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It's been a month since V passed away namjoon has now moved into the Kim mansion as per JK's request,he says it makes him feel closer to V and JK had been coming back home with more bruising from his school bully and he claims he sees V everyday, even though he was the first person to pour sand on V's coffin,he claimed that V always comes to see him every time he was troubled,he claims that V sings for him and tells him everything is going to be ok,he claims that V helps hit with his assignment (because his grades dropped badly), he claims that V still watches iron man with him,he claims that V even sometimes play video games with him. So that is why JK and seokjin are in the doctors office, waiting to collect the results of JK's brain scan.
"HI Kim seokjin, I'm Dr Christopher chan, I'm here with your son's results" at the mention of results JK's cold, emotionless eyes stared straight at the doctor, making the poor doctor shit uncomfortable in his seat "ahem"seokjin Jin cleared his throat making JK snap out of it, instead of staring at the doctor JK stared at the picture on the doctor's desk" Dr Lee"JK said picking the tiny frame "pardon?"Dr chan asked "you know Dr Lee?"JK asked facing the frame to Dr Chan "ahh yes he's my brother" Dr Chan said smiling fondly at the little frame in JK's hand.
"He's your brother, how can he be a brother, when he couldn't save my brother,he couldn't save my V"JK said sobbing will his knuckles turned white from gripping the frame too much, "he didn't save him"JK said in a cold voice gripping tighter onto the frame making it crack and cutting his thumb in the process,"ohh my goodness,my baby you're bleeding"seokjin said grabbing JK's hand and throwing the frame on the floor.
"Dr please give us the results and get out of here"seokjin pleaded with the doctor "Mr Kim your son has been diagnosed with depression,bipolar and schizophrenia, it would be best if he saw a therapist, seokjin's heart stopped for a second "ohh my goodness, JK baby, I'm so sorry, appa so so sorry " seokjin said apologizing to his son "appa you shouldn't be apologizing he should be the one apologizing, first his brother took away my V and now he's giving you fake reports, DOCTORS ARE ALL FUCKING BASTARDS AND LIARS"JK yelled angrily at his father,"appa I'm sorry sorry I didn't mean to yell at you,, let's go home please "JK said sobbing.(sorry to all the doctors JK is just mad rn).
JK got home and locked his door... minutes later he unlocked it and went to the bathroom, making sure to lock the door behind him,he turned on the shower and connected his phone to the Bluetooth speaker in his bathroom, playing the last video he took with V before V died,"I'm coming to meet you my V"JK said before slicing his skin in one swift move, laughing crazily when he said the crimson liquid flowing out of his wrist,"I love you appa, I love you namjoonie appa, I love you jimin, I love you yoongi please take care of appa and jimin". That was the last thing JK said before he fell asleep, this time he isn't waking up, he's falling asleep forever.
A/N: here I took a goddamn break to cry 😭😭😢.
It's dinner time and JK isn't downstairs yet, so seokjin decided to go check on him, seokjin got to JK's door and was about to knock when he found out that JK's door was open,ever since V's death JK doesn't allow anyone in his room and his door is always locked. Seokjin entered his son's room but heard noises coming from the bathroom,he heard the shower on and that video JK always played,it was the last video that JK had taken before V died, seokjin smiled sadly "baby dinner is ready"seokjin said but no reply,so seokjin decided to go to the table beside JK's bed where JK keeps a little frame,it was a picture of when they were toddlers and a picture of when they were just 15 and 13 , seokjin smiled fondly at the picture,he was about to leave until something caught his eyes "it was a letter to Jin and it was in JK's handwriting, seokjin sat down on the bed and read the letter.
To my world wide handsome appa
If you're reading this now then I'm probably dead, I'm sorry appa but I couldn't take it anymore, the bullying the hate the pain the suffering, I'm sorry appa, please forgive me,appa please bury me beside my V, I want to be closer to him,appa please don't be mad at me, I don't want to go to therapist because I know I'll never be okay appa please forgive me and please take care of yourself and namjoon appa, please take care of jimin and yoongi for me appa, I love you and I appreciate everything you've done for me, please stay safe and healthy appa, now I'm going to meet my V, I'll be happy, please be happy too appa I love you.
Your lovely bunny.
JK 💜💜
"JK!!!"seokjin screamed making namjoon run upstairs,"seokjin-ah what's wrong,why did you scream??"namjoon asked confused looking at seokjin you was sobbing "ba...ba..bathroom" seokjin said pointing at the bathroom, namjoon ran to the bathroom door trying to open it but it was locked,"jinnie it's locked"namjoon said looking at seokjin confused,"break it down!!"seokjin screamed, namjoon was shocked seeing seokjin scream so he the as he was told.
BANG....BANG...BANG....BANG the door burst open revealing the body of a lifeless JK laying under a pool of blood with a small smile on his face. "My baby"seokjin screamed rushing to JK and hugging the lifeless body, namjoon fell to his knees,he has lost another son "no no no no"namjoon screamed crying "you're okay baby, you're fine appa is here"seokjin chanted those words over and over again like it was some holy mantra.
TIME SKIP
JK was buried beside V just like he wished, seokjin and namjoon moved out of the house and went to live in America,they started a new life in the states now that both of their sons were dead,they left everything behind to start a new life,so It wouldn't affect yoongi and jimin, yoongi knows everything, but little jimin still thinks that his hyungs turned into stars.
A/N: I'm sorry.. I'm so so sorry JK is dead now, the book is over 😭😭, thanks for reading
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