One of the good things—and I can now brag about it—is that I finally don't have to work 60 hours a week for almost nothing anymore. I received a small amount of money, and I remember perfectly the feeling of needing to eat something at night and having nothing to eat.
Leonard handed me the payment for the last mission, even though I didn't complete it. He admitted that he was wrong to trust me with the mission, saying that Ellen and I weren't strong enough. I showed no reaction upon hearing that. He left my room, and I stayed there, staring at the ceiling, feeling angry at myself. It feels like I'm stuck in time, unable to evolve.
Regardless, there are only a few days left until the tournament, and I will do my best to understand my affinity.
I'm eating a sandwich made of bread, meat, lettuce, tomato, potatoes, and other things I don't even know the names of. Ellen forced me to eat it because she had tried it before, liked it a lot, and decided I should try it too.