maybe

My life is really fragile I like to say that I manage but it's not easy. I would like to say that this dark place does not scare me but am only 12 ,a child's mind is most crazy in the dark. However maybe monsters do exist and children don't just imagine it ,maybe adults know it as well but don't like to believe it.maybe I died or maybe I didn't but I know that the world believes that I died along with my parents and elder sisters that night, I know am alive but in this case I couldn't be more dead than alive and I wish that was true.