Deep for me.

The bigger the flame.

 The thicker the wick.

The deeper the shame.

Huh...

The longer the game.

 The quicker the pick.

Why watch it as goes down in flames?

Why can't you let it all go?

 All the pain.

Why are you constantly ducking the blame?

 Seems like no one told you

 How your supposed to

Stand accountable when you are to blame.

Yeah...

If you tell me to go

 Then you never knew

 How much that I loved you.

Yeah...

And I can't let go

 Then you'll never know

 There's no one above you...

Yeah...

 I put all that aside

 I know that I lied 

 But I was supposed to...

Tell you that...

Never mind...

 Never mind...

 Never mind...

I can not stress enough how fucking hard I tried.

You can't admit that you lied cause you thought I lied...

That doesn't justify the times you never tired

I know that

 I know that

 I know that I made you cry...

I could not please you so I wanted suicide.

 My mind could not take the splitting of you and I.

I go live my life and you just do you while I...

 Contemplate all the ways I could conclude the strife. 

It didn't matter...

All of my emotions on a silver platter.

 Constantly 

 Constantly

 Climbing a latter. 

Trying not to strike out like the last batter...

"Scattered across the floor."

My broken heart shattered...

 Sweeping up the parts

 Fumbled in the dark.

 Now we both live apart

Tapestry tattered...

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

If you want to let go

 Then just tell me so

 I swear I'll forgive you.

Yeah.

My wounds will still close

 But I cannot say that my love will outlive you.

All that I could do would be

Cry it off

 Dry it off

 Lie it off.

I can not say I'd move on, that's not quit enough. 

I'd have to kill that part of me, or they'd call my bluff...

Yeah.

The deeper the cut.

The harder the healing

Your scared up and left in a rut...

But I put you first

I ignored my thirst.

Now the distance feels like a hearse...

I love you so unconditionally.

 It's one-sided I know

 But I wish you could see

Me how I see you

Then maybe somehow it'd be true

Then maybe you could love me 

How I love me... 

I understand that we love so differently 

But I've seen you love deeper.

Just not deep for me...

I've waited.

 I've waited.

And waited

 I'm waiting to be

More than what I was because obviously

Whatever I was was far from worthy...

I don't think that you see

 How much your words hurt me.

Even if it always seems unintentionally... 

It is what It is 

So I guess we will see

What the future holds

What in this world we will be.