Chapter 1

Meet Avanya Parèz, a girl who was born in a small nondescript town in Italy. Her life was shrouded in mystery, as whispers of a questionable past followed her wherever she went. Avanya was quiet and reserved, leading a rather dull and uneventful present. She worked in a quiet bookstore, surrounded by the world of fiction that provided her with an escape from her own enigmatic reality.

Avanya had long given up on trying to decipher her uncertain future, until one fateful evening when everything changed. She decided to take a solitary stroll in the nearby park, where the setting sun painted the sky in hues of orange and pink. The park was deserted, except for a single figure sitting on a bench, a mysterious stranger. The stranger’s piercing blue eyes locked on Avanya the moment she entered the park, and an inexplicable fascination overcame him. He watched as she meandered through the serene landscape, her movements graceful and almost ethereal. Her presence was like a breath of fresh air in his monotonous life.

Unable to resist his overwhelming urge to know her better, the mysterious stranger concocted a reckless plan. As the night descended and Avanya found herself alone in the dimly lit park, the stranger approached her with a mixture of fear and desire, determined to make her his own. Without warning, he abducted her, his motives known only to him.

When Avanya woke up in an unfamiliar, dimly lit room, her heart raced with terror. She was bound and trapped, her mind a whirlwind of confusion and fear. Her mysterious captor stood in the shadows, silently watching her, his fascination evident in his eyes even though, the scowl on his face revealed how much he despised seeing her so mortified. He knew that he shouldn’t have taken her without permission however, he was scared of her rejection or possibly losing her. “I’m sorry, mi Amor, I didn’t mean to hurt you like this but I couldn’t lose you. Not after I’ve just found you,” he mumbled to himself softly.

Unaware of his presence, Avanya continued to struggle against the ropes that tied her down. They suffocated her, knowing they’re the only thing holding her down and stopping her escape. But then when was she ever free? What was the point of escaping if she was going to return to that hell she called a life? After all she had no one and nothing worth fighting for, she might as well let whoever took her kill her. That would at least solve all her problems and end her pain, with that thought in mind, she stopped struggling and accepted her fate. Her captor frowned seeing her reaction, he knew she had given up not just on the hope of escaping but also on her life. He felt his heart break at that and he wanted to know what she had been through to just give up like that, ‘Don’t do that, Principessa, and please don’t give up on yourself like that, Neonata. Whatever it is that hurt you this bad, I promise to destroy it and take your pain away. I’ll replace it all with nothing but joy and love.’ He thought as he watched her. Finally deciding he had enough of watching her suffer, he stepped forward and make his presence known to her. Avanya heard the silent footsteps coming closer to her and she looked up to see the most gorgeous man she had ever seen in her life. Her heart skipped a beat as her sea-foam green eyes clashed with piercing blue ones. She couldn’t breathe for a moment, she knew she should be scared however, she couldn’t stop but feel safe with the handsome stranger in front of her.

His square jaw looked like it could cut right through your hand if you touched it and yet she still wanted to run her hand through it. Her gaze shifted to his dark purple lips, they were set in a thin line yet looked so inviting and delicious. His broad chest, muscled chest made her want to lay her head on it and listen to his strong heartbeat as he encased her in his strong arms.’ How is it possible for someone to be so perfect?’ She thought silently.’ How is it that I feel so safe with this man by just looking at him and I don’t even know the guy? He kidnapped me for crying out loud so why do I feel so safe with him?’

He smirked seeing her checking him out but then it disappeared when she frowned, he knelt in front of her so he could be eye level with her,” I’m going to untie you and I’m going to explain to you why I took you but I don’t want you to be scared. You have a choice to leave if you want, alright?” He spoke softly to her. All Avanya could do was nod because she was too distracted by his smooth deep, velvet voice. The stranger smiled at her cute reaction but didn’t comment on it. He untied her gently then began explaining why he took her. Avanya gathered that the stranger whose name he said was Alessio Vincenzo Lucci, took a liking to her but didn’t know how to approach her so he just did what came to mind.

She was angry at him for taking her against her will however, she could see that he really regretted his actions and he was willing to let her go if she chose to so that had to count for something. She had nothing to go back to or lose and she felt attracted to the man just as he felt for her. So she made up her mind, she’d stay to give him a chance and see where this would go.” You won’t hurt me, right?” She asked him in a timid voice. Alessio cupped her face lovingly,” I would never harm a single hair on this beautiful head of yours, Bambi.” He promised firmly, “Trust me, I will destroy anyone and everything that even thinks of harming you, you’re safe with me, Principessa.”

