Chapter 46 Self-blame

"I hope so too." Xu Yihan sighed, "You don't know, during these days when my leg was injured, I have regretted for not practicing with all my strength. If I hadn't wasted time, I wouldn't have ended up like this."

  Before the accident, he thought he was quite diligent, but when he was really injured and couldn't move, couldn't practice, and could only watch others make progress while he was always standing still, he realized how much he had wasted time before.

  He could obviously be more diligent and hardworking. If he wasn't so lazy, maybe his cultivation would be one point higher, and with that point, he might not have been injured.

  For this, Xu Yihan often fell into regret and self-blame, but suffered from no chance to remedy it.

  But today he heard that there is a way to save his leg, and there is a way to cure the poison!

  This ignited endless hope in him. Although he didn't know what the method was, inexplicably, he felt that he had regained his passion for life and was no longer as decadent as before.

  "Master, it's not your fault, it's..."

  "Don't comfort me, I'm fine." Xu Yihan shook his head, "You know what? I just realized that I not only wasted the days when I could practice in the past, but also wasted these days when I can't walk. What on earth have I done these days..."

  As the master, he was dejected and became a hands-off boss, leaving everything to Liu Feng and the others.

  He was immersed in his own sadness and sorrow, but he ignored the entire sect. What kind of master is he!

  The more he thought about it, the more ashamed he felt.

  Liu Feng heard this, and there were a few tears in his eyes. He looked at Xu Yihan with relief, and finally smiled, "Master... you finally figured it out."

  Everyone cared about him, but no matter how they persuaded or comforted him, Xu Yihan couldn't get out of it.

  Unexpectedly, today, all this has changed!

  "I was wrong, I made too many mistakes." Xu Yihan took a deep breath, "I've decided, no matter what the result is with Jiuwei, I will start my own life again, and I can't let you take care of me anymore."

  ...

  Mo Jiuwei slept well again, but she was hungry when she woke up.

  [Hungry! Hungry! I want to drink milk! ]

  "Jiuwei is awake, come, eat quickly, I've heated it up for you a long time ago." Yi Xingyun took a small bowl and fed her mouthful by mouthful.

  Mo Jiuwei felt that the way Yi Xingyun looked at her today seemed... a little anxious?

  He seemed to be anxious about something.

  But in the world, eating is the most important thing.

  Cultivators can also eat fasting pills to prolong their lives. After reaching the golden elixir stage, they can not eat or drink and will not starve to death, but she is a baby, she must eat, otherwise how can she grow?

  After eating, Yi Xingyun carried Mo Jiuwei out, "Let's go, Senior Brother Yi will take you to find Uncle Liu and the others."

  [Why are you going to find them? ]

  [Don't you practice? ]

  Mo Jiuwei felt a little strange, but didn't think much about it, just burped.

  Oh, it's so happy to be a baby.

  When she walked to the front hall, Mo Jiuwei saw Ji Qingqing who was practicing swordsmanship.

  She wielded the family sword, her posture was light and powerful, and her wrist turned and the sword flowers flew, which was very pleasing to the eye.

  And her swordsmanship was also very proficient, as natural as flowing water, and she felt harmonious everywhere.

  When she finished practicing, she stopped and shouted happily-

  "Great, I finally practiced the fourth style. I didn't expect that the Baiwu Fruit would be so useful!"

  Ji Qingqing was so happy that she almost cried.

  When she first took the fruit, she didn't notice any changes. She still had doubts in her heart, thinking that it might be exaggerated and the actual effect was not that good.

  Until she got up early this morning to practice swordsmanship, she practiced the fourth style that she had never been able to learn. Unexpectedly, she felt a sense of enlightenment after practicing it for the first time.

  The details that I couldn't figure out before were now clear to me without any need to think about them, and I didn't have to memorize them. Everything was so logical.

  So this is the effect of the Hundred Enlightenment Fruit. It's really magical!     "Congratulations, this is a really good start." Du Yue smiled.

  "Yes, Junior Sister Ji, you must learn swordsmanship well in the future. Your family's swordsmanship depends on you to carry forward."

  Ji Qingqing smiled shyly and excitedly, "I will definitely work hard!"

  "Junior Sister is awake?" Meng Ling suddenly looked outside the door and said excitedly.

  This sentence immediately attracted everyone's attention. Everyone in the room looked outside the door, their eyes met Mo Jiuwei in Yi Xingyun's arms.

  Mo Jiuwei couldn't help but wonder——

  [What's going on? Why do I feel like they are waiting for me? ]

  [Did something happen? ]

  [Oh, the head is here too! It's really rare. ] Xu

  Yihan, who was rarely seen in January before, was actually sitting there drinking tea with everyone today. His face was less cold and looked very gentle.

  At this time, he looked at Mo Jiuwei with everyone, with a hint of tension in his eyes.

  "Well, it's okay... We thought Junior Sister was sick, otherwise why would she sleep for so long." Du Yue explained with a dry laugh.

  "Yeah, it looks like you're still healthy now, not bad." Hu Jiu also smiled.

  [Oh, that's why.]

  [How could I get sick? I'm in good health, very strong!]

  "Um, Master, didn't you say that your legs hurt all night yesterday?" Liu Feng suddenly asked.

  The topic was changed very abruptly, and at this time Xu Yihan was holding a cup of tea and drinking it slowly, with a faint smile on his face.

  Hearing Liu Feng's words, he seemed to be choked, and then hurriedly put down the teacup.

  "Ahem... yes, yes." He wiped the tea stains from the corner of his mouth with his sleeve, and reached out to touch his leg. "It really hurt yesterday... Alas, since my leg was poisoned, this kind of pain has become very common. I should be used to it."

  "What can I do? Master, you have ice spirit roots. If it weren't for your leg, your cultivation could be even higher."

  "Yes, it's a pity that we have found many alchemists, but none of them can cure it."

  "Does the master have to live like this for the rest of his life, sitting in a wheelchair?"

  Everyone talked one after another, and in a short while, they went from talking and laughing to sighing.

  Mo Jiuwei blinked and felt that this scene... changed a little suddenly.

  But she was still attracted by everyone's words.

  [It hurts again at night? This is normal. This poison is a continuous attack. It hurts more from time to time, which is quite torturous. ]

  [It would be better if the poison was detoxified earlier, so that the master can stand up again. ]

  [He has an ice spiritual root. This shows that the Xianlai Sect is not bad. There are actually two cultivators with different spiritual roots. This should be impossible in other small sects. ]

  [This shows that there is still some foundation. ]