Chapter 12: Life Punches

I glanced out the window with a sigh. There had to be a way to experience that kind of intimacy again. With someone new. Someone who wasn’t Griffin since he was off limits.

 

I went back to writing.

 

Then there’s my job situation. It isn’t good. All my life, all I wanted was to become a lawyer. Now that I’ve graduated, I’ve gone to so many interviews, but I haven’t been hired. Maybe I’m not good enough. Maybe they see something I don’t. Maybe I don’t have what it takes. I don’t know. Nor do I have any answers. My life is in fucking shambles, but I’m going to Maui. I’m actually on the plane right now. The trip was supposed to be a honeymoon present. Now, it’s supposed to help me heal. At least that’s what my mom says. It’s probably a bad idea to go, but it’s too late now and I might as well add to the bad choices I’ve made throughout my life. We’ll see what happens. But I’m hopeful that something adventurous and magical happens. I need something good in my life.