And so began the journey of their love story, none of them knew where the road they are taking will lead them but they were willing to take a chance. The next few days were spent with the couple going on dates and getting to know each other. It was very clear to both of them that they had a strong attraction towards each other, though they haven’t been intimate or even kissed, their bond kept growing stronger. Avanya was really happy when she was with Alessio, he did everything in his power to make sure that she was well taken care of.

Alessio woke up to a piercing scream, he jumped out of bed and sprinted to Avanya’s room only to find her thrashing in her sleep screaming her guts out. He quickly got on the bed with her and pulled her into his strong arms,” Shh, wake up, Amore mio, it’s just a dream.” He whispered in her ear until she was able to calm down,’ Come on, bambina, open those enchanting eyes of yours for me,” he cooed softly. Avanya opened her teary, seafoam green eyes to only have them clash with deep blue ones which were looking right at her. She felt her breathing come back to normal the longer she stared at him, he smiled at her before kissing her forehead softly.

“Feeling better?” He murmured against her ear. Avanya shook her head, she was not ok, she was shaken and Alessio could see the terror in her eyes. “What can I do to make it all go away?”

She looked into his eyes seeking something and once she found what she was looking for, her gaze shifted to his lips. She needed to feel him, she wanted to be closer and forget about the outside world for a while. Alessio gulped when he saw her looking at his lips with hunger in her eyes. “Tell me what you want, Principessa, say the word and I’ll give you whatever you want.” His voice came out deep and husky. Avanya swallowed thickly before looking back into his piercing eyes,” Please kiss me”. She pleaded softly. No sooner than those words left her lips, his mouth was on her devouring her like a starved beast. The poor girl struggled to keep up for a moment but she soon caught on and kissed him back with the same vigor.

His arms snaked around her waist and hauled her on his lap and groaned when he felt her heat brush up against him. Avanya felt like her entire body was on fire, everywhere his hands touched her felt so hot. She couldn’t breathe so she pulled back while he continued to kiss down her jaw to her neck. He found a spot that made her jerk and moan louder so he sucked and nipped on it a little longer. Alessio was as hard as a rod, he could feel himself twitch in his boxers and he knew that if he didn’t stop then he would bend her over right there. He reluctantly pulled away, she whined softly at that.

“As much as I love devouring you, Principessa, we hav

CHAPTER 1

Meet Avanya Parèz, a girl who was born in a small nondescript town in Italy. Her life was shrouded in mystery, as whispers of a questionable past followed her wherever she went. Avanya was quiet and reserved, leading a rather dull and uneventful present. She worked in a quiet bookstore, surrounded by the world of fiction that provided her with an escape from her own enigmatic reality.

Avanya had long given up on trying to decipher her uncertain future, until one fateful evening when everything changed. She decided to take a solitary stroll in the nearby park, where the setting sun painted the sky in hues of orange and pink. The park was deserted, except for a single figure sitting on a bench, a mysterious stranger. The stranger’s piercing blue eyes locked on Avanya the moment she entered the park, and an inexplicable fascination overcame him. He watched as she meandered through the serene landscape, her movements graceful and almost ethereal. Her presence was like a breath of fresh air in his monotonous life.

Unable to resist his overwhelming urge to know her better, the mysterious stranger concocted a reckless plan. As the night descended and Avanya found herself alone in the dimly lit park, the stranger approached her with a mixture of fear and desire, determined to make her his own. Without warning, he abducted her, his motives known only to him.

When Avanya woke up in an unfamiliar, dimly lit room, her heart raced with terror. She was bound and trapped, her mind a whirlwind of confusion and fear. Her mysterious captor stood in the shadows, silently watching her, his fascination evident in his eyes even though, the scowl on his face revealed how much he despised seeing her so mortified. He knew that he shouldn’t have taken her without permission however, he was scared of her rejection or possibly losing her. “I’m sorry, mi Amor, I didn’t mean to hurt you like this but I couldn’t lose you. Not after I’ve just found you,” he mumbled to himself softly.

Unaware of his presence, Avanya continued to struggle against the ropes that tied her down. They suffocated her, knowing they’re the only thing holding her down and stopping her escape. But then when was she ever free? What was the point of escaping if she was going to return to that hell she called a life? After all she had no one and nothing worth fighting for, she might as well let whoever took her kill her. That would at least solve all her problems and end her pain, with that thought in mind, she stopped struggling and accepted her fate. Her captor frowned seeing her reaction, he knew she had given up not just on the hope of escaping but also on her life. He felt his heart break at that and he wanted to know what she had been through to just give up like that, ‘Don’t do that, Principessa, and please don’t give up on yourself like that, Neonata. Whatever it is that hurt you this bad, I promise to destroy it and take your pain away. I’ll replace it all with nothing but joy and love.’ He thought as he watched her. Finally deciding he had enough of watching her suffer, he stepped forward and make his presence known to her. Avanya heard the silent footsteps coming closer to her and she looked up to see the most gorgeous man she had ever seen in her life. Her heart skipped a bit as her silver-gray eyes clashed with piercing blue ones. She couldn’t breathe for a moment, she knew she should be scared however, she couldn’t stop but feel safe with the handsome stranger in front of her.

