It's a fuck it kind of night

Casper stopped crying, the shock of what he asked freezing him. Theodore looked like he was unsure, but he also didn't seem to regret his words. 

"Why would you ask that?" Casper tone made it sound like he was upset, which he was, and Theodore winced. 

"It's just…never going to be the right time. I know that even if you don't like me in the future, you like me now. I won't change my mind on this, so I thought it was at least worth a try." He said with a shrug. Casper wasn't sure what to do. 

Should he get mad about how easily he spoke about his feelings, or how casual he was about it? Or should he get mad that he asked for a kiss at all? Casper was destroyed over how their relationship was playing out. He didn't want to see Theodore, but that didn't mean it didn't feel like his heart was tearing out of his chest at the idea of Theodore going to the E.A.G.