A deep heartbreak
Ending in disappointment
Can I feel disappointed about that?
It's such a complicated thing to explain to humans
What right do I have to feel deep heartbreak for him?
He doesn't even look at me, let alone care about me
So, why am I so broken by the decision he made
Even though the decision wasn't for me
But it had a huge impact on my poor self
Can I complain to the world about this feeling?
Ah, that's useless
Then why do I stay on this line?
To see him with his decision?
Stupid
Going away is the best thing
Helping him to change his decision will be useless
My heart is already broken and ends in disappointment
Even the love in my heart has faded
He doesn't need my love and I don't need his love
In contrast to before
Sad, such a disappointing reality
Stupid that ends up hurting my heart
Just realized it
When I remember that time,
He was the one who made me excited to live
Changing my life for the better