Choices

Dynamight: Nerd come over.

Deku: Kacchan it's 2 in the morning?

Dynamight: Are you really going to try and tell me your ass was asleep?

Deku: ... I'm coming.

I put my phone down and groaned, I was still sitting at my desk and I had just finished writing the details of a pro hero that I had only met today in my notebook with most of the sketch completed. Why does Kacchan want me to come over now?

I stand up and stretch and just go ahead and leave, I'm wearing a pair of sweat pants but I only grabbed a T-shirt on my way out, taking the stairs so that I wouldn't disturb anyone with the ding of the elevator but I guess that is stupid, all the rooms are soundproof thanks to Kacchan and Jiro. Not to mention Kacchan's screaming habits or Jiro's music then there was everyone else to think about. Like I REALLY didn't expect Kaminari to be so loud, his music is almost as loud as Jiro's most of the time, we didn't last three months before they came in and sound proofed everything. But old habits are hard to break, it's our final year at UA and it won't be long before we are out on our own.

I walked to Kacchan's room and knocked on the door. It didn't take long for him to open it and roughly pull me inside. Good thing I wasn't wearing the shirt, so many get torn up this way.

"Sit down," he roughly pushed me towards his desk chair and it's now that I see his hands shaking. Ah, it's one of those days. Kacchan and I actually get along pretty well together now but every now and then he needs to let out some steam. He keeps trying to pick up his phone only to drop it again which is only making it more difficult for him.

I lean forward and pick up the phone and unlock it to see Kirishima had messaged him; freaking out that Todoroki was apparently going to ask me out tomorrow. Like that's going to happen Todoroki is head over heels for Kiri, it's kind of nice to see that Kiri feels the same. I said as much out loud and Kacchan started taking deep breaths trying to calm down before he sat on his bed making me frown again. This isn't over then, great.

This is going to be a long night.

I walked over to the door and locked it before sitting next to Kacchan on the bed and started running my fingers through his hair. He is terrible at handling his emotions so whenever he gets overwhelmed by anything that he can't just blow up, I come over to help him deal. But he never talks about it. So instead I decided to talk about a book I read this morning, or yesterday morning? Whatever it was.

"I read a really good book, I've never read a BL story before. It was... More detailed than I expected," I started talking, feeling as he relaxed under my touch.

"What the fuck is a BL story?" Kacchan asked, as rough as his words were, his voice was just as relaxed. I really wish we could have figured ourselves out much earlier than we did. This is nice.

"It's a book that graphically describes two men either falling in love or having sex together a lot of times both. I was not expecting it at all when Mei recommended it to me, BUT it was really interesting. I ended up looking up a bunch of things and had to take my laptop to her because I got a virus." I shrugged it off. He'll either look it up himself or understand exactly what I'm saying.

"So it's word porn?" He asked, looking up only slightly confused. Well that was easier to understand than I expected.

"Yeah pretty much," I shrugged again before laying down next to him, not forgetting to play with his hair when I did. "It was a neat story, the strong, loud, aggressive guy ended up with the cute, quiet, bookish one. Surprisingly the quiet one was the more assertive one in the bedroom, they kept surprising the strong, aggressive one and pulling him into the bedroom really threw me off."

"Why? Wouldn't the strong guy prefer someone he can just relax with instead of compete with?" Kacchan asked, he sounded thoroughly confused and his question took me by surprise.

"I didn't think of it like that, I just figured the strong and aggressive one preferred to be in charge. You know?" I relaxed, that really made me feel better. As I was reading the story I kept seeing myself as the shy and quiet guy. Will I ever admit my feelings to Kacchan?

"Loud, aggressive and strong kind of defines me, if I ever get intimate with someone I would want someone who would just let me relax. Take away the burden of everyday life even if it's just for a few minutes or a couple hours at a time," Kacchan turned his head looking at me for a moment before turning back. "But first they would have to show some kind of interest in me, I don't like the idea of begging for attention either."

"Hmm," I hummed, taking in what he said. I mean is he ASKING me to ask him out right now?

"Do you mind me acting out a small part of the story? It's been bothering me on exactly how they made it work without hurting one of them," I asked, trying to work up the courage to actually do something this crazy.

"I guess?" He answered slowly and I sat up and he followed suit.

"Okay, try to relax a bit. Oh is it okay if I give you a kiss on the chin? In the book it was on the lips but I don't want you to feel uncomfortable," I smiled at him, now standing in front of him.

He frowned, "So why do it at all if you're not going to follow through?"

"Are you okay with me following through? The scene is quite graphic, but then again it is just a small part of the scene." I shrugged, forcing myself to be relaxed.

"It'll be fine," he huffed, getting irritated already. Well he did ask for it now didn't he?

