27.10.22

Sarah: Did you come to bombay for the pitch? 

Alex: yeah I did 

Sarah: Hmm 

Sarah: Hope y'all get it :)

Alex: Me too

Sarah: Why didn't you meet me? It feels like you want to get out of this. You're in and out all the time. I can't do this anymore!

Alex: Actually, I don't want out.

Sarah: Then? What do you want? 

Alex: I wanted to at the very minimum, spend some time with you. I simply could not that day as my team was with me. 

Alex: It was out of my control 

Alex: I truly respect your decision though. 

Sarah: I got so confused, Alex 

Alex: But I don't agree with the fact that I tried to get out of it or something. 

Alex: That's not true 

Sarah: I didn't know...any of this. 

Alex: You should have asked. 

Alex: Anyway 

Sarah: I didn't even know that you came to Bombay! You showed no intent to meet me. 

Sarah: What am I to make of it? 

Alex: I don't want to disturb you and what not when I know I won't be able to spend time with you 

Sarah: Are you in Bombay right now? 

Alex: no 

Sarah: Im sorry 

Alex: Its fine 

Sarah: Filled to the brim with things to tell you 

Alex: Don't tell 

Sarah: Okay 

Sarah: Why? 

Alex: It's too much for me. 

Sarah: My decision was based on you not telling me that you'd come to Bombay. I inadvertently assumed that you didn't want to meet. And it got too much for me too cause we'd spoken about meeting and other things when you would come here. I was really looking forward to it and then I just got so confused when you didn't. It hurt and i got scared for myself. Im really sorry that it got too much for you, Alex. It should never have been me hurting you. 

Alex: It didn't get too much for me. This process of loving you is too much for me. 

Alex: Of course, I'm still physically attracted to you. You're perfect. But otherwise, I don't know. 

Alex: I want you to be happy. 

Sarah: Same. For you. 

Alex: I don't know what will make me happy at this point. 

Alex: Let's figure 

Sarah: Okay