Chapter 48

A person whose window has been closed by God is really troubled.

　　I was so worried that I didn't sleep well all night, and it was useless to do the test papers.

　　He Chao discovered that the feeling of something wrong was accumulating little by little and unknowingly, and by the time he realized it, he was completely out of control.

　　My heart has been moved countless times, and I feel at a loss every time.

　　He didn't know where to move his hands, and he didn't dare to look at the other person, but there was a voice in his heart that kept shouting.

　　He likes Xie Yu.

　　Not that kind, but that kind of like.

　　The kind of person who, as soon as he sees this person, suddenly feels full, worried about gains and losses, unsteady, and always feels like there is still space somewhere.

　　But then.

　　He Chao, who had been single for more than ten years based on his ability, encountered this kind of historical problem, like a wild beast running around, unable to find its direction.

　　Finally, the beast in my heart stopped and sat on the ground, wondering, would the children find it... annoying?

　　As someone who has a CP building in the school forum, he is somewhat aware of Wanwan Zhizhi's theory.

　　What if Xie Yu is particularly straight?

　　At this age when we are most easily impulsive, we dare not be wanton.

　　In the end, He Chao threw away the pen and didn't know what to do. He simply clicked on Xie Yu's circle of friends and looked down one by one.

　　Xie Yu's circle of friends was like a dividing line, dividing the Xie Yu he knew. He Chao saw his past life, interpersonal circle... and his gentleness that was usually not obvious.

　　Xie Yu's daily posts are very simple, basically just one sentence. When he is angry, he will say "fuck you". When he is happy, he will post photos of flowers and plants. The one that travels abroad the most is a fat dog. There is a surprisingly big orange cat with the caption: Eat and you will die of fat.

　　The orange cat sometimes lies with its belly spread out in front of the canteen to bask in the sun, squinting its eyes and taking a nap.

　　The canteen looked shabby, and the shelves were filled with gadgets that children liked, including a row of cheap toys.

　　There is a road sign in the upper left corner of this photo, and the words Blackwater Street can be vaguely seen.

　　He Chao paused and felt that the place name seemed familiar.

　　However, these daily occurrences on Blackwater Street have been relatively rare in recent years. He Chao thought to himself, have they moved?

　　He flipped through the pages and found a mugshot of an orange cat. It was so close to the camera that his nose was almost touching it. On top of the orange cat's head was Xie Yu's hand - just looking at this hand, it was impossible to imagine him lifting someone up. No matter how cruel it can be.

　　Xie Yu was sitting on the steps by the roadside. The cat was obviously being rubbed to make it comfortable, and it narrowed its eyes in contentment.

　　He Chao stared at it for a long time and quietly clicked save.

　　The Xie Yu in these photos was a little different from the one in school, but he was still the kid he knew.

　　Wearing a thick layer of armor, everyone thought he was invulnerable.

　　"Fuck," He Chao couldn't stand it anymore and turned over the phone, "...Why is it so cute?"

　　Xie Yuwan finished her self-study class and returned to the dormitory just after taking a shower when she received a call from home. He thought it was Ms. Gu who came to ask him if he would go home over the weekend. He was planning to explain that he had to concentrate on studying for the midterm exam.

　　Then I heard Zhong Jie's obviously drunk voice, stammering: "Xie Yu, I'm telling you, don't fucking think..."

　　Zhong Jie's voice stopped abruptly, and Xie Yu simply He hung up the phone neatly.

　　Two minutes later, Zhong Jie called again and said arrogantly: "You are just a pariah, how dare you hang up on me?"

　　Xie Yu's forehead twitched after hearing this.

　　Damn pariah, the script I picked up when I was drunk today was still a domineering prince?

　　He Chao was still immersed in the emotion of "my kid is so fucking cute" and couldn't help himself, when he heard the cute kid yelling in the corridor: "Fuck you, you're not done yet, are you?"

　　He Chao: "..."

　　" Everyone else owes you, and you are the most pitiful." Xie Yu opened the bedroom door and walked out, intending to go to the end of the corridor where no one was there to continue talking. He said with no expression on his face, "Yes, I have been coveting your family's property for a long time, and you are the most pitiful. He's guarding like a dog."

　　Xie Yu didn't take two steps, and the door opposite opened. He Chao leaned against the door and looked at him.

　　Xie Yu walked past him without changing his expression, scolding him all the way, his skills were profound and he did not repeat anything.

　　After he finished scolding, hung up the phone and came back, He Chao asked: "Who deserves to be scolded so much."

　　He Chao didn't ask what was going on. At first glance, a normal person who didn't understand the situation would feel that Xie Yu was the bully. That side. However, He Chao directly scolded the man who had been scolded for a long time. He was too partial. Xie 　　Yu

　　didn't want to talk about it. When he heard this, he stopped, stood at the door of the dormitory, and said, "Ah, he is just an idiot."