I slowly walked over putting my hands on his knees, letting them slowly slide up his body and I felt him flinch at the contact but he didn't push me away. When I got to his chest, I was so close I could smell the mouthwash still on his breath but I didn't let it distract me. I leaned forward and slowly licked my lips just out of his reach before ducking down and kissing on his collarbone. He gasped at the different movements, the sensation of my tongue slowly trailing along the sharp, toned edges before I lightly kissed it again, I made my way up to his neck, the degree of him shaking while I slowly marked him as mine was thrilling.

I let myself enjoy the erotic nature of what I was doing, the way Kacchan gasped and moaned under me only seemed to turn me on more. Not that he or anyone else for that matter would notice when I left, not with how dark it is out. I let my hands caress him, soothing any and all tension as I went, I trailed up to his ear and gently bit his earlobe before sucking on it and even licking into his ear. He jolted at that, his whole body shook in surprise before a moan escaped him and I slid it in again before trailing down his jaw.

His face looks so relaxed right now, I kissed just under his chin on the weirdly sensitive area on his neck only for him to gasp leaving his mouth open as he panted, I had one hand bracing the back of his head to keep him from pulling too far away and the other gently massaging around the ear I had only been teasing moments ago. I climbed into his lap straddling his hips, barely even noticing how his hands were now holding me in place before I licked along his lips and whispered asking, "Are you sure you want me?" Just like the story had.

He however just tightened his grip on me, trying to pull me closer, his own tongue licking where mine had just been. I dipped down and kissed him, my mouth open, offering him entrance only to counter him and dive into his mouth instead. It wasn't until we broke apart gasping for air that I started pushing him over and then climbing onto the bed between his legs, his pants halfway off as I trapped his legs and climbed over of him, his legs over my shoulders and I lifted his hips just enough that I could get close. My extremely hard boner easily reached him from here.

I pulled away for a moment and took a few deep breaths. "Thanks, for a moment I forgot that none of this was real. Sorry," I pulled away enough to gain some control over myself. I almost lost myself to the fantasy, the sight of Kacchan under me, flushed and hard, panting as he looked up into my eyes. "Sorry I went too far," I explained trying to control the desire to thrust in and have him scream my name.

"You're cutting it short again aren't you?" Kacchan huffed, he sounded irritated but here he is laying naked under me blushing, hard and more than ready. And he is trying to shrug it off as me acting out the scene still?

I'm not that naive.

"If I go any further I might never let you go," I leaned in to whisper, the way his body reacted to just my words told me exactly what I wanted to know. I smiled and leaned in next to his ear before breathing out the words I've been dying to say, "I already don't want to let you go. This is your last chance to escape me, if you don't take it, well then." I slid a hand up his leg gently massaging his thigh as I helped him stretch gently, "I'll keep you forever." My hand was right where his thigh met his ass and I gave it a squeeze only for him to whimper from under me.

"Deku-"

"Say my name," I interrupted, no longer caring about what if's. I could only think about what is and right now that is the fact that he is naked, under me, and was willingly asking for more.

He froze for only a second looking up into my eyes before he seemed to make a choice. The muscles in his body relaxed giving me more leverage, his face relaxed allowing traces of fear or nervousness to show through and then he licked his lips and very quietly whispered, "Izuku?"

I smiled gently letting myself caress him more, pulling his jaw forward just enough to let myself kiss him. Slow and sweet, my tongue teasing his lips until I would nip at his lip, making him freeze in shock whenever he tried to take the lead from me and anytime he just let me control everything I let my tongue slip into his mouth, coddling his own. The noises he made went straight through me, before my hands fondled him gently scratching along his sides making my way down to his hips that he was more than willing to lift for me.

I pulled away just enough to see his glazed over eyes, flushed face, his body reaching for me, pulling me closer, begging for more. He let out a whimper, his disappointment that I actually pulled away very clear on his face.

"I won't let you go, if we do this. No matter how much you try to push me away, I will drag you back, I will pin you down, give you pleasure that will feel unbearable at times but will make us crave more, I will never be able to let you go. Are you really okay with that?" I questioned him, the need coursing through me far more painful than I could have ever imagined. "I love you, if you can't give me that then let me go now," I begged.

I'm at this point, a single word could shatter me just as much as it could define me. What will he choose? I could feel myself starting to tremble either from my own lust or the crippling fear that he will never love me, I just don't know. I steeled my nerves and finally looked up to see Kacchan's shocked face looking back up at me.

The way he looked at me was almost like awe, he finally reached up and cupped my face, gently letting his hands glide over my skin before I finally noticed that he was smiling. It wasn't small nor really all that big. It wasn't like he was smirking at me or like he had anything hidden up his sleeve. It was just a smile.