His square jaw looked like it could cut right through your hand if you touched it and yet she still wanted to run her hand through it. Her gaze shifted to his dark purple lips, they were set in a thin line yet looked so inviting and delicious. His broad chest, muscled chest made her want to lay her head on it and listen to his strong heartbeat as he encased her in his strong arms.’ How is it possible for someone to be so perfect?’ She thought silently.’ How is it that I feel so safe with this man by just looking at him and I don’t even know the guy? He kidnapped me for crying out loud so why do I feel so safe with him?’

He smirked seeing her checking him out but then it disappeared when she frowned, he knelt in front of her so he could be eye level with her,” I’m going to untie you and I’m going to explain to you why I took you but I don’t want you to be scared. You have a choice to leave if you want, alright?” He spoke softly to her. All Avanya could do was nod because she was too distracted by his smooth deep, velvet voice. The stranger smiled at her cute reaction but didn’t comment on it. He untied her gently then began explaining why he took her. Avanya gathered that the stranger whose name he said was Alessio Vincenzo Lucci, took a liking to her but didn’t know how to approach her so he just did what came to mind.

She was angry at him for taking her against her will however, she could see that he really regretted his actions and he was willing to let her go if she chose to so that had to count for something. She had nothing to go back to or lose and she felt attracted to the man just as he felt for her. So she made up her mind, she’d stay to give him a chance and see where this would go.” You won’t hurt me, right?” She asked him in a timid voice. Alessio cupped her face lovingly,” I would never harm a single hair on this beautiful head of yours, Bambi.” He promised firmly, “Trust me, I will destroy anyone and everything that even thinks of harming you, you’re safe with me, Principessa.”

And so began the journey of their love story, none of them knew where the road they are taking will lead them but they were willing to take a chance. The next few days were spent with the couple going on dates and getting to know each other. It was very clear to both of them that they had a strong attraction towards each other, though they haven’t been intimate or even kissed, their bond kept growing stronger. Avanya was really happy when she was with Alessio, he did everything in his power to make sure that she was well taken care of.

Alessio woke up to a piercing scream, he jumped out of bed and sprinted to Avanya’s room only to find her thrashing in her sleep screaming her guts out. He quickly got on the bed with her and pulled her into his strong arms,” Shh, wake up, Amore mio, it’s just a dream.” He whispered in her ear until she was able to calm down,’ Come on, bambina, open those enchanting eyes of yours for me,” he cooed softly. Avanya opened her teary, seafoam green eyes to only have them clash with deep blue ones which were looking right at her. She felt her breathing come back to normal the longer she stared at him, he smiled at her before kissing her forehead softly.

“Feeling better?” He murmured against her ear. Avanya shook her head, she was not ok, she was shaken and Alessio could see the terror in her eyes. “What can I do to make it all go away?”

She looked into his eyes seeking something and once she found what she was looking for, her gaze shifted to his lips. She needed to feel him, she wanted to be closer and forget about the outside world for a while. Alessio gulped when he saw her looking at his lips with hunger in her eyes. “Tell me what you want, Principessa, say the word and I’ll give you whatever you want.” His voice came out deep and husky. Avanya swallowed thickly before looking back into his piercing eyes,” Please kiss me”. She pleaded softly. No sooner than those words left her lips, his mouth was on her devouring her like a starved beast. The poor girl struggled to keep up for a moment but she soon caught on and kissed him back with the same vigor.

His arms snaked around her waist and hauled her on his lap and groaned when he felt her heat brush up against him. Avanya felt like her entire body was on fire, everywhere his hands touched her felt so hot. She couldn’t breathe so she pulled back while he continued to kiss down her jaw to her neck. He found a spot that made her jerk and moan louder so he sucked and nipped on it a little longer. Alessio was as hard as a rod, he could feel himself twitch in his boxers and he knew that if he didn’t stop then he would bend her over right there. He reluctantly pulled away, she whined softly at that.

