Fever Dream

It's dark and I feel so hot but cold at the same time. I feel like I'm being baked alive but everything around me is cold as ice.

"Kacchan!" I grunted in response, his voice alone more than enough to turn me on. The image of him on top of me thrusting into my overly hot and willing body was making it hard to concentrate. Or is it just hard to concentrate at all right now?

"Oh, Kacchan!" His voice got louder but the pressure was getting to be too much for me and I was moaning out in response to his thrusts. Hot, sweaty, intoxicatingly beautiful he kissed me, our gasp filling the air between us, our tongues bridging the gap.

So close.

"Bakugo, wake up!" I jerked at the unexpected voice only to find myself at my desk in class. "I know that you have already had to see Recovery Girl twice today but you must stay awake in class." He grumbled more colorfully under his breath before I heard, "I have to." Before he turned back to the front and I groaned out loud.

He turned back to see me but I just tried to sit up again, sadly when I turned in my seat I fell out of it and onto the floor. I didn't try to get up again.

"Kacchan!" In the next moment Deku was next to me and when he grabbed my hand he cried out in surprise. "You're burning up!"

"What's going on?" Recovery Girl walked in and saw me on the floor. "Again? How did he get hurt this time?" She walked over and when she felt my forehead she looked shocked, she took out a thermometer and when it chimed showing it was done it was red and I saw it read 52 degrees… Celsius. [126 degrees Fahrenheit for those of us that need the help]

"How are you alive we have to-!"

"Kacchan, do you still keep the medicine in your room?" Deku cut her off and I blinked slowly before nodding. "Why haven't you set off any explosions? You know what happens if you don't," he grumbled before picking me up, cradling me as he did.

"Keys?" I managed to point at my bag and he grabbed them, leaving my bag behind as he looked at our teacher. "Sorry Aizawa Sensei, Kacchan needs to take his medicine now or he could be hurt. I'll take him back to the dorms and make sure he takes his medicine properly."

"Dumb Deku," I grumbled, barely being able to even look at him at the moment.

"What-" Aizawa Sensei started but Deku was already carrying me out the classroom door.

"Call and ask Aunty, I'm sure she'll be able to answer all your questions. Oh and Todoroki, Kirishima, could you bring our homework and things back to the dorms after classes? Thanks," he then walked out the door, not bothering to look back at all and I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer.

"Kacchan, it looks like you'll have to take that one medicine. The one you hate so much. Why haven't you been using your quirk?" I heard him muttering under his breath but the gentle sway from his walk was soothing and I could just stay like this forever.

"So… Hot. It's cold," I gasped, my mouth close to his ear and I heard him sigh out but he moved quicker. I am shaking from the cold air surrounding us, the fact that it's the middle of the summer be damned. I must have dozed off because it wasn't long before I heard a lock click and when I opened my eyes we were standing in front of my room and my door was swinging open.

He walked inside, closed and locked the door behind us before setting me on my bed and helping me with my shoes and clothes. The fact that I could barely move and everything hurts only made things more difficult for me.

How did I end up like this? I am currently on disciplinary action so I can't use my quirk at all barring an emergency of course. If I fail and use my quirk I will be put on lockdown again like our first year and I can't go a week without going to classes, I'll be too far behind. Everything would have been just fine too but I was not expecting to get hurt first thing this morning.

Ponytail was making things during class, trying to expand what all she could do when Dunce Face picked up a rubber mallet that she had made and was tossing it in the air for a while. Until he was tripped by Soy Sauce Face and the hammer hit me in the face and broke my nose. Then at lunch, I was eating and I didn't notice that the two of them put peaches on my plate. I'm allergic. I didn't eat them of course but I didn't notice at first and some juice had dripped onto my meat and well. It's a really bad allergy.

So I've been to Recovery Girl's office twice today so I am overly exhausted and coupling that with not setting off any explosions in far too long… My body has had enough.

