Guilt & remorse

The next morning, Yushi wasted no time. Determined to help Siya, she made her way to the psychotherapy center where Siya was staying. She found her in the garden, sitting quietly in a secluded corner, absorbed in her own thoughts. The sight of Siya's forlorn figure tugged at Yushi's heartstrings. She felt a profound sadness for the young woman who had been so deeply hurt.

Yushi approached Siya gently, knowing that the conversation she was about to have would be difficult. She sat down beside Siya and began speaking softly, her tone filled with empathy and concern.

"Siya," Yushi began, "I need to tell you something important. It's about Anshu and everything that's happened."

Siya looked up, her eyes heavy with resignation. Yushi continued, recounting the truth about Anshu and her own actions as his therapist. She explained the extent of the deception, how Anshu had used Siya for his own satisfaction rather than genuinely caring for her. Yushi revealed the painful reality that Anshu's affections were not sincere and that his behavior had been selfish and manipulative.

As Yushi spoke, Siya listened intently. There was a mixture of emotions playing across her face—pain, relief, and a deep sadness. She wasn't entirely shocked by the revelations; deep down, she had suspected something was wrong. The confirmation of her fears only added to her guilt and despair.

"I knew something was off," Siya admitted quietly. "But I couldn't bring myself to accept it. I've caused so much pain for my family. I don't deserve to recover. I don't even want to try."

Yushi was deeply moved by Siya's admission. The guilt and self-blame that Siya carried were overwhelming. She understood that convincing Siya to seek treatment would not be easy, given the depth of her remorse.

Realizing that she needed more support, Yushi reached out to Siya's friends. They arrived at the center, their faces etched with concern. They had been informed of the situation and were ready to offer their unwavering support. They gathered around Siya, their presence a tangible reminder of the love and concern they had for her.

Despite their heartfelt efforts to convince her to accept help and focus on her recovery, Siya remained stubbornly resistant. She was overwhelmed by her own feelings of guilt and shame, which clouded her ability to see the support and care that surrounded her.

Her friends spoke to her about the importance of healing—not just for herself but for those who loved her and wanted to see her well. They reminded her that recovery was not about forgetting the past but about moving forward and finding peace. They reassured her that the mistakes and deceptions of the past did not define her worth and that accepting help was a crucial step towards healing.

Despite their sincere efforts, Siya remained unyielding. Her inner turmoil was too great, and her feelings of guilt overshadowed her willingness to seek recovery. Yushi and Siya's friends left the center with heavy hearts, knowing that while they had tried their best, the journey to healing would require Siya's own willingness to confront her pain and accept the support offered to her.

As Yushi departed, she hoped that Siya would eventually come to terms with the truth and find the strength to begin her healing journey. The road ahead was uncertain, but Yushi remained hopeful that with time and continued support, Siya would find a way to navigate through her sorrow and move towards a path of recovery and self-acceptance.