"Izuku," he barely breathed out my name before he let me go just so he could sit up to kiss me, quickly holding me to him when I was nearly knocked off balance, he kept me from falling over, one arm now behind my lower back, his other hand behind my neck, playing with just a few strands of my hair as he pulled me closer, kissing me deeper.

I gave in.

What else could I do? What else could I be willing to do? I melted into his arms, his attention burning through me, letting my own arms pull him closer. Our deep and meaningful kiss was slowly taking a turn as we let ourselves get lost in each other. I pushed him over and took the lead again; listening to him moan out "Izuku" over and over again, his voice barely audible most of the time as I enjoyed the way he gasped, how his breathing shuddered from nothing more than the excitement I was giving him.

"I love you Katsuki," I whispered in his ear before, using a bit of spit for lube, I pushed in slowly only a few centimeters at a time, careful not to go too fast and pulled out again before pushing any further in.

I watched Kacchan's face and how he would tense up slightly when I pushed in only to scratch up my back whenever I pulled back out again. I saw a small bottle on the bedside table and grabbed it before pulling away from Kacchan as he arched his back under me. Lube. I pulled out almost all the way letting the fluid drip onto my shaft using a finger to help it spread around before pushing in again, only enough let the lubed part meet him before I slowly shifted back and forth letting it loosen him up gradually, adding more every now and again until I was able to push all the way in with little to no resistance at all.

"How does it feel? Do you like it?" I asked, getting more and more confident the more he scratched and clawed at my back trying to pull me closer.

"So good," he moaned, his body jolting with every thrust, his legs pulling me closer, his body clinching anything and everything, making me gasp, no matter how much faster we went the faster I needed to go. I couldn't help slowing down when I started trying to go deeper. His surprised gasping and whimpers only turned me on more. The way he moaned my name out loud as if he couldn't get loud enough gradually he got louder until he bit his lower lip dampening the heavenly sound.

I grabbed a hold of his wrists pinning them down above his head with one hand before I looked at his lips again as he groaned at the fact I stopped until I managed to pull his tongue into my mouth. I started thrusting again slowly, stopping whenever he tried to pull away only to go faster whenever he gave in again. The pressure building up inside of me the longer and deeper I pushed inside of him. He jerked away his body practically spasming under me as he came, his cum hitting me hard on the chest all while he screamed out his release. I let his hands go only to grab his hips and slam into him, his orgasm tightening everything, making it hard to move until I couldn't anymore. I filled him, I could feel the pulsing, throbbing sensation while he grabbed and scratched me.

It had to be several minutes later that I opened my eyes to find Kacchan playing with my hair, my arms holding him under me, the rawness of my throat the only indicator of how loud I had screamed with my own release.

"Good morning beautiful," I look up to see his teasing smile, only for him to lean down and kiss me. "I think we just might have missed breakfast," he teased some more before pointing at the clock that showed it was already 11:26 in the morning. He chuckled as I groaned, I even tried to hide in his chest again only for him to lift my head up again and kiss me.

I tried to get up only for Kacchan to wince, making me freeze in my tracks. I had just pulled out of him and I was not soft at the moment either, I must have gotten hard again before sliding out, making this more difficult than it needs to be.

"Maybe just a little something for now?" Kacchan asked the look of embarrassment back on his face again.

"I'm not so little," I teased back with a smirk of my own.

"That I know," he responded before pulling me close. "Again?" The question brought a smile to my face as I let my desires take the lead. Good thing it's Sunday.

***

We took a blazing hot shower before sitting in the tub to relax in each other's arms. It has to be around 4am but we are wide awake, our bodies gently loving each other; kisses, hugs, cuddles as we caress one another finally letting our affection just show. I would be lying if I tried to claim that I didn't desire him and his body right now but at the same time all that can just wait.

We finally got out and I had to run to my room after finding out just how late it was. Kacchan fucking in the doorway of his room while he watched me go.

I quickly got dressed and threw the last of my school books into my bag, running out only to see our classmates as I was exiting the stairs, Kacchan standing there ignoring everyone before handing me a banana and a piece of toast before winking at me and holding the door open. We were in our seats before the bell rang and just in time that the bell cut off anyone who tried to ask where we were yesterday.

A banana and piece of toast is nowhere near enough considering we never left the room at all yesterday, we were far too preoccupied with each other to actually care.

It wasn't until we were released to lunch that Kacchan put a hand on my lower back and guided me towards the cafeteria, completely ignoring everyone else in the room. I couldn't help smiling up at him though, it was only a small display of affection that even those that knew us probably wouldn't have noticed but this small warmth the way his eyes softened whenever he looked at me, a tiny smile that he just couldn't hide away. I can happily LIVE for this.