Tension caused my muscles to tighten, and he softly advised, "Relax! Next time, don't get yourself into such a state. If you can't win a fight, running away isn't shameful! Catch your breath, then hit back hard, making sure you are safe first. That way, your counterattack will be more effective."

His words stirred something in me, making me realize how... foolish I had been!