Chapter 67:Two Half's of a whole

After a long day of playing with our dragons we ended up camping the night in the field, it wasn't too hot, the stars were nice and bright. It was just a perfect day night and we decided fuck it.

So Seokjin and Hoseok quickly went back to the house literally riding their dragons, and came back with food, blankets and pillows, marshmallows and biscuits for s'mores.

We made a fire and enjoyed a night with our dragons and each other underneath the stars. At the end of the night falling asleep next to the fire and Hoseok burned his toe on it.

The next morning we were woken up by Delores, "Wakey Wakey my little dumplings~ Today we are going to learn how to ride our dragons isn't that so exciting." That gay little faggot..

Wait.

I'm a faggot.

Fucking gosh how do you insult this thing.

We all grumbled and I saw Taehyung throwing something at Delores but I heard nothing else, we ended up getting up after like an hour of annoyed grumbling.

The day went as expected, some of us got it first try some of us fell on our asses some of us nearly died cough cough me.

Yuna kept flying too quickly, but Taehyung got it immediately, the moment he got into Tsuriko they were like two halfs of a whole. I was a bit jealous but I got it. We all did.

The key was to not be afraid, and we trusted our dragons, Jimin ended up learning how to but was third wheeling Namjoon, Yoongi said that Arisaka was the best for Jimin to learn on a drogan that isn't his. Since she was light and gentle, she wouldn't mess up the way Jimin rides when Douyanlee grows up.

Yoongi says that each dragon has a specific way they fly, and each rider has a specific way they ride. Like a handwriting, or a voice. Or artstyle, each to their own.

That's why it was important that Jimin can still ride but he's not taking a dragon with a strong flight, like Kasuko would've been a disaster. He's too rough. And if Jimin gets used to that it'll be hard for him to adjust.

But Namjoon didn't like it that much for some reason, he looked so uncomfortable.

"Hyung-!" I yelled out, running after him so I could talk to him, "Why were you so weird with Jimin, is everything Okey?" I asked, everyone was going back home but he wanted to take Arisaka for a walk which I was gonna do the same thing anyway so I just followed along.

He smiled, "I don't want to ruin things..." With whom...

I looked at him a bit, "Hyung.. I'm with Taehyung now, and I know the truth.. if you love him, then what's stopping you?"

"I won't be doing that until you're sure.. because I don't think you are, and if I get inbetween you two again... It's not as easy as just ghosting each other. I don't want whatever that'll happen, to happen." Namjoon spoke with seriousness, I hate it when he used that tone.

"But you're not denying it." I say, noticing a pattern. He never denied loving him, why? Seeing him just smile at me and continue walking answered that question.

He is in love with Jimin. But who can blame him? I know I can't...

I didn't really know what to say and just stood there for a few seconds, then simply got onto Yuna and went for a ride.

We ended up coming back after dark and when I checked the time it was already 9 pm, I didn't realize time had gone by so quickly.

I went to bed and saw Taehyung cuddling with Tsuriko, I smiled to myself seeing him being here even if I'm not. I gently cuddled into him and spooned him, holding him tightly as Yuna went and joined Tsuriko who moved to the foot of the bed.

They both have their own dog beds but never use either, and at the end of the day we didn't care all too much.

I heard Taehyung moving around, I got a bit and worried I had woken him up, but he soon calmed down and slept comfortably, I buried my face into his neck and sniffed, calming down down and slowly drifting into sleep myself.

The next morning I woke up still in the same position, only Taehyung had turned around and hugged me instead of being spooned.

I smiled and kissed him, waking him up accidentally, he grumbled and buried his face into my chest, "Fuck off.." he mumbled, I kissed his forehead and turned to check the time, "It's ten already.." I mumbled, shaking him with my arms, "Noooo....!" His sweet, deep, morning voice spoke up clearly angry at me. I smiled, taking his hair and pulling at it, forcing him to look up at me so I could kiss him deeply.

He hit me and pulled away, "Come on, your breathe stinks.." he mumbled, laying on my shoulder, breathing a bit more heavily then he normally would.

Along with that I realized his heart was also beating faster, I looked at him touching his forehead to check for a fever. I immediately got more worried and went to get Namjoon, me having been sick i didn't want him to catch anything.

Namjoon quickly came and Taehyung didn't even know what the fuck was going on, just laying there half asleep. Me also being in just my underwear I got a pair of sweatpants but didn't bother with anything else.

Namjoon did a brief checkup and concluded that it was probably just because he was out in the cold the previous night. I admit I didn't really trust his opinion, not anything personal. I was just worried.

So I stayed with him sleeping all day far far away on the little rocking chair in the corner, I played on my Nintendo for most of the day until finally he woke up at 2:43 pm.

