After Mike left, I went ahead to take a long shower and prepare myself for the date. Rahim was sending someone to pick me up. I was in good spirits after the impromptu sex; who knew I needed it? I needed to let loose and feel good about myself before meeting up with Rahim. As much as we agree and want the same thing right now, you never know when he flips.
I had decided to go all designer and classy; my intention was to keep him wanting more and more, and that was the end-term goal. Today will determine how the rest of the relationship, is going to go, if we have one, that is. I wanted this to work more than anything, but if it doesn't, there is no one to blame, I gave it my all. With a resolution; I was ready to conquer anything.