BUT I STILL LOVE YOU PART 5

...(In Seonho's office)Seonho: Please... Have mercy...Seonho begging for his life. I can't bear to hear it and rush to the place.As I arrived there, the room was all messed up. The door was broken by Alex. I was shocked when I saw that Seonho was already full with blood splattered on his face.The glass was shattered and a piece was left on Seonho's head.Seonho: Please... Let me live...Seonho passed out as he already lost a lot of blood and got multiple hits by Alex.Me: ALEX!!!I run towards Seonho and push Alex away. I put him on my lap and Mr. Jung finally arrived.Me: Call the ambulance now!Alex: No! I will kill him tonight!Me: Are you crazy?! You have done enough!Alex: *chuckles*. HAHA.. HAHAHAH.. HAHAHAHAHe looks like he has lost his mind. He tries to find something and takes the golf club.Alex: Yaa! Do you finally fall for him after get a good fuck with him? What a fucking shit man!Me: SHUT UP!!! I know you are mad. I'm also mad at him that I couldn't even forgive MYSELF! But..."THIS IS NOT RIGHT!"I try to stop him and I glance at Mr. Jung.Me: What are you doing? Call the ambulance now or you will be the accomplice too!I glare at Mr. Jung who does not even dare to do anything because of Alex.Me: I'm telling you. If he dies tonight, you will not only have to bury one corpse, but me too.I try to threaten him with my life if he harms his brother.Alex: Hahahaha. Do you think I would care?I immediately grabbed the piece of glass on the floor and pointed at my neck.Me: You're right. What's the point of living when it's already useless to me.As I wanted to slit my throat, Alex immediately stopped me. He put away the golf club and came back to his senses.Alex: Fine...Sighed. Call the ambulance.As Mr. Jung already finished the call, I feel a bit relieved.I try to hold Seonho in my arms as I try to stop his bleeding. Alex stumbled down and looks puzzled. He looked confused in his own agony.Alex: This is not true 3x.He seems like he is negatively desperate and suffering from a deep loss. "THIS IS NOT TRUE!!!" He was scared as he look at Seonho's body that's lifeless. He mistook that he had killed him and was terrified about it. He was traumatised.Me: Alex! Alex! KIM ALEX!!!I already pass Seonho to Mr. Jung and I immediately handled Alex. I pull his face to make him look at me. I can see in his eyes that he is shocked and anxious. "Calm down. He is fine"I hugged him to calm him down and comfort him.Me: It's fine. I'm here. I will always be here for you.He needed someone to lay on and it would be me. It must be too much for him after his parent's death. He is a strong man, but has a soft heart.I could feel Alex's chest moving fast and starting to drop slowly as he calmed down in my embrace.Alex: Please, Carl. Stay with me. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. Please, don't leave me.He must have been shocked when I threatened him earlier. I hold his hand that is filled with blood.Me: Listen to me. It's going to be fine. Okay?Our heads facing each other and Alex begin to come to his senses.After that, the ambulance arrived and took Seonho to the hospital.I also go with Alex to treat his wound after fighting....In the hospital, we get a private room and make sure no one finds out about us, especially the media.Seonho was still unconscious in the next room with Mr. Jung.Meanwhile, I was alone with Alex.Me: I know you are strong, but please don't hurt yourself again like this.Alex: But I want to teach him a lesson.Me: Do you think I don't want to kill him too? Sighed. But I won't because I know you might hurt as well. It hurts my heart when I see you hurting like this. Even getting a bite from a mosquito, I won't give a chance to hurt you. I would wipe them out in this world. Understand?Alex smiles as I cheer him up.He already got treated by the Doctor and he said nothing serious as he is strong with an athletic body. He can be discharged tomorrow.For now, I will stay this night with him in the hospital. The doctor says he can get a shower to clean up the blood on his body.I had to take a shower with him because he can't use his hand for a while. I asked Mr. Jung brought us some clothes beforehand.In the toilet, I feel a little bit embarrassed with Alex as we both are naked. It's been a long time since we have been together. He looks like he is getting buff after bulk up.We decided to have a conversation in the toilet.Me: Yaa, it's so strange. It's only 6-months and you have already changed so much. (I was held captive by Seonho that time)Alex: You too. He must treat you badly, isn't he?Me: Forget it. Have you eaten a lot lately?Alex shook his head.Alex: I'm getting stressed and I messed up my diet.Me: I see. But I like this way. It looks like you are happy.While having a shower together, Alex was facing the wall while I rubbed his back. He suddenly turned back and looked at me with a horny face.It surprised me because I could see his dick. I know I already do it with him countless times, but it feels weird this time. I should not be facing down.Alex: But I'm not happy without you.Me: Yaa, it's fine. As long as I'm here now.Alex: I have been looking for you all this time. But I never thought..I immediately kissed Alex.Me: It's fine. I know it already. You don't have to tell me.Alex: But...Me: I believe you. You must already try your best.Alex suddenly about to cry again.Me: What's wrong? Don't you believe me? I'm really fine. I trust you with all my heart.Alex: It's not that. I'm just feeling sad that I couldn't find you and make you suffer alone.Me: But I'm not alone. I am always thinking about you.Alex: ....Me: Thanks to you, I would be here. I would already have given up my life if it's not for you.Alex: Really?I nodded my head.Alex: Why?Me: Because you are mine. I don't want to go and leave you alone.Alex: What?Me: You heard me. You will always be mine, Alex. I love you.Alex was speechless.Alex: Can you say it again?Me: *chuckles*. Fine. Kim Alex, I love you.I put the words with a kiss.Suddenly, I could feel something rubbing against my legs.Me: YAAA!!!I was shocked and screamed as if there was something like a hand because it was too long.As I moved back, I was dumbfounded when looking at Alex's dick that was hard as rock.Me: Yaa, do you have surgery? Is it getting bigger along with your body?Alex nodded.That's really embarrassing. It was awkward at the moment.Alex tries to get away because he is feeling shy. I immediately grabbed him from the back. "How dare you point your back on me?" I told him as I whispered it into his ears.Me: You know what is going to happen if someone shows his back?Alex: *Gulped*Me: He didn't get out alive.I close back the door and push him onto it.Me: Damn, I know it's been a long time but I can't believe you have such a big ass.(Censored - I can't write what happened in there).