“As much as I love devouring you, Principessa, we have to stop if you don’t want me taking you right here and now.” He spoke in a gruff tone. Avanya nodded in understanding and went to get off his lap but he held her in place. She gave him a questioning look, he shook his head at her not ready to let her go as of yet. Avanya leaned her head on his chest, they stayed like that for a few minutes before Alessio got up with her still in his arms and walked to his room. He got in bed with her on his chest and hummed softly to her so she’d fall back to sleep. Once she was sound asleep, he kissed her forehead lovingly and shut his eyes. He wanted to know what she was dreaming about, however, she was too shaken hence, he decided to wait until morning to ask her.

A booming sound jerked Alessio up from his slumber, he quickly relaxed when he realized it was raining cats and dogs outside and the booming sound was just a clash of thunder. His relieve was short lived though when he noticed that Avanya was missing. He got up to check her room but when he found it empty he began to panic. He tried calling her, however, her phone was off. He called out her name while running all over the house searching for her desperately only to be met with silence. His chest constricted as he began to panic, he always feared that one day she’d decide that she didn’t want to be with a kidnapper like him and leave. He didn’t fear going to jail but he feared losing her. He tried calling her many times, however, the phone went straight to voicemail. His world felt like it stopped moving as he fell on his knees with a thud. Tears streamed down his face as his chest heaved, he didn’t know where or why she left.

Alessio thought she had warmed up to him, did she finally decide she needed to escape his captivity? He had given her a choice though, he did kidnap her but he had also decided to let her go if it’s what she wanted. He regretted taking her the way he did, why would she leave without telling him. Was it about the nightmare? Did she have a nightmare about him and thought he would hurt her? Alessio’s mind was spiraling out of control as he tried to come up with a valid reason as to why she left. His face was pale as he tried to get his breathing under control, he was failing dismally and he knew he needed to take his meds. His attacks were always deadly ever since he was young. He had always needed to either take medicine or be knocked out in order to calm down. His meds were upstairs in his room, problem was he couldn’t move a muscle. Just when he thought he was going to suffocate to death, the front door opened and Avanya rushed in soaked by the rain. It was like he got a new lease of life as his entire body suddenly gained strength and he leaped for her as soon as she closed the door.

The poor girl was startled when she was suddenly yanked into a broad chest, she was about to panic but she smelt the musky, forest scent that Alessio had and calmed down. He was shaking all over as she held him, she didn’t fathom what was happening but she knew that he needed to feel her close. His hold kept growing tighter on her until she finally decided to pull back but even then he was reluctant to let her go.” What happened?” She asked in a worried tone. Alessio opened his mouth to talk but nothing came out of his mouth. He hated being so vulnerable, he opted to just hold her again and buried his face in the crook of her neck. Her scent calmed him down, he was able to get his breathing under control and push back his panic attack which was something that has never happened before. He had never managed to calm himself down without the help of medicine.

“Where did you go?” He breathed as looked at her soaked body, “You’re drenched, Neonata, what did you need so bad that you had to go out in such a weather?” He was really concerned for her, Avanya knew he’d freak out if he woke up and she wasn’t there but she had to leave. She was hoping he wouldn’t wake up until later on. With a heavy sigh, she bought the shopping bag that she hid in her coat showed it to him. He frowned before he took the bag to take a peek inside, his eyes soften as he saw what she had bought.” Why didn’t you wake me up and tell me that you’re on your period, Bambi? I could’ve gone and bought everything you needed.” He chided softly as he picked her up and took her upstairs so she could change out of her soaked clothes.

Avanya smiled softly, she could tell how scared he was yet he was more concerned about her catching a cold than anything. She cupped his face in her small palms as he set her on the bathroom counter, he looked into her eyes with his own troubled one.” I chose to give you chance to prove yourself and so far you haven’t given me a chance to want to run away.” She took a deep breath as his eyes filled with tears again,” I am not going anywhere, Alessio, even if one day something happens that forces me to leave you then I promise to say goodbye.” His breath hitched at her last words, the thought of her leaving him was gut wrenching. It was so repulsive that it made him want to throw up.” I wish that day never comes and if somehow a day has to come that you will leave me then I wish to die before I get to watch you leave, Bambi. You were gone for only half an hour yet it felt like thousands of years. I felt like I couldn’t breathe without you, Ava, so please don’t leave.” He practically pleaded with her.

Avanya felt her heart break as she saw how vulnerable he looked, she looked into his icy blue eyes which now looked so dull. He really was terrified of losing her,” I will never leave you unless you give me a reason to so don’t give me a reason to leave.” She assured him with a soft smile. He leaned forward and captured her lips into a deep, passionate kiss. His lips moved against hers sensually, Avanya moaned softly when he grabbed the back of her neck and pulled her even closer. His hot tongue ran along her soft, plumb lips coaxing her to open up for him. At first she refused but he had other plans to get her to bend to his will. He pulled her down onto his hard clothed dick and she gasped at the size of it. He took that chance to plunge his tongue into her hot, wet mouth tasting every inch of her. The temperature in the room rose rapidly as the two lovers began to grind against each other, they were desperate to feel each other’s skin. With their bodies pressed together and tongues making love to each other. Breaths all coming out in short pants, as their chests heaved heavily, hands all over each other.