"Kacchan, did you move the medicine? It's not where it used to be," I was able to turn my attention back to the green eyed angel for a moment before I pointed at a cabinet in the corner. He found the correct drawer and the combination lock box inside it and smiled before opening it.

"Sorry Kacchan, the normal pills won't work right now. I think you already know that too," he looked up. He didn't hesitate pulling out the correct medicine and after taking the correct dose out he carefully read the directions . "There is no way you'll be able to put this in all the way!" He looked back and forth between me and the medicine in his hand and I can't argue. They were suppositories and I don't think I could even lift my ass up let alone actually put it in or push it in for that matter.

I have regular pills to take so long as it's not bad but that is the problem. It is bad, far worse than I've ever had it before. I can't even bring myself to be embarrassed about him stripping me naked, he covered me in a sheet but still. He saw everything and my pride is more than bruised from it.

"I can't," I fought myself to keep my eyes open but it's so hard. The only reason I'm able to at all is because Deku is the one in the room with me and after that very life-like dream it was hard to look away from him.

He let out another sigh, "Okay. Don't kill me when you feel better." I managed to nod but only barely and Deku used the little bit of gel it came with touching me and I let out a far too loud moan. Fucking damn it! It's not bad enough that he is touching me. NO! I had to fucking moan at such a light touch too? I'm going to die when I get rid of this fever.

I looked up to see Deku blushing but it had to make it worse, I'm hard. As in I'm hard as a rock. Not that I can do anything about it right now and Deku was really trying to ignore the fact. He looked away and pushed a finger in, making my whole body jerk at the same time another moan broke out of me.

He hasn't put the medicine in yet, he needs to make sure that it goes where it needs to and I doubt that little bit of gel was nearly enough to make sure it didn't get stuck or break at the entrance.

"Lube," I pointed to the top drawer. This is going to out me as gay but Deku won't tell anyone. In the top drawer with the lube there was also a vibrator sitting there, not a sleeve. It doesn't take a genius to figure it out.

Deku pulled the drawer open and I saw his eyes go wide but he didn't just freeze, he pulled out the lube before closing the drawer again. I'm actually surprised, he was blushing before he opened the drawer but now he seems to be back to normal again. I think that hurts my pride more than him seeing me naked.

I saw him put far too much in his hand but he seems to think that it might not be enough still. After another second of looking at the bottle he actually put more on his hand before setting the bottle to the side.

He was gentle, his fingers slid around touching my sensitive entrance, moving it all around and thoroughly coating it. I gasped at how cold it was but I couldn't take my eyes off of him, the way his eyes seemed to be searching my whole body, looking for something.

"Deku~" I ended up moaning at the end thanks to him slipping two fingers inside and I felt when he flinched at the sound. The fact that I'm still so hard was not lost on either of us.

He gently thrusted his fingers in, pulling and prodding at me making my moans trail out no matter how much I wanted to hide them. Deku seemed to be lost in a daze, watching where his fingers were disappearing and reappearing over and over again and I was losing my mind.

"More," I demanded, jerking when he pulled away and the groan of disappointment really didn't help me much at all when he was trying to search my eyes. Fuck it, I can just lie later anyway.

"Don't stop," I let myself whine a little and he seemed to snap out of his thoughts again.

"Kacchan, I'm so sorry. I wasn't thinking or maybe I was thinking too much? Anyway I'm-" I shook my head not caring about his apology at the moment.

"More," I repeated, still panting from exhaustion and the far too brief stimulation. He seemed to understand and his fingers returned to where they belonged and I could let out soft moans of satisfaction. "Yes!" I gasped out, my back arching only slightly but it was obvious just how much I wanted it. I could feel myself getting close but no matter how much time passed I couldn't seem to cum. I growled irritated before letting out another whine.

"Fucking damn it. So close," if I could move freely I would probably be throwing a fit right now.

"Kacchan?" I looked down to see him studying me again but I only waited for what he wanted to say next. "Can I…?" He trailed off but I saw his gaze shift to my throbbing shaft before they returned to my eyes again.

