Chapter 44

A deep heartbreak

Ending in disappointment

Can I feel disappointed about that?

It's such a complicated thing to explain to humans

What right do I have to feel deep heartbreak for him?

He doesn't even look at me, let alone care about me

So, why am I so broken by the decision he made

Even though the decision wasn't for me

But it had a huge impact on my poor self

Can I complain to the world about this feeling?

Ah, that's useless

Then why do I stay on this line?

To see him with his decision?

Stupid

Going away is the best thing

Helping him to change his decision will be useless

My heart is already broken and ends in disappointment

Even the love in my heart has faded

He doesn't need my love and I don't need his love

In contrast to before

Sad, such a disappointing reality

Stupid that ends up hurting my heart

Just realized it

When I remember that time,

He was the one who made me excited to live

Changing my life for the better