Time travel

I'm not sure how long I slept, Fenrir's fur is comfortable and he didn't try to do anything to me. During my sleep, I had certain dreams and ideas, they may not be perfect, but they're a start.

Some dreams were more like nightmares, but it was from them that the best ideas emerged, and even certain reflections on the past and what I am.

I finally noticed something, my other version traveled through time, but we don't know how to use this kind of magic, and I doubt that with my stupidity, I could learn to use it, which means we had help.

We had help in discovering how to travel through time, and this help is limited to the inhabitants of the castle.

However, none of the 7 would help me go back in time, so there are only two options for who helped us with this time travel idea.

The librarian and... Fenrir, no one else besides these two could have given me tips or helped in this regard, but I doubt it was the sadistic librarian, which only leaves Fenrir by elimination.

In other words, Fenrir is the one who helped my second version go to the past and try to prevent the emergence of the original monster.

This generates a lot of reflection in my mind, mainly thoughts of how useless I am to the point that even with powers, I still need help to do something.

This makes me realize, I think I've developed some kind of depression, it doesn't deteriorate my mind and serves more as a form of self-punishment imposed by myself to at least cleanse my dirty mind.

Since purifying my unclean body is impossible.

However, there is something useful that this problem has brought, I've become more pessimistic and realistic, which is why I had the idea of going back in time.

I have nothing of value in the present, everything for me is already over, so why not try again? After all, this is all a game...

I am timeless, so going back in time to prevent my own emergence is impossible, but I can go back in time to prevent events that will happen. If I have another chance, I'll do it right.

If I have another chance, I can win over some of the 7 to help me, I think the most suitable to help me are Leviathan, Valac, and Lucifer. If I go back, I can fix several things.

Without making stupid decisions right at the beginning, I get up from Fenrir's fur and decide to try, I want to ask if Fenrir is really the one who can help me go back to the past.

"Fenrir... could you help me travel to the past... and leave me there permanently?" I question him with doubts.

"..."

"..." He doesn't seem so willing to respond at first while observing me.

"What do I get in return?" He asks for something, but I have nothing to offer him.

"... I... will be more obedient to you, I still have your scent, so the Fenrir from the past will know that I am your wife," Maybe that will work.

"... How can I guarantee that?" His question makes sense, unfortunately, there is no guarantee.

"You can't..., but I still want you to do it," He brings his face closer to mine.

"And why would I do that?" His serious tone is somewhat chilling, but I ignore it.

"Because... I'm your cute wife who's asking you, please?"

"..."

"You're quite different from before," He says with less seriousness.

"..." I don't think I've changed in a good way.

"I can help you with that..., but I want you to at least try to free me," He says to me while moving the chain to show it.

"I... promise to try to free you if I remember that," I can't guarantee trying to free him, so I won't promise anything.

"... I think that's a start then, you'd better be more obedient in the future, if you want to go back to the past, be quick, draw this symbol on the ground, before one of those nuisances shows up."

I'm surprised that he's really helping me. I look at the magic circle drawn with magic.

"What do I draw with?" I don't have any materials to draw, and sculpting the ground will be very difficult.

"On the ground, with your blood, it should be at least 6 meters long, the bigger the better."

I start using my fingers as if they were crayons, ignoring the pain as I draw the magic circle on the ground with my blood.

I decide to talk to Fenrir to ignore the pain, after all, it's easier to ignore the pain if I'm distracted.

"Why... did you decide to help me with this?" It was all speculation, I didn't know Fenrir could really go back in time, and I believed even less that he would help, after all, there aren't many reasons for him to do so.

He could just rape me like all the other monsters in this castle.

"..."

"This... isn't the first time, is it?" I question him, who remained silent, finally I notice something about the reason why he would help me without asking for something big that I can't give.

"You already knew me before... you just pretended not to know me, what did I promise you in exchange for going back in time before?" I never thought he would remember what happened.

My second self traveled through time, but Fenrir remembers that version, this is the only reason why he could help me so easily, he's already helped me in the past and is now just repeating the act.

"... She promised that I could keep her if I failed," That's quite a promise, a very high price.

'...'

"That's why you marked me as your queen..." I thought the reason for this was because I was wearing that collar that made me look like a cat girl.

But in reality, it was because my other self had promised this, in the end, it had nothing to do with the game's content and rather a promise that I wasn't even present for.

"Put something that gives energy to the magic circle," He orders after I've finished drawing the magic circle with my blood.

'There's that purple and red sphere in my inventory.' I place it, and Fenrir nods affirmatively, indicating that it's suitable, I don't even know what it is, but I figured it was strong.

It may seem idiotic to go back in time, I'll lose everything I've explored, and I won't have the Aetheris, but I'm timeless, I'll have the items in my inventory, and the knowledge won't disappear.

I can always get the Aetheris egg from Valac, and best of all, no one will have seen those ridiculous images of me being fucked by Fenrir and the image of me being fucked by insects.

I'll get rid of this humiliation that would normally be impossible to repair, I can even pretend to be purer than I am so that Uriel won't be disgusted by me.

I can fix a lot of things... but something I will never be able to repair is myself, all the experiences remain with me, I will never forget everything that happened, and I will carry it in my memories forever.

Even if no one remembers, I will always remember everything I went through, going back in time won't take away these traumatic experiences, it will only help me make better decisions.

And obtain the interest of the 7 more easily, after all, some of them are difficult to get interested in, if everything goes well, I can start trying to make Leviathan become obsessed with me.

He's one of the easiest, since he loves my blood more than any other drink, and the more he drinks my blood, the more focused on me he'll become, which is good to get his help.

"Fenrir... thank you," I thank him for helping me have this second chance. Fenrir is totally different from what I imagined, it's obvious that he sees me as something to be fucked and have children with, but he also has at least a certain appreciation for me.

"I'll never help you go back in time again, this is your last chance, make it count," He says seriously while I feel his mana spreading. I don't need to go back in time anymore, I just need this second chance to be better.

In the past, no one will remember anything, only Fenrir will know that time has turned back, another who will obviously know is Aurora, who is not affected by time, I wonder if Aurora finds my suffering amusing.

"..."

'Fenrir doesn't talk much, but he's quite different from what I imagined.'

"What do I do now?"

"Get on the magic circle, the rest is up to me," I obey, climbing onto the blood-made magic circle, soon it starts to glow.

"How do I choose where to stop?!" I ask with a certain urgency.

"Just think about the location and time period you have memories of," I obey him.

Everything goes blank, and soon I'm lying in my room. Visually, it seems to have failed, as I'm just in my room.

I get up and go to the mirror.

"The same image..." I check my inventory, then calmly walk to the door.

'If I'm right...' I open the door and soon a shadow covers my body. I look up and see Leviathan, the same sight as when I arrived in this world. Leviathan was the first mistake I made.

This time, I'll do it right.