He groped her ass tightly which earned him another moan from her, the sound made him groan and his pants tightened painfully. He needed her so much, he had been in control for all these months but after the scare she gave him today, he needed to feel every part of her. To assure himself that she was there and she was his. He desperately needed to feel connected to her in every way.” Please, let me have you, Neonata, I need you so much,” He pleaded in a husky tone. Avanya looked into his eyes, she could see his desperation and need for her. He had already proven himself to her, all this time that she had spent with him, he had been nothing but sweet to her. He showed her love and care, he proved with his actions how much she meant to him and he had succeeded in making her fall for him. She didn’t see any reason to refuse him, not when she wanted him. “Take me then, I am yours, Alessio, do whatever you want with me.” His breath hitched. He looked into her eyes searching for any reluctance but when he found none, he picked her up carefully and walked back to his room. He could’ve just taken her there and then, however, he wanted their first time to be in his room and on his bed. Alessio wanted to recall their first time each time he got in his room or slept on his bed.

Avanya smiled when he laid her down on the bed, he stood and stared at her silently. It made her frown as she didn’t understand why he was just standing there. Alessio didn’t take action, he just stood there with his head bowed as if waiting to take orders from his superior.” Is something wrong? “She asked in a small voice. He shook his head and bit his bottom lip. He was nervous, he didn’t know how to tell her what he wanted, and he had been mocked for it all his adult life hence, and he wasn’t sure how she’d react when he tells her. “Calm down, baby, tell me what’s going on? If you don’t want to do this anymore then…”He shook his head at her, she frowned at that. If he didn’t want to stop then what was bothering him? She couldn’t figure it out, she decided to stand up and stood in front of him. He didn’t lift his head, kept his gaze fixed on his shoes the whole time so she lifted his face and kissed him softly. He hummed into the kiss, his arms wrapped around her waist and pulled her closer gently. He opened his mouth for her when she bit his lower lip gently and he didn’t even bother to fight her for dominance which kind of shocked Avanya. She pulled back when they both ran out of air and leaned her forehead on his.

Alessio took a deep breathe with his eyes still closed but he opened them slowly when he felt her caress his cheeks softly.” Tell me what’s bothering you?” She coaxed him. He sighed before burying his face into her neck, his heart hammered against his rips and he tensed up a bit,” I- I n-need y-you t-to d-dominate me.” He stuttered nervously. Avanya frowned at his nervousness but her heart pounded when she finally registered his words. “You want me to dominate you? Are you trying to say you’re a submissive in the bedroom?” His hands tightened around her waist as he nodded. He was terrified of her reaction and couldn’t handle looking at her. Avanya on the other hand felt relieved because she hated the thought of being dominated. She had always been dominant in the bedroom which was why she never really had a boyfriend just a few casual hookups. She knew that it was hard for Alessio to admit that he wanted to be dominated and she admired his bravery.

It was a few seconds of silence before Avanya finally pulled Alessio out of his hiding place and kissed his forehead. “Undress me,” Her voice came out as a whisper. Alessio’s eyes widen for a split second before he did what he was told with a small smile on his face. He was honestly happy that Avanya did not feel disgusted with him. They have only known each other for a few months yet he was already so in love with her. The thought of living without her was so terrifying that he dreaded it. He decided to let go of all his negative thoughts and focus on the present, living in constant fear will do him no good anyways. Avanya watched the man in front of her, he was lost in thoughts, and he seemed to be in a fierce battle with his own mind by the way his frown kept intensifying. She sighed before she took one of his large hands and placed it on her breast.

Alessio was snapped out of his thoughts the second he felt his hand touch a small ball of softness, it was round and full. It fit his palm perfectly, he squeezed it gently which earned him a soft moan from the beauty in front of him. His eyes met her hooded ones as if seeking for permission, she bit her bottom lip as she gave him a nod. He used his other hand to cup her other breast. He was just feeling it up and squeezing them. Her nipples perked up at the attention so Alessio decided to shift his attention to them and he tweaked them lightly which made Avanya hiss.” Kneel.” She ordered in a husky voice and Alessio immediately dropped to his knees in front of her, he looked into her eyes with his dark ones and his breathe hitched ae to stop if you don’t want me taking you right here and now.” He spoke in a gruff tone. Avanya nodded in understanding and went to get off his lap but he held her in place. She gave him a questioning look, he shook his head at her not ready to let her go as of yet. Avanya leaned her head on his chest, they stayed like that for a few minutes before Alessio got up with her still in his arms and walked to his room. He got in bed with her on his chest and hummed softly to her so she’d fall back to sleep. Once she was sound asleep, he kissed her forehead lovingly and shut his eyes. He wanted to know what she was dreaming about, however, she was too shaken hence, he decided to wait until morning to ask her.

