Summer wind.

Do I ever cross your mind?

 Do you ever think about me?

Do you ever regret choosing to go

 Live your life without me?

Do you ever sit and think like:

 "Damn...I really fucked that dude's life up..."

Does it keep you up at night

Or do you really just not give a fuck? 

How could you make me feel like

 I was the only one you ever needed?

Showcasing your love while knowing

 That I would never receive it...

I was wide open

 While you kept

 All of your love at bay.

There was nothing I could say

 To keep you here

 To make you want to stay.

And...

I thought we had an understanding of what was to be,

 But little did I know, you never planned on keeping plans with me...

I can't imagine how anyone could be so fucking selfish. 

Took all of my affection, bottled it up, and fucked shelved it...

You never wanted it, someone else could have fucking held it.

I wish I never loved you, but lord knows I couldn't fucking help it...

You left with the Summer wind.

 Fall turned into Winter

I never would see your face again. 

And...

If I could go back to then

 I probably wouldn't let you in.

I dropped all of my defenses

 Subconsciously, I let you win.