"Yes," the word was barely a breath but he heard me. He leaned down and kissed me, my lips already parted thanks to me panting but I was more than willing to return the sweet gesture. His kisses were hungry, starved and he was devouring me with every motion before he slipped down my jaw and to my neck.

I don't know at what point any of this happened but now he was leaving a trail of light hickeys down my chest until he reached a nipple and I all but screamed at the attention he started giving me, all of this while gently thrusting his fingers in and out. There was one point where he seemed to remember why we were in this position in the first place and he pulled away before taking the medicine and pushing it inside of me but even with two fingers it just didn't want to go all the way.

"Kacchan?" He started but I only said yes and begged for more. Begged for him to go deeper please, but I couldn't really focus on him. I think my fever was now at the point where nothing really made any sense because I swear only two seconds went by before I opened my eyes to find him over top of me and he asked me again. "Are you sure?" Instead of answering I grabbed handfuls of his hair and pulled him into a kiss that he easily returned.

He pushed inside of me and I was lost to the pleasure that I have only been able to fantasize about all this time. Deku's warm body thrusted and pushed against mine until even my screams were breaking apart and I came, just in time to feel him throbbing inside of me as he filled me.

I don't even remember him pulling out before I passed out.

***

"Bakugo…" I tried to open my eyes but I couldn't see clearly at all. Only a very fuzzy image of someone with long dark hair leaning over me. No matter how much I tried to open my eyes they wouldn't do more than flutter open and closed right back again.

I have no idea how long any of this took but I can only think of one person who would fit that description but she doesn't call me Bakugo. Maybe I'm at the doctor's office?

"Aunty? I'm sorry I don't feel good," I whined and even I could hear the pathetic undertones in my voice. I sound weak, I sound like a very small child who only wants to be comforted and to be absolutely fair, that is exactly how I feel right now.

"Aunty, tell Izu I'll play with him tomorrow," I turned my head just a little towards my pillow to try and hide from the light behind her, even with my eyes closed it hurt so much.

"Kacchan it's okay, just sleep. I'll take care of you," I heard Deku hum and fingers started combing through my hair. I relaxed to his voice, I tried to agree but even I couldn't tell what I was trying to say. Sleep.

***

I woke up feeling even worse, if that's even possible. I let out a high pitch whine knowing better than to even try to talk with how foggy my head feels or stand up considering how dizzy I am.

"Kacchan?" I was able to crack an eye open to find Deku sitting close by. He reached out his hand and touched my face. He feels so cool, but at the same time not cold. He feels nice. I hold onto his hand and close my eyes again. If nothing else he feels good.

He didn't try to pull away at all and if anything I felt him come closer and his arm relaxed into my grip while I simply cuddled into him. He sounded worried, through his muttering I heard him ask me to try and sit up and he gave me my medicine that way. At least it's just a pill for me to swallow now. But instead of laying back down I leaned against him. He didn't try to move away, he didn't flinch either, instead he wrapped his arms around me and I used his shoulder as a pillow.

"Your fever has gone down, it's only 42 now. [Remember this is in Celsius not Fahrenheit so this is about 107.6]

"You feel so good," I mumbled, snuggling into his cool body. I am well aware that we didn't actually have sex, probably a fever dream, just like this.

"Kacchan, you need to drink some water. I'll help," he whispered and before I knew it he was holding a cup up to my lips. I tried the best I could, I really did but I'm pretty sure most of the water ended up on my shirt and it is freezing.

"Don't kill me for this," he muttered and in the next instant he kissed me and I felt him slowly release the water into my mouth so I could actually swallow. I didn't fight him, in fact I wanted more and Deku easily gave me half of the cup before pausing for me. Once I was ready he gave me more but I couldn't finish the whole thing. It was just too much so instead of letting the sweet torture continue I hid my face in his neck, effectively stopping him from trying again.