A booming sound jerked Alessio up from his slumber, he quickly relaxed when he realized it was raining cats and dogs outside and the booming sound was just a clash of thunder. His relieve was short lived though when he noticed that Avanya was missing. He got up to check her room but when he found it empty he began to panic. He tried calling her, however, her phone was off. He called out her name while running all over the house searching for her desperately only to be met with silence. His chest constricted as he began to panic, he always feared that one day she’d decide that she didn’t want to be with a kidnapper like him and leave. He didn’t fear going to jail but he feared losing her. He tried calling her many times, however, the phone went straight to voicemail. His world felt like it stopped moving as he fell on his knees with a thud. Tears streamed down his face as his chest heaved, he didn’t know where or why she left.

Alessio thought she had warmed up to him, did she finally decide she needed to escape his captivity? He had given her a choice though, he did kidnap her but he had also decided to let her go if it’s what she wanted. He regretted taking her the way he did, why would she leave without telling him. Was it about the nightmare? Did she have a nightmare about him and thought he would hurt her? Alessio’s mind was spiraling out of control as he tried to come up with a valid reason as to why she left. His face was pale as he tried to get his breathing under control, he was failing dismally and he knew he needed to take his meds. His attacks were always deadly ever since he was young. He had always needed to either take medicine or be knocked out in order to calm down. His meds were upstairs in his room, problem was he couldn’t move a muscle. Just when he thought he was going to suffocate to death, the front door opened and Avanya rushed in soaked by the rain. It was like he got a new lease of life as his entire body suddenly gained strength and he leaped for her as soon as she closed the door.

The poor girl was startled when she was suddenly yanked into a broad chest, she was about to panic but she smelt the musky, forest scent that Alessio had and calmed down. He was shaking all over as she held him, she didn’t fathom what was happening but she knew that he needed to feel her close. His hold kept growing tighter on her until she finally decided to pull back but even then he was reluctant to let her go.” What happened?” She asked in a worried tone. Alessio opened his mouth to talk but nothing came out of his mouth. He hated being so vulnerable, he opted to just hold her again and buried his face in the crook of her neck. Her scent calmed him down, he was able to get his breathing under control and push back his panic attack which was something that has never happened before. He had never managed to calm himself down without the help of medicine.

“Where did you go?” He breathed as looked at her soaked body, “You’re drenched, Neonata, what did you need so bad that you had to go out in such a weather?” He was really concerned for her, Avanya knew he’d freak out if he woke up and she wasn’t there but she had to leave. She was hoping he wouldn’t wake up until later on. With a heavy sigh, she bought the shopping bag that she hid in her coat showed it to him. He frowned before he took the bag to take a peek inside, his eyes soften as he saw what she had bought.” Why didn’t you wake me up and tell me that you’re on your period, Bambi? I could’ve gone and bought everything you needed.” He chided softly as he picked her up and took her upstairs so she could change out of her soaked clothes.

Avanya smiled softly, she could tell how scared he was yet he was more concerned about her catching a cold than anything. She cupped his face in her small palms as he set her on the bathroom counter, he looked into her eyes with his own troubled one.” I chose to give you chance to prove yourself and so far you haven’t given me a chance to want to run away.” She took a deep breath as his eyes filled with tears again,” I am not going anywhere, Alessio, even if one day something happens that forces me to leave you then I promise to say goodbye.” His breath hitched at her last words, the thought of her leaving him was gut wrenching. It was so repulsive that it made him want to throw up.” I wish that day never comes and if somehow a day has to come that you will leave me then I wish to die before I get to watch you leave, Bambi. You were gone for only half an hour yet it felt like thousands of years. I felt like I couldn’t breathe without you, Ava, so please don’t leave.” He practically pleaded with her.