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That night, I had a good time with Alex in the toilet and used him countless times. I bet the toilet would be jealous that I use Alex, more than I use it to shoot my cumloads.Alex: Fuck.. This is amazing.Alex gasping for air. "Thanks for using me as your cum dump" He told me that and kissed me deeply.That was crazy. I never intend to use those words anymore because I never thought about him as my cum dump.Me: Yaa, you are not that anymore. You are officially my wife now.Alex was hurt because of me but I made him happy that night to repay him back.He thanked me for giving him a meaningful experience like that. I think I couldn't forget this moment forever. This first experience having him like this is fun because he is much thicker and plump. As I fuck him while grabbing his chest, it's feels like I was fondling a female boobs. His butt feels greater than a woman's ass. It jiggles more than before because it got bigger....He looks better now after taking a shower with me. I had to clean all of his blood while I made sure his bandages stayed untouch.That night, I gave him company until he fell asleep. He was surely tired after all of that.

I was so sleepy and closed my eyes while laying my head on the bed.

The next morning, I woke up and realised I was beside Alex. He hugged me tightly while sleeping.

It was very uncomfortable because his dick is erecting between my legs.Alex: Hngh.. Ya... Stop it... Don't move.. Hngh... Aarghh!!Me: My goodness! Yaa!I screamed out loud and pushed Alex away. I immediately lifted the blanket and watched as Alex's pants were already wet. He was awake as I pushed him.

Alex: Mmm, what's wrong?