I'm pretty sure that this at least was real. Deku held me so tenderly, his sweet words dripping with a kindness that I'll never understand how he could show to me of all people. I felt him playing with my hair and it wasn't long before I was falling asleep again.

***

"Midoriya! How exactly do you think this is appropriate?" I woke up to find Aizawa Sensei demanding answers from Deku but Deku wasn't letting him anywhere near me.

"It's a hell of a lot more appropriate than killing your students, don't you think?" His voice was so low that if I didn't know better I would think it was deadly. Homicidal Deku? Not likely.

"For the last time, I didn't know and for that matter he should have told me when I was assigning the punishment," he tried to defend himself but the jokes on him. I did tell him AND I told the hag about my punishment in case anything happened she could have everything ready.

"Too bad, Aunty already said I was in charge of his care. Get out!" Deku demanded and when I opened my eyes I easily saw Aizawa Sensei flinch, but to be fair I would have too. Deku had his quirk crackling around him and it didn't take much to see that he was pissed.

"Deku?" I whined, taking pity on our teacher, at least for now. Deku's quirk instantly disappeared and he turned to find me fighting myself to stay awake. Why does it have to feel like I'm being dragged under?

"It's okay Kacchan, I'm right here. Are you thirsty? Hungry? Mom brought some chicken broth for me to give you," Deku smiled softly while he wiped my bangs out of my face, my sweat making them stick to me. I felt so gross and said as much.

"I can help you into the bath, it should help your temperature, it's down to 39 now," he smiled at me and I nodded just agreeing. What I heard next was clearly not aimed at me, the tone of his voice was sharp and hostile again. "Leave, you saw for yourself that he is letting ME take care of him." There was barely a sound that came out after that but it wasn't long before Deku was waking me up to tell me that the bath was ready.

"It's okay, I've got you," he carried me to the bathroom and not for the first time I'm thankful that we each have our own bathrooms this year. Our first two years there was only the common area bathroom and so many teenage boys sharing a bathroom gets awkward. Fast.

It wasn't until I was in the tub after Deku helped me get clean that I realized that Deku only had a towel around his waist. Is he trying to seduce me while I'm weak like this? The fact that I already know that isn't the case is killing my already fragile heart.

"These hallucinations really have to stop," I whined, thoughts of Deku taking me right here in the tub at the forefront of my mind.

"Kacchan? What are you seeing? I'll tell you what is real," Deku answered quickly but the fact that he was in the tub with me and pressing against my oh so willing body did nothing to calm me down.

"Things too good to be true," I sighed, not willing to let them end just yet.

My bath ended after I ended up dozing off with Deku cuddled against me. Which told me just how sick I actually was, all things considered. My worn out mind and body still hot, Deku had to help me out and dry me off.

Once I was dressed Deku said something that made me freeze and question if I actually heard him or not.

"Kacchan, I need you to use your quirk, is okay you won't hurt me," how in the fuck won't that hurt him? I must have said that out loud though because he answered. "Kacchan I'm just going to aim it so that nothing gets destroyed or hurt. You have way too much in your system and if you don't get rid of some of it you will only get worse again."

Oh, right. I knew that. I don't know how long we spent doing that but I fell asleep at some point.

***

"Kacchan? It's time to take your medicine," Deku's sweet words invaded my ears, waking me up. I hummed to let him know that I heard him and I felt him take my temperature. "It went down again, it's 38 now," the sound of his happiness made me smile. [100.8 Fahrenheit]

A low grade temperature, with any luck tomorrow I'll be pretty much back to normal. I'll just feel gross and want to sleep and eat the whole time to make up for all this wasted time.

***

"Your fever finally broke!" I heard the angel lightly cheering next to me. His voice was low, trying not to wake me up at the same time he was telling me. So silly. I peeked at him to find the room dark and the sky outside just as dark. I had to search for my clock to see that it was only one in the morning.

"Why are you up in the middle of the night?" I groaned but I stretched out anyway, feeling a lot better.

