KEITH POV - 2

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Here the second part of Keith's pov!

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The fact that I'm telling my very own story is enough to guess that I made out of that alive!

It's quite unfortunate that I couldn't break myself free from my accursed family.

When I was lying on the ventilator. Just barely alive . I heard my parents talk.

" he's barely breathing " my mum cried.

" it's a shame that he tried to kill himself in front of all those low-lives , they were all gossiping , how we are the bad people here " .  I felt like dying there , when I heard my father who I thought , cared for me the most , speaking the utter nonsense and speaking of his pride being dented by his son who's About to die.

" it will be a disgrace for the Norman family , if Keith came out as a homo "

He looked disgusted.

" and because the media thinks we're the bad guy here, I can't let him die here now , tch! He better not be a homo " .

I felt devastated upon hearing those shit parents of mine talking crap right in front of their dying son.

I felt like crying.... And I did eventually!

Watching me make some movements they stopped talking and my mother came running to me.

" Keith, my baby!  You're finally awake? "

Do you really think this is gonna work after what I've just hear you guys talk.

" It hurts " I mumbled .

" of course it does! Why wouldn't it after what you did " .

This man really has the guts to speak crap to me, I thought upon hearing that shameless father of mine.

" what are you talking about? " I acted.

" you don't remember? " he looked angry and puzzled.

" nah-uh "

" what's the last thing you remember? "

" we were on our way back home!? "

That was around 5 months ago -

When we were coming back home from a vacation , Our car crashed , it wasn't the big one but big enough to cause some minor injuries to us.

I hurted my head that time too.. So it all made sense.

" you don't remember anything about the other day on the roof? " he asked hurriedly and a shook my head in no.

" it's okay!  You may rest. we will talk later " he left as soon as the doctor arrived. I wanted to slap the shit out my dad when I saw him smiling after hearing about my memory loss.

The doctor performed some check ups and told my father that there are some injuries on my head and some minor fractures. There's no sign of any mental instability also the memory loss might be a temporary one. I had to stay in hospital for few more weeks . In that time period my father Changed All my regular schedules, he changed my school, tutor, guards everything that could make me remember anything about those last few months even though I was just acting that I had  forgotten .

In this time I also realized how much big of a homophobe my father was. And how  he could kill me anytime he wanted just because me being a gay man might harm his social standing.

I acted like I forgot everything about confessing my feelings about chris to them and when one day I asked them-

" mom it's been a while since I've been hospitalized why tf isn't Chris here? " Huh!  Would you look at that!  She looks pale.

" Chris!.....Oh he came when you were unconscious and he told us that his family is moving somewhere else , overseas "

Are they? Or you made them!?

" are they?  Why didn't he wait for me to wake up? We're supposed to be bffs "

I whined. " don't act like that Keith , I'm sure he had his reasons ".

They sure did!!  I'm so done with them.

Are you sure God! These are indeed my parents who were ready to kill for me!

Soon after I was discharged from the hospital. I was shifted far away from my home in order to keep me in check.

I became NORMAL for my parents and soon regained their so called love as a NORMAL CHILD .

It was around this when I became a highschool delinquent. I picked fights all the time and as a matter of fact .

I WON THEM ALL .

There's this one fight I remember that changed my highschool persona.

I once fought with a person named sherl . They looked feminine but didn't. I thought they had approached me with ill intentions upon my father's orders . Since no one really talked to me without a hidden motive . Their sudden affection towards me irked me and i unknowingly hurted them.

Apparently they were a girl.

And I found that out after a week from that argument / fight. Also their name was sherly to be correct. And I fucked up a big time because soon after that  they stopped attending classes and after that happened there was also some rumor about her being a lesbian and that she was going around fucking girls from the neighborhood and I had done them some favour by discarding her .I felt even  guiltier for not apologising , forget about asking for another chance.  Soon after that We graduated and I never saw her Again.

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I finally got in a public college after convincing my parents. I even paid a certain someone to act like my girlfriend in front of my parents.

In my fresher year , everything moved smoothly and I was enjoying my time.

But it was my second year that made me question things . I had a fight with some seniors and I just came out of the detention So we all went for some drinks

I was with the drinking squad of the college, we were going to karaoke for the second round...all drunk and fuzzy.

When all the students were drinking their hearts out.... There was this one person who caught my eye..he was stepping out of the room for a smoke and I unconsciously followed him. I stood beside him as he offered me one.

" do you smoke? "

" I don't! Not yet! "

He smiled.. Those smoky eyes were calling me to drown in the darkness once more. I leaned in grabbing him from his waist as his body rubbed  against mine. I kissed him. To my surprise he didn't back off... We kissed and started touching each other in the alley.

" wanna go to a motel with me? " he asked and I nodded . It was my first time experiencing that thrill, when someone wasn't shoving me back calling me ABNORMAL and I LOVED it.

We moved to a motel and we were still clinging on to eachother.

He shoved my face in the pillow grabbing my neck from the back...as he ripped my shirt away. I panicked!

