Useless [August 25, 2020]

The feeling of everything crashing down upon you is horrible, finding out that something you rely on has been cut, feeling alone - perhaps useless.

Having college funding cut is hard, As I know I will be paying for all of this semester from pocket. I feel so alone. I did not push myself to work hard, to hand it all in, to even do the work. I struggled due to that (and not having the resources I needed). 

Feeling the world crash down upon yourself is horrible, you feel like your trying to breathe underwater - you struggle to breathe, each inhale is replaced by pain. You feel like your dying.