BYRON

Byron was trying so hard to drive me insane. I already felt insane for having feelings for that man so why was he trying to drive me nuts having to confess that fact to him and to the world? Dating Byron involved a whole lot of drama I wasn’t ready to get into. I would have to once again deal with trying to fit into his life and also, I’d have to tell him and his family that the twins belonged to him and I wasn’t sure I was ready for all that.

Byron had not stopped calling and trying to see me since he made his confession the day after the funeral. But I’d gone back to avoiding and ignoring him. I thought being friends with him would at least give me clarity on what exactly I wanted with him but it did the opposite. I had no idea if I wanted to be his woman, remain friends with him or just throw him out of my life completely. It was still not clear.