" it is supposed to be done this way ?" I asked and he just smirked in reply.

My body went numb and all I could hear was . Him talking on his phone .

" yeah! Bring that in room 303 "

Who is he talking to? I can't feel anything and my body is too weak to even move.

After few minutes there was someone knocking on the door.

The other person came in and he started stripping me then he pulled something out of the bag he brought With him.

It was a women lingerie.

" don't do that!  I'm not a women why tf are you making me wear that? " I struggled. " but you wanted to do this right?  That's why you kissed me "

"you Fuckers! " I clenched my jaw.

They made me wear that lingerie . One of them was keeping me from moving too much but soon after that he started rubbing his dick on my butt.

" get the fuck away from me " I was feeling disgusted with those looks on their faces... There was something wrong with them . 

Soon after that, I felt a little weird There was this sweet aroma in the air.. Which made all of us loose our senses... And somehow me being drunk saved me  From being totally captivated by it.

The moment I saw an opening I kicked The guy behind me on his back And bit the hand of the guy in front of me.

I punched him in the face and then kicked the other guy in his gut.

I wore anything I could find in that moment and ran as fast as I could.

I was on the streets running straight towards the nearest station and to my unlucky fate . I ran into someone.

He was tall, around 6ft..dusty Blonde hairs, honey gold eyes and he smelled sweet. I looked at him and made an eye contact...  But before I could say anything I realized how loose my top was and I was wearing a lingerie.

I was embarrassed and ran away from him because I didn't Want to come out as a creep to him.

I barely slept that night..so much happened in one day. There were these guys, so desperate to devour me and then this one big boy I met , simply my type but might think I'm a creep roaming here and there during night Wearing a lingerie.

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"hey Keith!  Will you attend the freshers party? Since you've completed your detention " this is my pretend girlfriend.

" sure! "

" I can see you're still dry with your responses as ever "

"what's the timing for the party ?"

" tonight at The usual spot "

" I'll see you at the party then! "

She's a handful at times but atleast she's useful. Now about the party!

Let's keep it simple -

When I arrived there.. Most of the people were done with The opening dance and were sitting with their groups drinking.

I rushed my way through them and again my lousy fate.. I bumped into someone and fell. Fuck !!!

I looked at them and my mind went

' shit shit shit shit ' he's the guy from the other night... The 6ft, blonde, honey eyes.. WTF is he doing here!

There was so much going on in my mind that I started spouting utter nonsense to him when he was literally trying to help me stand up. I was a ASS to him.

I WANNA CRY!

and when I was crying for my life... I realized I was too rude with him and the crowd had started whispering ..

" why is he being so rude to Sam! "

I heared , so his name's Sam! He's pretty.

" may I have your name? " OMG his voice is pretty too ...I'm literally dying!!

" its Keith "

" pardon? "

"my name you punk, it's KEITH NORMAN"

And I fucked up!  I wanna die right now why tf did I call him a punk!

" it's pretty! Your name I Mean "

You think my name's pretty? Wth!

And he went away ! No wait!

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I ran to my girlfriend! And asked her about him " who's that guy? "

" don't mess with him!" She warned.

" okay? " I tilt my head with confusion.

" he's Sam volkov and yes the Sam you're thinking about! It's him " she said

" he's the CEO's son? " I Asked

" mhm"

" that asshole is his dad! " I frowned.

" apparently, yes! "

" woah! The difference is just too much" i looked in his direction.

" well he is supposed to be the college hottie " she rolled her eyes.

" suits him " I smiled.

"oh yeah? " She teased.

"mhm " i simply nodded .

" you like him? " She raised her brow.

" mhm ...wait no?  Wth!!!" I spoke without thinking and followed up with a sudden regret.

" don't Wth! Me " she taunted.

" shut up! " I snapped.

" he will be going to the nearest store for the next round... Just speaking ". She went back to her phone after saying that .

" oh yeah? " I hummed.

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"This is the nearest store here" and here I am stalking him .

" oh!  There he is "

He's wasted and there isn't someone else beside him.. This is my chance..

I ran to him and the moment I stepped Inside I acted all calm .

I moved near him..

" is it you Keith? "

Is he Dreaming about me!?

" What are you a creep? "

WTF do I have to be a whimp.

" I'm not! Don't think about me like that "

OMG he's adorable! Such a baby might as well tease him a bit.

" sure, like I'll believe that ".

" you better believe that " I heard a feminine voice coming from behind me.

" who might you be? " is she his girlfriend?

" we're regulars here " she shoved the stamp paper in my face.

Oh!  So she the possessive one.

" sure, I guess! "

" stay away from him " she was looking at me with an unusual expression. She looks familiar.

" do I know you? "

" I'm that kid from highschool , who used to be absent all the time "

Sherly? I thought.

"what are you talking about sherly?  You know who's Keith? "

" Let's go Sam "

So she really is sherly!  What the fuck!

She changed so much!  Her hair grew.. Her body too... Well I don't have a say in that but are you for real?

But from all the people she could've been friends with... She's bffs with SAM!???