Appear in front of him now, and pass a stick to his hand, he can beat the person to the point of severe disability without hesitation.

　　He Chao turned sideways and said, "Would you like to come in and sit down?"

　　Xie Yu did not move.

　　He Chao said again: "Please eat some sweets."

　　Xie Yu talked about things very concisely. He could express it clearly in two words and would never say one more word.

　　He Chao listened for a while and almost understood. He suggested seriously: "Your stepbrother, a mentally retarded child? Should you go to a brain department?"

　　Xie Yu smiled: "Yes, a mentally retarded child.

　　He Chao said, remembering the orange cat in the circle of friends just now, and showed it to Xie Yu: "How did this cat become so fat?" "

　　How can it not be fat if it is raised by a whole street of people ?" ," Xie Yu glanced at it and said, "What are you doing browsing my circle of friends?"

　　"I..." He Chao paused, "Just take a look."

　　"..."

　　The two chatted for a while. Talking about the new equipment in the game, the topic finally fell on Liu Cunhao's birthday: "Rat's birthday is next weekend, will you go 　　?

　　"

"?" He Chao pulled the chair closer, "He's such a scheming boy."

　　Liu Cunhao has been hinting at what he likes in recent days, for fear that others would want to buy him a birthday gift but would not be able to do so: "I'm the latest, nothing special. I like it, if I have to say, the new album from the XX band...it's just okay."

　　Except Wanda is very familiar with him, there is no need to be so covert and roundabout, just throw over a Taobao link. Except, no one else was spared.

　　After being reminded by He Chao, Xie Yu finally realized what Liu Cunhao meant: "I thought he was crazy."

　　He Chao leaned back in his chair and smiled: "It's really obvious, can't you feel it? Isn't that mouse very embarrassing? ?"

　　Xie Yu thought of the difficulties Liu Cunhao had encountered in the past few days and wanted to laugh: "If I don't explain clearly, who knows."

　　It was a rare occasion for the two of them to sit together and chat about their classmates. The conversation suddenly stopped while they were chatting, and no one spoke for a while. Xie Yu felt uncomfortable for no reason. After calming down, he felt that there was an atmosphere around him that was even stranger than awkward.

　　Xie Yu couldn't sit still, so he got up and went back to the dormitory: "Then I'll go back..." He went back.

　　Before he finished speaking, the corner of his clothes was suddenly grabbed by He Chao.

　　The boy was wearing a shirt, and he still looked like he didn't care about anything. He was a little casual, and he always had a smile on his lips, as if there were many things to be happy about.

　　He Chao's Adam's apple rolled, and then he didn't know whether he was saying to himself or Xie Yu: "We will move forward."

　　It will pass.

　　Even now in deep trouble.

　　As long as you try harder, if it doesn't work, try harder, go out, and you will have the life and answers you want...

　　"Go back," He Chao let go of his hand and said with a smile, "Good night, kid."

　　Xie Yu was stunned, and after a while, he also said good night.

　　The next day.

　　The scheming boy who was regarded as a psychopath finally started to formally invite everyone to his birthday party next weekend, and even wrote invitations in a decent manner.

　　Xie Yu also received one and opened it. The time and place were written inside, and he would meet at Central Avenue at nine o'clock next Sunday morning.

　　Is He Chaogu doing this: "Mouse, that, a gift..."

　　Liu Cunhao waved his hand, and at this time he began to act righteously, as if he was not the one who made crazy hints a few days ago: "Gifts are not important, etiquette is light but affection is important, in our Friendship is all clouds."

　　Xie Yu: "...you are so shameless."

　　After Liu Cunhao said this, Xu Qingqing and Wanda couldn't stand it, so they picked up the guy and threw it at him: "What the hell! It's more important than courtesy! I'm glad you're not ashamed to say this!"

　　Wanda: "Would you like me to help you recall the Taobao link you gave me?"

　　Liu Cunhao hugged me . He ducked his head and said, "You are so rude, especially you, Brother Qing. You will not get married if you act like this."

　　He Chao muddied the waters: "Mouse, why are you talking to Brother Qing."

　　Xu Qingqing was about to leave after smashing. I was picking up my English homework in the teacher's office. When I heard this, I started to roll up my sleeves and gritted my teeth and said, "Come here, come here if you dare."

　　Liu Cunhao ran directly outside the classroom: "I'm stupid, so I just went over."

　　Liu Cunhao also called everyone on his birthday Let's go out together and have a meal together.

　　Xie Yu didn't want to go at first, but seeing Liu Cunhao's cheerfulness and before he could think of words to say no, He Chao patted him on the head and said in a tone that he had already expected: "Go, let him go."

