The Dreamer Who Killed the World

>>I am God, but not Yahweh God, not Jehovah, not Allah, not Elohim, not even Shaddai. How a man, such an insignificant being dares to call himself God, if he does not believe the air, the earth, the stars and all the celestial bodies of the universe and even the universe itself...simple, because I am the God of men, just as the Greeks had Zeus as the God of lightning, Athena as the goddess of wisdom, among other Gods of the different polytheistic religions of planet earth, but, how someone like me can say such blasphemy, well...that is something you will know, as you continue reading this.A long time ago in the year 2030, I was a mere mortal like all of you, well, not exactly since everyone lives and is born in specific places and even times in the history of this planet, in my case, I was born to a very low class family in Detroit, I was the youngest in a family of ten siblings....Note: There were unnecessarily too many of us, but unfortunately with all the means of contraception and abortion, there are still people in this day and age who give birth like rabbits.To my misfortune, I was a straight white kid in a suburb full of Latinos, blacks, among other races coming from various parts of the world, an ethnic mess full of hate, resentment, war, crime etc. As the awakened, woke, progressive people say that the whites are racists, as well as all that garbage of people burned by life, which if they are sincere all the races of the planet have their racism either positive (but what garbage I just said) or negative (All racism is negative), but anyway what I am left with.... ah yes, I remember, because I bring this up, for the simple fact that I am not racist, despite the bad reputation that Americans for not wanting to say Americans we have racism towards African Americans among other immigrants who have come to this country, the truth is that I do not have that inherent discrimination that some Americans have to immigrants, after all, despite living in a living war zone, I found friends who were . ...no, they are my family even though they were not perfect, they gave me the love that my family could never give me, but to my misfortune, I felt like I was a pearl given to pigs, an eagle in a hen house, while I am not a racist and do not discriminate against anyone...I realized that I was bigger than I could or thought I was.While I survived by helping various criminal gangs in illicit acts because I had no choice, I was not one of those who deliberately went out on the streets to steal, sell drugs, among other things, but I was someone more sophisticated as I used the computer of one of my classmates to perform my misdeeds on the internet as: scam, hacking, Phishing, among others. I was a genius and even earned a very good fortune that I was able to multiply thanks to trading, stock market and especially money laundering. This was the perfect crime, I could get away with my cyber-crimes, once I understood that I had enough money to make my own life, I had to free myself from my biological family and my other family.I am going to tell you another anecdote that will help you to know me better and to know where the threads are going. When I was a child, I had a teacher who was like a light in the darkness of my life, it was not that I was in love or something.... degenerates, but that he gave me the courage I needed in my life as a human being, our relationship was like that of Matilda and Mrs. Honey from the movie Matilda 1996, one of my favorite movies during the moments when I lose my humanity, I would go every day religiously to her house after school, with the pretext that I was going to study there (which I really did but I will explain it later) where the professor taught me the wonders of science, the beauty of literature, he told me the stories of this country and other countries with an unparalleled passion, in addition to the power of nature among other things like art, etc..I learned more with him, than in the crappy school, it seems more like a damn jail of indoctrination of the masses...anyway, if I'm honest, I was not bad in studies, but I do not like to do homework, the simple fact of wasting my time, my energies in that kind of things, was something inconceivable to me, because all that information, I stored it in my heart (plus I kept myself constantly updated ). ...well, I also put myself to work in computer criminal actions, both personal and for the gang I am in. Because of this way of thinking I had, it got me in trouble with the teachers because I always made it clear, I was never going to do homework for them, especially when I finished the exams in record time so the teachers thought I was cheating by stealing the answers to the exams, so they gave me very complex exams with all the malice in the world, even so I passed them like a God, I challenged the school to take special exams to skip courses and waste as little time as possible to take repetitive courses, although I had to limit myself because some of my relatives wanted me to help them to charge their classmates for doing homework to others, among other jobs to earn more money, but charging for that kind of crap especially when they were things that are not so difficult, if it were not because the bastards of my classmates, were more brutes than shit and shit is smarter than them. ...I can't believe how in this world so many people are born that live too much on this planet, I think that euthanasia is not such a crazy idea after all, but that would take away the essence of life and not everyone has to be like me, everyone finds their place in the world...I think.Continuing with the teacher thing, this having to work for stupid people, I got fed up to colossal levels, to such a degree that I got to charge more expensive for each task I did for them or did the explanation or whatever in such an elaborate way that deliberately the teachers knew that it was me who did it. This made me have many enemies, so I had to reach an agreement with the bullies of the class to be my bodyguards, although this did not last long as they want to take advantage of me, so I had to shield me with my family to stop them. What a shitty life, I almost didn't go to the teacher's house because of that, from time to time I would sneak out of the house or not go to school forging excuses to be with the teacher. This caused me to neglect my criminal activities with the gang causing them to take action on the matter, the teacher noticed that I did not go to school and run away from home so he advised me to leave that life and go to school, so I listened to him, I decided to leave that life once and for all, but unfortunately the damage was done. One day the teacher, whom I considered as a father disappeared, but... I knew where he was since I left him. I knew where he was since I left him a keychain with a tracker that I had bought through the