A thousand pains come and hit and destroy self-confidence until you lose yourself. Falling into human insults and sitting in the corner of a room full of insults. Wanting to just be a flower pot whose presence is not considered and does not get insults. But it feels so impossible because people will still look at it cynically and insult it continuously.
They will remain criminals in our lives just as we will become criminals in their lives. I don't need to bother anymore about all this because criminals will remain evil even if we don't do anything. They will continue to play the victim and think of themselves as better. Even though they are no different from lousy criminals.