But Pedro was calm. At least his expression didn't show anger. He turned his body to face me, stretched out, and grabbed my hand, which lay on my knee.
"Cora, I will change. I won't treat you like before again."
I let Pedro hold my hand. His hand was big and warm, completely covering my hand in his palm. The touch of his palm was familiar but also strange.
I suddenly hoped that he could hold my hand forever. Those words he said might be the gentlest words I had ever heard from him.
But... But a rational voice in my head told me if I went back, I would return to the inferior and miserable Cora as before.
I forced myself to say, "Pedro, I wish you could let me go. Really."
Then, I withdrew my hand out of his.
Pedro looked depressed. He looked like he was hurt. I hadn't seen such a kind of expression on Pedro's face before. I felt my heart soften.
"Is it because of Javon? A stranger you have known for a short time?" Pedro said.