Avanya felt her heart break as she saw how vulnerable he looked, she looked into his icy blue eyes which now looked so dull. He really was terrified of losing her,” I will never leave you unless you give me a reason to so don’t give me a reason to leave.” She assured him with a soft smile. He leaned forward and captured her lips into a deep, passionate kiss. His lips moved against hers sensually, Avanya moaned softly when he grabbed the back of her neck and pulled her even closer. His hot tongue ran along her soft, plumb lips coaxing her to open up for him. At first she refused but he had other plans to get her to bend to his will. He pulled her down onto his hard clothed dick and she gasped at the size of it. He took that chance to plunge his tongue into her hot, wet mouth tasting every inch of her. The temperature in the room rose rapidly as the two lovers began to grind against each other, they were desperate to feel each other’s skin. With their bodies pressed together and tongues making love to each other. Breaths all coming out in short pants, as their chests heaved heavily, hands all over each other.

He groped her ass tightly which earned him another moan from her, the sound made him groan and his pants tightened painfully. He needed her so much, he had been in control for all these months but after the scare she gave him today, he needed to feel every part of her. To assure himself that she was there and she was his. He desperately needed to feel connected to her in every way.” Please, let me have you, Neonata, I need you so much,” He pleaded in a husky tone. Avanya looked into his eyes, she could see his desperation and need for her. He had already proven himself to her, all this time that she had spent with him, he had been nothing but sweet to her. He showed her love and care, he proved with his actions how much she meant to him and he had succeeded in making her fall for him. She didn’t see any reason to refuse him, not when she wanted him. “Take me then, I am yours, Alessio, do whatever you want with me.” His breath hitched. He looked into her eyes searching for any reluctance but when he found none, he picked her up carefully and walked back to his room. He could’ve just taken her there and then, however, he wanted their first time to be in his room and on his bed. Alessio wanted to recall their first time each time he got in his room or slept on his bed.

Avanya smiled when he laid her down on the bed, he stood and stared at her silently. It made her frown as she didn’t understand why he was just standing there. Alessio didn’t take action, he just stood there with his head bowed as if waiting to take orders from his superior.” Is something wrong? “She asked in a small voice. He shook his head and bit his bottom lip. He was nervous, he didn’t know how to tell her what he wanted, and he had been mocked for it all his adult life hence, and he wasn’t sure how she’d react when he tells her. “Calm down, baby, tell me what’s going on? If you don’t want to do this anymore then…”He shook his head at her, she frowned at that. If he didn’t want to stop then what was bothering him? She couldn’t figure it out, she decided to stand up and stood in front of him. He didn’t lift his head, kept his gaze fixed on his shoes the whole time so she lifted his face and kissed him softly. He hummed into the kiss, his arms wrapped around her waist and pulled her closer gently. He opened his mouth for her when she bit his lower lip gently and he didn’t even bother to fight her for dominance which kind of shocked Avanya. She pulled back when they both ran out of air and leaned her forehead on his.

Alessio took a deep breathe with his eyes still closed but he opened them slowly when he felt her caress his cheeks softly.” Tell me what’s bothering you?” She coaxed him. He sighed before burying his face into her neck, his heart hammered against his rips and he tensed up a bit,” I- I n-need y-you t-to d-dominate me.” He stuttered nervously. Avanya frowned at his nervousness but her heart pounded when she finally registered his words. “You want me to dominate you? Are you trying to say you’re a submissive in the bedroom?” His hands tightened around her waist as he nodded. He was terrified of her reaction and couldn’t handle looking at her. Avanya on the other hand felt relieved because she hated the thought of being dominated. She had always been dominant in the bedroom which was why she never really had a boyfriend just a few casual hookups. She knew that it was hard for Alessio to admit that he wanted to be dominated and she admired his bravery.

It was a few seconds of silence before Avanya finally pulled Alessio out of his hiding place and kissed his forehead. “Undress me,” Her voice came out as a whisper. Alessio’s eyes widen for a split second before he did what he was told with a small smile on his face. He was honestly happy that Avanya did not feel disgusted with him. They have only known each other for a few months yet he was already so in love with her. The thought of living without her was so terrifying that he dreaded it. He decided to let go of all his negative thoughts and focus on the present, living in constant fear will do him no good anyways. Avanya watched the man in front of her, he was lost in thoughts, and he seemed to be in a fierce battle with his own mind by the way his frown kept intensifying. She sighed before she took one of his large hands and placed it on her breast.

Alessio was snapped out of his thoughts the second he felt his hand touch a small ball of softness, it was round and full. It fit his palm perfectly, he squeezed it gently which earned him a soft moan from the beauty in front of him. His eyes met her hooded ones as if seeking for permission, she bit her bottom lip as she gave him a nod. He used his other hand to cup her other breast. He was just feeling it up and squeezing them. Her nipples perked up at the attention so Alessio decided to shift his attention to them and he tweaked them lightly which made Avanya hiss.” Kneel.” She ordered in a husky voice and Alessio immediately dropped to his knees in front of her, he looked into her eyes with his dark ones and his breathe hitched a husky voice and Alessio immediately dropped to his knees in front of her, he looked into her eyes with his dark ones and his breathe hitched at how dominant she looked. “Tell me what you want and I’ll give to you, Amore mio.” His body shivered as her voice reached his ears.

