1st April, 20??
An Attempt at Old Me.
Dear Dia,
Do you think it will be enough? That these bags of new clothes and accessories will suffice? For me, I have no clue, but at least now there's a slight chance. A modicum of hope as I will face the horde.
I confess I'm being litotic as to the factors and lengths, I'd gone to make it enough. And it's not a question of whether it will be enough, rather it's whether I can make it enough.
Never fret, Dia. Already I feel your pages creasing in with confusion, so allow me to clear things up a bit.
I spent the most of last night thinking, pondering and making a list of things that could aid in exonerating me from my social lapses. At the same time, lay bricks towards forgiving dad. It's pretty much killing two birds with one slingshot. I need things. Things that are essential to my social survival and dad was going to get them for me, in return, I would consider forgiving him. Besides, it was him who told me to name anything.