The 'Outside World'
Humans. Humans are, as I say, the disease of 'our' Earth. They eat themselves off, shed their own kin's blood for silly reasons. It's just sad, that I'm one of them as well. And I feel filthy. So filthy that I am one of 'Them'. Yes, some of them are nice, Pure, so pure it's painful to watch them roam about, unaware of the dangers of this world. I used to be one of them, but not anymore, never again will I trust-
The door's handle was quite cold as I opened it, perhaps it was trying to warn me not to step out. But alas, as usual I will ignore all the red flags that might come across my path occasionally (facts.)
An eerie but cool breeze welcomed me outside. My apartment was a cheap one I bought in Aomori, thinking on it, it's quite a small and cramped thing I must admit. But It will do, because I've lived this 'small cramped thing' for years now because not only is it a cheap apartment, it also has a lot of locational importance. It's close to the city (about a 15 minute walk?) and not only that, there's not much people around here too. I would quite very well prefer this place than a place in the city any day.
The day out was peaceful as usual. It was a quiet little neighborhood, this, here, was my "Little world" other than my own room nothing else is safe, that's how it feels and that is why I like it. The freedom, the peace and the fact that no one would bother me here. No one other than the people I let into my world.
Climbing down the stairs was a mini workout for me. Living on the forth floor is no easy task. But I must sacrifice my energy in turn for solitude or something like that I guess? I feel like I've woken up TOO late to have breakfast. The sun was already mid-way up the sky. Noon. It shouldn't be breakfast I'd have to eat, it should be lunch. Going to the market would've been a nice choice, I missing out on vegetables and I don't believe it's a wise decision to go on for about half a month without eating anything other than instant noodles.
I walked and walked and- oof. "Sorry!" was all I heard after it struck me that I was on the floor 'huh?'.. wait a damn minute.. I checked my pockets. Then it hit me. I pulled my hands out of my empty pockets. I just got robbed. Oh how much I hate this world. I take my words back. Luckily, a glace of the face slid into my view sight. ah I'm afraid that.. Good thing It wasn't my wallet. Should I be fine if I eat instant ramen for one more day? Meh, Who cares.
This Is not peaceful at all.
I decided to head back. Back into my little world I go and-
I noticed something on the ground. It was a card. Hard to read but possible, "Tofu No Komichi" Must be where the punk works, perhaps a regular? These things are never accurate, I can catch them later, I doubt that they'll be there right after STEALING from a person. I'll just use card for god's sake. I am hungry.
"Let's try that place out yeah?" I muttered unknowingly and I agreed with myself. Pulling my phone out, I made sure to check the time as well which was 12:24. You can see that I'm not quite a morning person or at all for that matter. After searching the place up, It occurred to me that it was nearby, very close in fact, was just a few minutes worth of a walk. And so I walked. There were no sounds except for my lonely footsteps, the breeze wandering the streets and the birds singing their lovely songs. Songs in a language that we will never learn to understand. Maybe they were tales which had happy endings, where people are happy and knew what the meaning of life was, or maybe they were tales of horror, warning the passersby's about their soon to come endings, warning them to run away. But they will never understand, how sad...
*tap tap tap* I stopped in front of a small tofu shop, The fragrant smell of delicious meals wafted out from the store, convincing me to get my hands on a serving. I must resist the temptation!- I failed. I walked into the shop
And that's when everything started, that's the mistake I regret making, and now I will suffer.
And not even my own will can show me mercy