He looked straight into her eyes,” I need you, I need all of you, to feel you and breathe you. I need to taste you, to know your soul, body and mind. I want you to engulf me in flames of your passion, to be consumed by your desire…” He choked as he saw the tears in her eyes. They were dark with desire yet also filled with so much emotion. She understood what he was asking for, he wanted her to mark him as hers forever. He was begging her to own him in every way possible. He didn’t care that he looked vulnerable in front of her, all her cared about was that he wanted to be hers.

“Alright then.” That was the only warning he got before he was suddenly pulled up and his mouth claimed. She was rough as well as demanding, a hand grabbed a fistful of his hair and tugged a little. He gasped in pleasure only to have her plunge her tongue in his mouth. She coaxed his sweet tongue into making love with hers before hers grew greedy. She wanted to taste every inch of his wet, hot haven so she drew him closer and tilted her head a little as she explored every nook and corner of his mouth.” You do realize that I’d be on my period soon, right?” She questioned after they pulled up for air.

Alessio shook his head at her,” I don’t care, you could’ve been on your period right now and it wouldn’t have bothered me. I love you to the point of insanity, Avanya, a little blood won’t harm me but losing you would destroy me.” His tone was firm and serious. She was surprised by his devotion to her, she couldn’t fathom what it was about her that made him go crazy for her. Not bothering to pounder over useless thoughts, Avanya slowly stripped the man while keeping her dark eyes on his. He seemed to be caught in a trance, he let her do whatever she wanted with him without a word. “So fucking sexy,” Avanya hummed, her delicate hands roamed his broad chest, down to his toned stomach until she wrapped one hand around his very erect cock and ran a thumb over the tip. He hissed at the touch. “Hmm, so hard and ready for me? Look at how your cock is twitching, so desperate for my touch.” She tsked as her hand stroked him softly, Alessio couldn’t keep up with his body anymore. His hands were tightly wrapped around her waist, he dropped his head on her shoulder panting. The low groans that escaped his lips told her that he liked whatever she was doing to him. He began thrusting in her hand gently, his mouth latched on her neck. Their moans filled the room, the sound of the rain in the background.

“Merda!” He cursed in a raspy voice when her pace increased, his mouth leaving her neck to take a deep breathe. Alessio knew he wouldn’t last long at this rate yet he held on for a while longer. Avanya was sweet and rough at the same time, she grabbed a fist full of his hair and pulled him away from her neck. He groaned in disappointment but didn’t utter a word in protest. He only looked into her eyes desperately, it was as if he was pleading with her to let him touch her. She smirked before pushing him to sit on the bed while she straddled his thighs. His eyes drifted from her to her round breasts, her nipples were hard and looked inviting so he looked up into her eyes again for permission.

When she nodded, he instantly latched on one while a hand cupped the other. She let out a moan at the sensation of his hot tongue on her sensitive bud. “That’s it, suck my breasts just like that, baby,” She encouraged while she raised her hips and lowered herself onto him in one swift motion. They both gasped as electric sparks ran through their bodies. “So tight, I don’t think I’ll be able to last with how incredible you feel.” Alessio gritted out. He got the feeling that that’s exactly what she wanted, she wanted to see him be putty in her hands. When she began moving, it was slow and passionate at first. Both of them panting and moaning together. Their hearts thundering, chests heaving and bodies drenched in sweat.

“Harder,” Alessio nearly begged,” Is that what you want? You want me to let go and fuck you?” She asked breathlessly as she grazed her teeth on his neck. He shivered beneath her, his grip on her tightened. “Yes…Fuck!” He roared as she pulled up all the way before pushing him on his back only to slam down on him hard. His hands went to grab her hips but she held his wrists and pinned them above his head. She rode his dick like there was no tomorrow, all he could do was grunt and writhe in pleasure. She was like a tigress, a complete savage and when he looked into her eyes, he gasped at the raw desire in them. It was pure and dark at the same time. Alessio knew he had released the beast within her then and when one of her hands wrapped around his throat, he was a goner. She only had to squeeze once and he immediately exploded inside her without warning. His dick twitched as strings of cum filled her to the brim. She didn’t falter in her pace though, she fucked every single drop of his cum out of him before she too came with a groan. Their bodies trembling with the intensity of their orgasm.