　　Xie Yuxin said, I'll fuck your mother.

　　Ms. Gu was even happier than Liu Cunhao for this classmate's birthday party.

　　Xie Yu's previous acquaintances were all on Heishui Street. After moving away, Xie Yu didn't make any new friends.

　　It took a lot of time to play with Zhou Dalei and the others. Ever since there was an accident at home when they were young, everyone pushed down the wall, and relatives and friends drove them out. Gu Xuelan now thinks about it. During those years when she took Xie Yu around, people looked down on her, thinking that he was ignorant, but in fact, the children saw it. .

　　Therefore, Xie Yu gradually became less talkative, subconsciously guarded against others when he met him, and became more wary.

　　"Your classmate, that class monitor," Gu Xuelan said with a smile, "Have you bought any gifts? Be polite, wish them a happy birthday, and have dessert. This is great. Go out with your classmates more often and take more photos... Do you have enough money?"

　　Xie Yu was nudged before going out. He was a little annoyed. He put on his shoes and walked out: "That's enough. I'm going out."

　　Normally everyone wears school uniforms in school, even There are also hard and fast rules for hair styles. They talk about homework, exams, etc. This time everyone went crazy.

　　Xu Qingqing was wearing overalls, with her long hair hanging down, and carrying a small satchel. When she appeared, everyone was surprised: "Wow, who is this? Is there such a person in our class?"

　　Xu Qingqing said with a smile: " I'm your Brother Qing."

　　He Chao had arrived a long time ago, squatting on the street, lowering his head and playing with his mobile phone.

　　Liu Cunhao and the others soon discovered that when they went out to play with this person, they would turn around a lot. Almost every little girl who walked by would take a peek. I can't even imagine Xie Yu coming later.

　　Xie Yu was bombarded with text messages from this person before he even got out of the subway.

　　-Are you here?

　　-We are at the subway entrance, the one to the north.

　　-Where have you been?

　　Xie Yu lowered his head and replied as he left the station: Block me if you bother me again.

　　He Chao was silent.

　　But after walking a few steps, the man sent another sentence: I am very handsome today. You can see it as soon as you exit the station, the most eye-catching one in the crowd.

　　"..."

　　Wanda changed her hairstyle and jumped up and down the steps. When she jumped up, she vaguely saw Xie Yu: "I saw Brother Yu, Brother Chao, you two are matching in black and white today."

　　Wanda said As soon as the words came out, everyone looked towards the subway entrance.

　　He Chao wore a black coat today, and Xie Yu wore a white one. He lowered his head and didn't know what he was doing.

　　Xie Yu's finger was exactly on the option to block friends. Before he pressed it, he heard a burst of cheers in front of him. He looked up and saw the students from class three waving at him: "Brother Yu, here -"

　　He Chao stood there At the front, the one who smiled and shouted "Lao Xie" was really the most eye-catching one in the crowd.

　　Class three didn't all show up, so there were twelve people together, and the other students couldn't spare the time to make up the classes.

　　"Are we going to sing karaoke after dinner today?" Liu Cunhao said while accepting the gifts. He could hardly hold them in his hands. "Hey, don't give them to me yet. Give them to me after eating cake later. It's a bit ritualistic, and I also It's not easy to get."

　　This meal felt like a war.

　　Every dish was served with a rush, and Luo Wenqiang even made no secret of saying that he didn't even eat last night's dinner in order to wait for today's meal.

　　Xie Yu frowned and did not join the battle, but he turned on his camera and planned to take a photo.

　　"...That's too exaggerated, brothers," He Chao was also grabbing inside, almost getting a splash of cuff oil, and finally grabbed the fish meat from the belly of the fish, and put it into Xie Yu's bowl, "You guys want to starve me to death?" Deskmate?"

　　His hand shook and the camera tilted.

　　No one was being photographed, and the screen of the mobile phone only captured six or seven pairs of chopsticks entangled together, and the miserable plate of steamed fish in the center of the dinner table: "..."

　　He Chao was like a wolf dog grabbing meat and hiding it in his den, but This nest is Xie Yu's bowl.

　　He Chao grabbed a piece of sweet and sour pork ribs from someone unknown and threw it into his bowl.

　　He said, "Lao Xie, don't be so burdened with idols. Children with idols who are burdened with too much burdens have no food to eat." After that, he He emphasized again: "My chopsticks are clean... You hurry up and eat, don't you see the wolf-like look in your eyes."

　　Xie Yu opened his mouth, not knowing what he wanted to say, and finally just called him: " Congratulations."

　　He Chao was still competing with Luo Wenqiang for the last piece of corn, so he didn't pay much attention and said distractedly: "Huh?"

　　Xie Yu paused and called again: "Brother Chao."