darknet, besides that by means of some programs that break the keys of the cell phones, I read the conversations with respect to the professor among others, those bastards believe that I did not watch them, I knew that they were going to dispatch the professor, however, I never said anything to the professor since if I did it I could get in trouble or worse, so I used this as an excuse to perpetrate my diabolical plan, my freedom from that hell called home.My revenge consisted in the following way, thanks to everything I learned during my cyber-crimes, I understood that information is very important in the world of social networks, so lighting the fuse of the war of my gang against the worst gang in my neighborhood was enough to send to hell the whole neighborhood, but in case you are wondering, yes, I was orphaned. I was orphaned, the war was so strong that it left a trail of blood and destruction all over the place, no one was left alive, I don't care about that, I know it sounds like I'm a monster, I know I have no absolute justification in the disgrace I just did but... I'm not going to let myself be orphaned. ... I will not allow them to use me as a tool to make money, to tell me that I am trash and that I am not allowed to dream, they didn't even let me carve my own path in order to get them out of poverty, out of that filth called home, they like it like shit so let them eat shit IN HELL... I think I did a favor to humanity in eliminating us, so a new period of my life would come, all thanks to child protection.Unfortunately, the first three families, although they were a thousand times better than the crappy family I had, were not what I was looking for, so I devised several ways to change my family until I found the perfect family, the Brooks family. This family is a great addiction for me, especially that they are a very famous family of scientists, especially that they were looking to adopt gifted children or young people to turn them into men and women who were going to change the world forever, so without much effort I demonstrated my abilities in front of them, without thinking twice they adopted me, it was the happiest day of my life and the beginning of my rise to glory.The Brooks family is a family of scientists made up of Mrs. Brooklyn Brooks, a famous scientist in the field of medicine, winner of the Nobel Prize in medicine and technology thanks to her contributions in the use of nanobots in order to make more accurate diagnoses in order to detect future catastrophic diseases or with greater probability that the patient will have such a disease, and the man who saw the future in me, as well as the person I respect most on the face of the earth, Mr. Chaser Brooks.From the beginning, Mr. Chaser, showed no interest in me since I went unnoticed, especially with the record I had in the police despite being a minor, I was a scum for him, but he put me in doubt because curiously, I do not know if it was a divine coincidence or what, but he and the professor were friends, besides the professor had talked about me during his video calls, so I consider it something divine since God was on my side, so Mr. Chaser gave me several tests to prove my worth, those tests were worse than all the exams I took to skip courses, I gave myself body and soul to pass those tests, studying day and night without ceasing, I took short and restful breaks so that all the information would lodge in my heart, all the tests were not worth anything to him, but the real test was in a week, he did not allow me to study at all, I could not read, nothing, just recreate and rest.For a week just doing nothing, I could do anything I wanted, but I could not deviate from my goal, so I began to theorize about it, so I could come to the conclusion that it could be one of these transcendental questions that human beings ask themselves. Although, since he's a scientist, he's sure to ask me the question of all questions. After a week had passed, I received the test on the plains of a beautiful field in Texas, a place full of nature and life, he gave me a sheet of paper with only one question on it: What is the purpose for which mankind was created?That question is the hardest question I have ever been asked in my whole life, especially that I only had one chance because, if I didn't answer it right, I would be sent back to child protection, I was supposed to be nervous, but I wasn't because I knew the answer. I didn't sit in the chair, but lay down on the grass, hugged the leaf, pointed to the sky and said: Humanity was created to go to heaven, when humanity tried to build the tower of babel, God divided their languages not only because of his ambition of wanting to be God, but because it was not the right way, humanity had to go through many eras to get out of the planet, but it was not for the reason of being God, but to show who was the superior country, but they did not realize that this is the right way, Thanks to our satellites we can know the confines of the universe but we cannot witness the wonders of the universe in our own flesh, humanity has created machines to make life easier, to detach us from that inherent need for survival, so we must forget our differences, united as brothers and dedicate ourselves generation after generation to conquer the universe.With that answer I managed to enter his family for good, I entered the best universities where I focused on careers such as medicine, theoretical physics, electromechanics, among others, I was and am a machine for absorbing knowledge, so that was the platform to begin to change the world forever. Once I had passed all the careers I needed, I first sought to eliminate the energy crisis, although this was not going to cost me almost nothing as I focused on improving the hadron accelerator so that it could produce a large enough amount of dark matter to then build a dark matter to electrical energy converter, while doing this I had to eliminate some vermin that prevented me from making one of the biggest energy changes of humanity, so if I wanted humanity to get rid of the black gold once and for all I had to get my hands dirty once again.So under the table I decided to start a dirty campaign to prevent those oil bastards from destroying everything I had started to build, I remembered several technological wars that had happened in humanity as the war between alternating and direct current or when the man who invented the mechanism that allows the car to be propelled by water, without the need to change to an electric car, disappeared, but this time, I am worse scum than them. At the same time, I was perfecting a mechanism to replace the gasoline engine of all vehicles on the planet with a dark matter engine. This war that had begun I decided to use my money that I had saved with my cyber-crimes in the past, I used several pseudonyms to go unnoticed in the darknet since I had forged great friendships, so