procrastination

I write for the first time in 2 days as I have been procrastinating non stop .

Words enter my mind only to exit after I do nothing about it leaving valuable thoughts lost to time just like everything else.

A procrastinater will always tell you how hard life is as a procrastinater and yet procrastinate change.

Well you know what , I can see how my life is affected and that if I make no changes I'm done , yet I can't even change to save my life.

And this makes me wonder, if I really value my life and if by me not valuing my life I can't even make the effort to change .

Have I given up on life ?