Me: You silly. Do you know we only have one pair? How are we supposed..Mr. Jung suddenly knocks on the door.He came in with extra clothes.Me: What the...Mr. Jung: I assume you want to get a morning shower as well.Me: But I'm not a morning person.Alex: As expected. Nice job, Mister!Me: Geez, I'm taking a shower first.Suddenly, Alex grabbed my hands.Alex: What about me?Me: Do it yourself.Alex: But my hands...He pointed his hand to me to show his bandaged hand.Me: Then, ask your beloved Mr. Jung.Alex: Yaa!I rush into the bathroom and close the door.Alwx feels disappointed.I open the door back.Me: Just kidding.Alex: Sweety~ I'm coming~That day, we fill our day with so much joy together.I feel so happy that I could be together with him again like this. I never thought I could receive his love again....In the afternoon after having lunch, we visited Kim Seonho in his room.He was really scared when he saw Alex. He was traumatised with him.Seonho: So it's really you! You must have been crazy! Aren't you afraid I told him your secret? You fucking...Alex lifts his hand and about to punch him but I immediately stop him.I don't mind because Alex already knows everything. His threat won't work anymore.Me: You shouldn't do this to a patient.Seonho: You heard him. Damn, I really have tamed you well. Why? Do you miss my ride? Fine, I will return this favour to you later.Me: Shut your mouth, you cowardice.Seonho: Do you think I'm scared of him? Yaa, let me tell you.I was reluctant and felt like shutting his mouth right now.Alex: What, what is it that you are eager to tell me?Seonho: Fine. As it comes to this. Let me tell you about your partner's secret.Alex was clenching his fist to hold his anger.Alex told me before we met Seonho because he wanted to settle everything with him.I can't stand to hear it and pull down my face only to look at the floor when Seonho tells Alex everything.Seonho: Your whore is a fucking bitch and he is having a sex... (Censored)My hearing starts to turn blurry as I can't stand to hear him. It makes me nauseous. I feel like throwing up when hearing his story. My head started spinning 360 degrees.I immediately got away from there and left them both in the room.I don't want to know. I can't imagine how he would think of me again after this. I really hate myself.But he should know the truth. At least I'm not the one who is going to tell him. Thankfully, Seonho is confessing to his own crime. In return, Alex promised me not to hurt his brother.I ran away from the hospital and decided to return back home to my apartment.I'm really a shameless bastard....It's already night. I never heard anything from Alex after I ran away. I wonder how it is going. Maybe I couldn't see him anymore. But I miss him already.It's fine though because I already expect this to happen. It's for the better for each of us for not seeing each other again. I feel disgusted with myself.Suddenly, I could hear footsteps inside my house.I was scared because I already locked the door.As I was sitting on the bed, I'm having horrible thoughts.Me: (Does Alex send someone to kill me? He must hate me so much and loathes me by hoping that I wouldn't be here in this life anymore)The door was open and I was shocked when looking at the person standing in front of me.Me: Alex?! Why are you here?It turned out to be different than what I thought. Alex came into my room to sleep with me. He told me, he has heard everything from Seonho. It turns out he never cared who I slept with, he is fine with it. After all, it wasn't my fault.I was lying on the bed while Alex was on top of me.After he barges into my house, he looks like a different person.Me: What are you doing? Please, you are hurting me.Alex looked at me with a scary look.Alex: Do you know how desperate I am when I can't have you every time I need you? You don't know how I feel to live there alone without you. All I want is just you. Is it so hard to fulfil my wish? It's not impossible for them.Me: Shush 3x.I try to comfort Alex while he is embracing my warmth as leaning on my chest.Alex: I'm just a fool. I should have known better that I belong with you, anywhere and anytime you are.Me: Do you blame the faith that put you to study in the States? You should think that if you didn't go that day, you won't be ever with me today.Alex looks at me with a horny eyes as he is surrounded with his lust.He started to kiss me and stuck his hand inside my boxer.Me: Hngh... Alex.. What are you doing? Stop...Alex: Why? Do you still hate yourself? Are you disgusted with yourself?I nodded to every question.Me: Please, I'm not good enough for you. I'm really sorry for making you sad. This is all my fault.Alex: Then, you shouldn't complain about anything that I do. I will do anything that I want. Including this.Alex pushed me and laid me on the bed while moving his body on top of me.

I can't bear to watch this.

He slowly took off my pants and stuck my hard cock inside him.Me: (This pleasure... It feels so good.)I glanced at him.Me: I don't deserve you, Alex. Please...Alex: That's great. I want you to feel tormented for each pleasure that you feel.Me: I can't... Do this... Anymore... HnghhI try to stop him but he is driving his body deeper and deeper until fully drowned my dick inside him.Me: Mmm... I'm going crazy... Alex... Please... Ngh.. I can't... I can't hold it.. Any.. Longer.... AAAAARGGGHHHHH!!!My voice shook as I screamed out loud when I forcefully cums inside him. This is a disaster.Me: Ah... Ah... Hm... Why are you doing this... I shouldn't have done it again... with you.Alex: Why... Didn't I tell you? I'm yours... Forever.Me: You have planned this all along. I have gone crazy.Alex: That's right. Even if you fuck with another guy, I want you to think of me when you come.He pulled my weak body and whispered into my ears.Alex: Because you... will forever be mine.At last, I could feel my body was being absorbed into him. I could feel that our feelings had combined into one.In the end, we will always be together.-The End-