I resorted to the best saboteurs, extortionists, crackers, hackers, agents of chaos to win this war. Everything was going according to plan, I was winning the war, my methods were too brutal and ruthless, although unlike what I did to my gang and my family, innocent people were going to be left in the middle of my conflict of interest, but something that taught me the first and second world war is when I read it I had read is that, many of the great technological advances that changed the world forever were born of those wars, that means that the world did not care much to do a favor to mother nature and cool the planet a little.Time was taking its toll, although I had already managed to win the energy war, I needed more time because this had just begun, I had many more inventions to change the world, so I decided to work on biological immortality. To achieve this feat, I had to work with another group of scientists, where I met the love of my life, her name was Kathyln Brenner. This is not a physical love, what attracted me to her, is that she is a faithful follower of my ideals, never in my life had I found something that would make my cruel and cold heartbeat, but to my misfortune, I was an old man of 70 and she was a woman of 20 to 25, for a scientist, she was more beautiful than a model and in a slightly derogatory way an actress of adult films, because she had the body of a Goddess. Thanks to her, is that I could achieve biological immortality since I use the work of my adoptive mother, but with the improvement that the nanobots can restore at the cellular level the old cells to their original state, finally I was young again, she also did the same to be with me by my side... unfortunately, we could not have children, although that did not matter to us, a part of me, if she cared, but nothing, that's part of the sacrifices for progress...no.Thanks to this invention, she and I had the opportunity to change our looks, at least every thirty years, so that our inventions could be accepted by the new generations, we were unstoppable, we had changed the world forever, there was no more poverty or at least, no one could complain about the lack of basic services, there were no wars, everything was peace and tranquility but I had not yet fulfilled the promise of father, the conquest of the universe, with all the needs solved, what could go wrong. One of the reasons I stayed sane, were the children, while I could no longer have one, listening to their dreams their longings, was what kept me alive, from time to time I would send work to hell to visit the children, Kathyln did not like this, but she would join me and began to take a liking to them, plus the men and women who would join our projects. However good things may look, we had created a monster.You may wonder how in the utopia that we had created, it should be perfect but no, there were still problems, to our misfortune there were, everyone was already comfortable, calm, asphyxiated, intoxicated in that diabolical peace to the point that nobody wanted to work, nobody wanted to study, nobody wanted to progress, the suicide rate was increasing because nobody found their place in the world, nobody wanted to have children, there were no more children in the nurseries and we no longer had new scientists because there was no more research to be done, everything was automated and more and more useless problems arose, which made us lose our sanity and our project of conquering the universe could not be carried out due to the aforementioned problems, we had no support from anyone since everyone was intoxicated by that peace, that tyrannical peace that I had created, I had so much rage in my heart that I only needed one case to lose my head.I remember there was a saying that one of the most iconic villains in popular culture once said: it only takes one bad day to turn the sanest man into a deranged lunatic and that day came. One day like any other, someone leaked my personal information, all my misdeeds were discovered, with that they managed to funar my true self, while that hurt me that history catalogs me as a villain, that's what I'm going to give you damn ungrateful, parasites of life, at the end of the day I regret dedicating all my time, effort and sacrifice to this race so ungrateful, parasites of life, at the end of the day I regret dedicating all my time, effort and sacrifice to this race so ungrateful, parasites of life, at the end of the day I regret dedicating all my time, Fortunately when they thought they had me behind bars, we managed to evolve into a new being, from the DNA of lizards and Turritopsis nutricula, so we are immortal beings so we disappeared without a trace, but not before showing my last card.After I won the energy war I built the ragnarok satellites, more powerful than the H-bomb, this weapon consists of launching a powerful energy beam with the ability to destroy cities, entire countries and even continents as one can destroy the entire largest city in the world with a single shot, unfortunately for humanity there were more than a dozen of them scattered around the world as each power had more than five since I sold them the plans as a merchant of death under various pseudonyms, I never thought I could use them for this purpose, so through a vulnerability that only I knew, I activated the satellites in unison to annihilate the cradles of human civilization as these weapons have a terrifying range of destruction, cities, states, countries, continents fell that day, more than 10 billion people died that day, finally the world was cold, unfortunately Kathyln left my side since what was there was despicable, although not so much because there were two billion left, so it was not so bad, I did not destroy the dark matter power stations, so they could have energy to survive and the ragnarok weapons became unusable after this since I made them fry their circuits, The good thing about these satellites is that they have the advantage that they are not radioactive because what the satellite fires is a high power light beam, so with a little earth work, humanity can rise again, although I exceeded with the beam because several continents ended up dividing as Eurasia, Africa, and America that I split it into three parts, because the rays were so powerful that left screams in the continents that ended up falling off. I was satisfied with the results, unfortunately mankind, they are resentful children and began to chase me like a dog.I secluded myself in a place where no one could find me, since the very unfortunate ones managed to build cities where they can survive, even so, this is not over until, since my mission to colonize space is about to begin along with my new dreamers, the new humanity that are scattered throughout this new world just need a push so we can go to heaven and conquer God's creation, that's why the game for the ascension to heaven has begun.