Driving away, I think I dealt with that very well. I didn't get the opportunity to ask him my questions but I can live with that though there is a pang of loss that gnawed me. It felt more like a breakup on my part even if it wasn't a relationship, I felt sad and a sudden loss.
Any kind of shopping is always therapeutic for me and after walking in the open market isles, a change of scenery kept my mind from spiraling. By the time I arrived home I was in a better headspace than before and the day's events had nothing on me.
I was feeling kinda light and free, the mood on the right scale. Immediately planned on doing a body, mind, and soul cleansing; somewhere out of the city, in a new environment, in the wild, or by the seaside.
Parking up, I had too many bags and boxes to carry up and I wished for a stroller or a trolley to load everything and be done, Just as Rahim suggested; Rahim a tough nut to crack.