Hopeless

"I can't found any..." Yes, this is me. After 3 Years of searching and somehow i can't find them at all, i already search in this continent capital city, in the oldest library here and the legendary book i read. I have zero to found, in this world.

Maybe you suprised that i have explored this world, not entirely for sure, but most of it does. Also i have found here some interesting creatures, also many more interesting cultures exist here.

"As i just an 'Earth Pony' as i was the one of them" they said in this world, but i realized something in my journey. I spotted that all creatures here posses magic, as i do but mine was almost nonexisted. Maybe that is because my training with Master use no magic at all, magic disabled for some times with magic negativication area. This training is hardly brutal, also we can only rely on using our own body strength without a magic at all.

Atleast i am built as tall as Stallion here, because somehow i match tall as a stallion in this world. That is wierd to be honest as my Master is somehow more taller than Emperor himself, "Maybe because Master live in a log period of time, such as fossil, but more younger than that. Atleast master live around 40 millenia long, that is so damn long for a pony just like me. "Come on! My puny brain have no match to a more than a millenia old being's!"

Also that adventure don't give me any fame and that is good! "I need no fame, i just need a place to live in!" I said with a smile in my face, need to go into that little town. I still know what it name is, "Ponyville" with a pride in my eyes, "I need to adapt more!" 

This route isn't take that much time, just around 1 days straight on and have no sh-t in ecountering a so called dangerous creature. Spot as a long i just found a little cub scared in the wood, so i return it to it's mama and keep aheading to the town. 

"Ha- Ponyville, a nostalgia plave to live in." So on as always, noboy can spot me at all exept i just spot them first. Also my height here is just straight up make so much different that i probably can peek trough other's head, i glad have no found with that one mares. I need to talk with mayor. 

With a slight cold tones "Mayor!" for 10 second have no respond in, i try to wait then she just came out from her office.

"Wait there!" she finnaly respond. 

"Veryl! Why did you came here?" She ask out of curiousity. 

"Yea- i have failed to get back into my world and i gonna ask you, can i live in Ponyville as a normal civilans?" I said nerveously. As this is included the 1st ever time i individually have a conversation with Mayor. She look suprised to hear me asking to stay in this town, then she said

"Say less, we would accept you no matter what is your issue. Ou.. exept for a crime of course" She immediately answer with sligh gigle. 

"Thankyou, but can you keep this information as a little secret? I don't really wan't to behave a party all day, but i promise i would participate in any celebration here." I nerveously ask Mayor again, she just nod and seems to agree. 

For the short matter, i just live in a self made house. I am not kidding as i am the one who made my own house, get the info? Of course from the book, but not entirely from that. I also take some architechture from my world and some from the Kirin village. It just take a month to make, this house is made out of wood, only wood, i am not kidding, also this house is more easier to dissolve and sturdy, more sturdy than a regular house. Because i install some rune into my house, i can't say this is house, more like... a Hut. 

This is me again, atleast 1 month after i officially finish my Hut. I just started to interract with other's like a regular pony, atleast i have no reguar thing to do. For still make my Hut that past 5 month i keep do my training session with a simple no-magic rune domain, also this is some kind of my habit because whynot? Hanging double of 50 kg weight in each leg then do a pull up is just "entertaining" i can't help myself but laughing so hard that i can do it, even with a slight struggle to lift this weight. After 3 minutes of 4 reps of weighted pull up. 

Not forgetting that also keep perfecting my fighting style, with cracking neck, breaking ribs, destroy some ankle, bite the vital bloodstream and much more, but this is far less dangerous than what Master do, because Master can knock the soul away and trap them on the soul realm. That might sounds easy, but that is a lie, you can't just immediately stop a heartbeat with a pure energy, you need to sync the wave with heart to disable it down and Master can use it with instinc. Like, how? 

We leave on to my new daily life, not entirely, but still count right? I first visit a talented fashioneer, we know who that mare is. Of course Rarity, we know that she is a death-life as a fashioneer, always generous. Although i need to help her with a stallion sized suit, i can help her. Also i do this without a problem at all, that is because one of my training require more time than rarity does. Stand still in an uncomfortable pose, atleast this is slightly better than training with Master. 

Things that i have mess, yea- i secretly help apple family to gather in their apple season. Also i just kick with side of my leg as a dull axe, even tho sometimes i really damage the tree, some- tree... uhh, 5 of them, not a big deal hehuhe... i totally regret doing that. No, i am being serious this time, i seriously regret what i do. 

I usually came to Octavia's consert yeah, i am quite a maniac of music you know? Ha! Ya... her music heard like a classic music i often listen to in my childhood, nostalgia? Of course.

Also fun fact that i really try to avoid Pinkie at any cost, because her sense is somehow match a life detector on my world, but she can only detect me perfectly in 10th meter radius. I really keep a distance from her, because again this keep getting more and more annoying to get trapped into her party.

For some a while, i clearly can detect some of "special" magic connection from 6 total Mares that i somehow has found in my journey, also i found 5 of them in this town. "Coincidence? I think NOT!" I mean Pinkie is one of them it seems that i hate Pinkie. Geneunely i don't hate her, but marked her as annoying. I seriously evade Pinkie at all cost, luckly i don't get caught at all. Yeah, the other one is Rarity. Don't ask why, because she is generous. I clearly see it on her heart, it was a pretty strong connection to other's. But i don't really know who the other three, maybe i need to track them one by-one.

This time let's track them all at one travel, because of what i can remember they are the key to return the so called "Nightmare" banished to the moon and came back 1 week later, i still remember the date of banish.

"I have no way back home, i have gave up everything to go back home, atleast i have a use on this world instead." My most valueable word i have ever said before i start my searching.

I sense the closest one, being one of Apple family as the link is because i have some issue with them, i decided to... nah, i'd not ran away, i should face them hoof to hoof.

I came into the Apple family barn-like house, interesting should i said. Then i feel like "Why is so many creature here?" I have no absolute idea how, but there is many pony here, i mean is this some sort of big family reunion? Then i know that this is not good, but i as everyone else din't notice me at all exept that one Granny, she notice me even in the 20 meter radius. Is her sight din't even weakening after that long lifespan? I have no absolute idea to, but in reality she can indeed detect me, but she identify me as a fly. Because my Coat is Dark gray, but my hair is straight up blue-white winter. Yes i have no idea, i really have ever met my parents, i am raises up in the Empire castle as a young cadet of "Tempest Master" for short thought i think that the master would be Pegasi for some reason, but unexpectedly the Master is an Earth pony. Huh? Maybe i have get more adapt with this world speech. Nevermind, i haven't got into it yet. Then i just remind myself that stalking somebody isn't a good idea, after such that i decided to knock the Apple family doorknob.

*Knock-knock* "Excuse me!" Then sudden silence through whole house is insane.

Then i just react like "Wait what?"

A/N: Get straight into the hill! Oh yeah!

[To be continued]