"I've been taking your temperature every 3 hours, it was just time," he answered before yawning. "If it's okay with you, I think I'll stay until morning still."

I hummed agreeing, smiling when he curled into my arms next to me on the bed. This really isn't so bad at all. What kind of excuse can I come up with to get him to do this in the future?

***

I open my eyes only to see the deep, rich viridian green mixed with black jade, lush, thick and soft curls tickle my face. I can't help pushing into it, feeling the gentle softness that only he seemed to radiate on a daily basis. The warm smell of coconuts and sweet honey invaded my nose only made me want to smell more. Inhaling the sweet scent I closed my eyes again so that I could just focus on that but then he started to move around and I had to loosen my grip on him but he only pulled me in, wrapping his arms around me in his sleep and hugged me.

How? Just how is it that even in his sleep he is just perfect? How is it that he can effortlessly bewitch me with nothing more than his smile, a look or even his voice. "Kacchan?" His voice rings in my ears like a soft melody that seems to take over everything. "Kacchan?" The way that regardless of what he is talking about or what we are talking about the moment he says my name his voice always gets so much softer and it just melts my heart. "Kacchan?"

I know I shouldn't do this, kissing him in his sleep is assault… But maybe if it's just his forehead? That should be okay, right?

"Kacch-," I gently kissed his forehead, letting out a small sigh before I cuddled into his hair again. My heart beating wildly at the fact that I actually did it but my soul only seemed to calm down, peace settling in.

"I love you, Izu," I whispered into his hair, almost silent, knowing that while he slept he wouldn't hear a thing but maybe, just maybe, he would hear it in his dreams and he could start to see me in a new light. I can hope can't I? Dream.

"You shouldn't have done that," I froze hearing those words, releasing him in the process only to see Deku looking at me with those vibrant eyes of his. The way they sparkled in the early dawn light from my window was breathtaking, the way the different greens mixed and balanced each other out weaving a spell of beauty, I could easily get lost in them for days on end of he would let me but now they have a darkness in them that I wasn't ready to see. I wasn't expecting to see.

"Deku-?" My voice broke and I couldn't say anything else at all, a pit seemed to open in my stomach and I can't seem to breathe properly now.

"Kacchan, can you really be responsible for what you just said?" His usually bright and happy face no longer showed any emotion at all and I don't know what I should do. After a few minutes he seemed to realize that I couldn't say anything and he took a few big breaths before looking back into my eyes again.

"Then I'll take that as you said," I was going to respond, because how does that make any sense at all? But before I could do more than open my mouth, his lips were on mine. Plump, soft, gentle yet hungry and demanding, his lips took what he wanted and I just closed my eyes and gave it to him.

The silence around us was only disturbed by the sharp intakes of air when we were forced to part just to breathe again only for us to pull each other back in again after barely letting a single breath of air in. Our arms, once holding us together, were now exploring the other, his strong thick muscles inviting my touch.

"Midoriya!" My door slammed open and we broke apart. It's bright outside and when I looked at my clock it showed that it was almost 7, how long were we making out like that? How were we making out for that long in the first place? Aizawa Sensei didn't notice, he was currently trying to explain that he really wasn't trying to hurt me with his punishment and I am trying to hide my face in my pillow because I KNOW that it is red right now.

Wait, he would just think I still have a fever wouldn't he?

"WOULD YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY? WHO THE FUCK BARGES INTO A TEENAGE BOYS ROOM EARLY IN THE MORNING? SICK OR NOT?" I screeched at him. My voice breaking in places and even sitting up I was shaking easily making anyone think that I was either pissed or still extremely sick.

Deku quickly pushed our teacher out of the room while I finished. l continued to rant and when he closed and locked the door he jumped back on the bed, taking me under him, breathless.

He stayed where he was but it was obvious that he didn't want to stop and I know for damn sure that I wasn't ready to stop.

"Kiss me?" I asked and his eyes lit up before it got very hard to breathe again.

I can get used to this.