I quickly put the game down and asked how he feels, he looked at me weird and scoffed, "What are you talking about?" Well that's a good sign.

"Ha, I was worried about you, you had a fever this morning." I said, a small sigh of relief, he chuckled and turned over facing me, I sat down on the floor next to the bed as we started talking. Turns out he didn't even know he was sick, just tired.

Eventually we got dressed and showed ourselves to society for the first time today. At 3:27 we entered the out, as Tae would say.

I saw Jimin coming back inside just as I was leaving my bedroom, behind Taehyung pulling me by my hand. I made eye contact with him as I continued walking to the kitchen, Taehyung not even caring, "Hey chimmie," He said with a small smile, "What were you doing outside?" He asked, still heading to the kitchen while Jimin followed us, my eyes still remaining on his.

"I was just helping Jin Hyung with some gardening, Namjoon said you were sick, you doing okay?" Jimin seemed to avoid me as always, I just got my blood and continued with life. Going outside while Taehyung and Jimin spoke, I went to see Jin in the garden, "Jimin said he was helping you? You didn't call me.." I mumbled, pouting and hurt, "Gardening is supposed to be our thing."

"You hate gardening with me, and I thought you'd rather stay with Tae." He said, his voice is back to normal now, it almost seems worse then it was before, i got so used to his voice that i almost forgot I nearly broke his nose.

I smiled, "I don't hate it, I complain about everything." I sat down next to him, and watched him smile brightly, "You want it to be just you and me? I'm sure Jiminie won't mind." I shook my head, "No, everyone deserves a bit of Seokjin Hyung every so often." I sipped my blood and used my other hand to hand him the garden fork.

I could still hear them talking in the kitchen, "Aww, he's so cute." "He acts like he hates everything and now look at him." "No... I think he's embarrassed cause gardening is 'girly' to him." "No its not, haha, he just doesn't want to admit he likes hanging out with Jin Hyung." Losers, watching a man garden from the kitchen window? And I'm not embarrassed.

"I love hanging out with you Hyung," I said suddenly, he looked up at me immediately, he looked so shocked. I smiled, "What? I love you." I admitted, I swear I saw tears in his eyes.

Am I really so bad? I'm trying my best to learn how to show these emotions, and to stop my petty and childish behaviour. I guess it was never important before, I only ever had Hoseok and Yugyeom to worry about. And they knew, they knew so loved them. They knew what they meant to me and I never had to say it, nor did I ever have a need to be 'mature' or care about others feelings. But now I need to be more considerate, it's hard for me, but I'm trying. And one thing I know is important, is to never be embarrassed of loving someone.

And I do love him, Seokjin is my Hyung, he's my big brother. After everything's we've been threw together I'm not gonna be embarrassed to say it.

His reaction? He just said thanks, just a quick "Thanks, Koo, I love you too." And he continued, i know it must've been hard for him not to attack me with love and affection, but I like how he tried so hard to match my vibe.

He's most certainly not the type to just act cool about it, he's sappy, but he cared more about not making me uncomfortable then making himself happy.

I continued smiling and leaned my head onto his shoulder as he continued, and soon so did I. We didn't speak about it, we just continued gardening together and Jimin didn't come back. I'm pretty sure mostly because he didn't want to but probably just to give me some Hyung time.

By nighttime we had a few vegetables to cook and a bunch of bug bites, no angel leaches though. We went inside and I decided to help him to cook as well, just having a Jin day for me.

The next few days went about the same, just living our lives with five new dragons around the house.

We all went for daily rides on our dragons and soon found out that Yoongi has motherfucking wings, though no one was too surprised. Jimin switched to sitting in front of Namjoon instead of behind him, and Shaolyn likes dipping into the ocean. But that's all that's really new.

We were just learning tricks with our dragons, though nobody really knew why we needed these yet. We just all went along with it and had fun, however, Jimin was usually dropped off when Namjoon was learning. It didn't really make sense for them to be together when in just a bit Jimin will have his own, Yoongi said that Douyanlee was already showing signs of growing up. Yoongi said it was like what happened to me, that he'd just wake up one day and be ten times bigger but there are signs, like a snake shedding his skin.

For one it's apparently mating season for him, so he's humping against everything and whimpering and whining like a dog even when there's no reason to.

Though Jimin didn't care all too much, he was just happy to have Douyanlee and he said he wouldn't trade him for the world. Which, same, I've only had Yuna for a few days and I'd literally just drop dead if anything happened to her.

And everyone seemed to think the same, they were all attached to their dragons and everybody thinking they had the best one at once kept ending in disasters like races and strength tests that simply exhausted the dragons. Though they seemed to enjoy it more like games then competitions, and Yoongi said that if the dragons where actually competing we'd know. And we better hope we don't bring them to that so we slowed down with the competitions.