Inclement weather.

You've triggered the Capricorn curse...

Once I love, I can't love in reverse. 

All of my hate is reserved for the hearse. 

So much given can't be reimbursed...

Sell me the milk

I'm not looking for honey...

Some women just want men who have money.

Show me your heart

Why bother hide if from me?

I'll submit if you try not to run me.

All of the things that I feel are too deep.

You try to ride along but can't take a seat.

Too many nights alone, I find it hard to sleep.

Just lonely or alone? Which is haunting me? 

You say that I'm broken and sad

But I think I'm a puzzle that's just missing pieces...

I smoke

 And I float 

 And I laugh

 And I joke 

Because without you I feel incompleted.

I never gave it up on our dreams 

 I just needed some space 

 So I fucking retreated... 

I had to rip all of you off

 Like old tattoos

 Battle scars 

 That's far from what I needed...

You never really saw how I bleeded.

Didn't think about what I needed.

There seemed to be little that I could do

 That wouldn't remind you

 Of something that he did...

I was honest

 Vulnerable.

 Defeated. 

She wasn't accountable for what she did.

All of the pain and animosity could be avoid if I could just see it.

You listened in

But you didn't read it.

To many fears

You never believed it.

And none of it matters in the long run because all of your actions are covered in reasons.

All the little things that you did

Yeah they hurt

 And they hurt

 And they hurt

 Till they didn't...

I tried to be loves loving proof 

Wasn't enough for you

Even when I repented. 

I know that I did some dumb shit you resented.

But you don't forgive, your view of me is tented.

I feel like the love that you gave was just rented.

It all felt so real, till the real was presented... 

And.

I don't know what it is about, all of it

None of it fits

But it all snaps

Together.

For some reason I just got to used to the storms that you bring

I loved inclement weather...