Chapter 10

My personal growths

I have growing up my wings but I can't enable to recognized them or use them for my

personal flying around the Planet, I realized there must be something holding my

wings so I couldn’t fly away but I wonder what could be that holding my wings, it’s

so stuck and I can't able to operating my wings ' what was the reasons, Location?

economic collapse? or someone holding me spiritually.

What is my final day to be able to fly away, I pushing everything to finalize my flying'

it’s right time to fly higher and higher' I’m grown man already, it's a time to lands on

the moon or somewhere in milky way galaxy? Receptionist at Brain2fact LTD: I still looking forward or find out what prevent me to do so' with all my efforts and

energy but I still unable to fly to the moon. I have to use my power this time to win

my final flying and I hope I can do it straight.

Also I admitted why do I show my little startup wings that has growing, which means

that must be reason holding my back from flying because people lack of helps and also

they try to drag you down when you start claiming up or trying to fly away; this is

reason holding my back and I must be coming out this year walking like Egyptian.

Grown man is what I see myself on the mirror' I can be doing every types of fly' I can

be Leader, Manager, entrepreneur but between location or being drag is what is

behind me' but I must overcome it this year' it's my year; for personal developing

myself in career growth, leading Enterprise, I’m capable of those previous things, and

then in September 2023 I had little push on career growth that I was promoted from

office boy to Receptionist at headquarter of 6 companies’ it was exactly little

achievement in time, Career growth in business meanwhile I got other career growth

in politic that I was number three behind chairman Of KDMP.

My prominent came on with my precious researches on Excited extraterrestrials beings

and space exploration researches" when I made a deepest researches on multiverse,

trillions of galaxies and Stars, our Milky way galaxy where we humans lives in with our own star (Sun) in center and surrounded by planets and moons' other outer-life

forms next to our neighboring planets and our neighboring galaxies"

Andromeda Galaxy, Black Eye Galaxy, Large Magellanic Cloud, Cigar Galaxy,

Comet Galaxy, Pinwheel Galaxy, Cartwheel Galaxy, Cosmos Redshift 7, Antennae

galaxies, Backward galaxy, Milky Way, Sombrero Galaxy, Triangulum Galaxy, Bear

Paw Galaxy, Eye of Sauron, Hockey stick galaxies, IC 10, NGC 2608, Tadpole

Galaxy, Whirlpool Galaxy.

My personal growth started when I overcame the block in my 10s:

Back in the village there was one bitter heart relative from mother's side the guy was

so bitter at me' full of hate, self-centered and greed' I thought I actually grown up at

his watching' I noticed him in my 10s, when he tries block me from attending primary'

during opening of School in 02/02 2005 I was a first pupil to appear in our primary

School, Mangok primary School' he came to my mother and request telling her your

son must not go to school' I want him to looks after our livestock, mother didn't

understand the purpose of School back then' she never realized what this guy trying

to do is blocking her only son from attending his studies that may straight his future'

when I came home at evening hours, when I went out to Play football with friends.

I found my mother was waiting for me to tell me what was her relative said' mother

convinced me since she knew me I didn't accept anything being said to me unless I

find out myself" mother said' Dengdit I have to tell you something and it's up to you

accept or not, I don't have an idea since you don't believe anything I told you even

though I'm your mother' I ask her what was that mom' she said" you're maternal uncle

came here today and request you to look after their cows, I said' what about studies?

She said" he told her you are not allowed to go to School, nobody will look after the cows, I told mother' Mom listen here' I'm attending School by all means whether your

uncle son love it or not.

I will also find out if his children attend studies or not' if I find out his children went

for registration' I will have problem with you and him' then my mother" rushing in

telling me’ don't involve me in this' he was the one requesting you' in another day I

went to ask about his children attend primary school' I ask and find out he has

registered his little son and his big daughter of my age' I come back and told mother'

you see' he has registered his children and need to block me from attending studies" he

is bitter heart full of hate, and he will never ever block me nor either you. you must

listen to this, this is my command ' I might be at 10s but my minds is in 30s, I will wait

him anytime here if he came for the force, we will exchange stones at each other,

mother said" no! you don't need it that way, I said’ I'm going to School tomorrow' my

mother said" I don't prevent you' In first Monday of opening of our primary school' I

went there' joining my first year primary school and continue with it, the guy was so

angry with me" every time he found me coming from School' he insulting me' called

me dog' you will chase to your hometown anytime' you're not of our clan, this made

me grew up knowing this guy is my great enemy and I must leave in order to get

success in my studies, I kept continue until I completed 8 years in primary school and

sat in 2013.

In year 2014 I was selling goods of one of my friend’ then his son came when he saw

me selling’ he come with disrespect telling me are you giving bag of nuts to feed on?

And he trying to run' then it was moments I catch him and beating his ass and his father

came, called me and other people were we sat together to settle the case and yet his

father always follow me with a hate, hatred, I explained who was insulted first and his

father told people I was wrong' that's when little market divide' there's people with me and others with them, they're try to put me in type and I was rescue by people who

were standing with me, I went I find this guy I still behind me, I decided to leave the

area for them and relocated to Aweil town, in following year when I moved to Aweil

he sold my heifer cow behind my back in I account as a thief, I hear this in Aweil and

I said his son must paid the accounts on heifer cow from 2014 to date, how many cows

be will be must be pay with immediately effect on his son.

Recognition of my Fourth May James Deng Garang Address: Alf maskan, Cairo,

Egypt Emil: jamesdengg@gmail.com Dearest Amazing People: May the fourth be

with you’ I recognized my mother Akon Aguer Diing for raising me to my teen and

then I got myself from there, apparently! I came to realized I’m grown man now with

encouraged and supports from greatest smart movers who understood I can do it better

now or later, I’m undefeated if I got back to these Smart movers and update them

there’s something bother me, I would love to let you know your recognitions has

place sparkling on my way’ the exactly colors of Planet Saturn’ in which I will be called

Prince of the Saturn. There’s these amazing people who deserve my recognition for

their tireless supports and also making sure I’m unbothered when I’m around, I had

an Epiphany and love for making pure Serendipity happened to me, I could see

anywhere Aesthetic, everything is Chatoyant and Conflate which made me Ebullient,

you are reason I was Ephemeral and Felicity, Idyllic and cherish, the stronger

emotional you place on me made me view the world as better place, my fearless

emotionalism will live on for next trillions of years ahead, you boosted my emotional

intelligent and that has created more confidents making me do things for clouts, I

mentioned previously 2019 was my year of personal growth when I got connected to

big thinkers and got inspired from greatest minds people. May 4, 2024 My recognition

goes to people who contributed to my personal growth in which I write this for them,

so they could understand I noticed their recognitions, and I had recognized them more

right back for their great efforts towards me, I recognized:  Hon. Bol Gai Deng of

South Sudan  Eng. Diya Boulos of Egypt  Amb. Salah Ibrahim el Nasser of UAE  Madam. Nermin Talaat of Egypt  Utaz Ngong Peter Geng  Brother Akoon

Kuan  Madam. Amour Alibaba I’m grateful to all of you, may the fourth be with

you, more blessings, health and wisdoms, I will be always remembering your efforts,

thought I also had great memory of remembering every encountered happened in my

present or watching it happens always recorded and stored.