Well, I'm beginning to doubt that I can get along with them. After knowing all this time, you can only talk about me from behind. Sometimes my life has been fragile, erasing all the memories with him is very difficult to get rid of. It takes hard work again! For my mood to recover quickly.
Please, for everyone who knows me, hope that our friendship remains harmonious, and there is no need to bring up my past. Every time I meet you, I feel like I want to know what my past is like.
I wish I could be with my friend forever. I've waited too long for him to be by my side.
It's a shame that he's so busy talking about his memories with his most beautiful ex! But I can't make such a risky decision rashly. Besides, the purpose of this is to see if my friend is now with his ex? Just to find out about his work.
If it gets caught by me. There will be serious talks! What about our relationship. Will it continue or will it end here?
"Jar, aren't you bored here?"
"No, I just need a friend to talk to. You see, I'm bored every day. Chats with my girlfriend are never answered! Even meeting me is hard."
"You already know that you have a problem with talking, right?"
"No, after just talking, you're already thinking that way."
"Are you sure?" my friend asked with a serious look.
"Sure!" Dawn said trying to smile at him.
"Okay."
Thank God, my friend never had excessive curiosity. Nowadays, "Ihhhhh .... why are you so curious about me?" Unfortunately, my friend has only one thing in mind, which is how to get good grades.
As a result, I have less respect for her. Take it easy, the business of giving knowledge will continue anyway, because we have agreed on the activities that will be carried out. I just have to wait while I think about who deserves to be the head of the committee.
Even though it was successful last year, unfortunately the chairman of the committee was hit by a case. In the end, it did not continue because of that problem.
Don't let these problems distract you! If necessary, negotiate. Who wants to join the activity? Not long ago I had a brilliant idea, and it was really fresh.
"Guys, I want to talk seriously about activities."
"That's fine, we're still thinking about it. Where will we have the meeting?"
"How about we find a different place than before?" I asked spontaneously.
"That's a great idea. Why didn't you do it before?"
"Because we just got it," Fajar said, smiling at her again.
At that time, I was discussing with them. Heh.... I even met a woman who was very beautiful, like an angel coming down from heaven. Too bad she was with her most beautiful ex. The fire of my jealousy is back in me! But he doesn't feel guilty about hurting my heart.
I want to be angry with him, but my boyfriend is here. Besides, an important person is coming. If there is a fight, he can make her feel sorry for us. If he's planning something like that, I'm jealous to see you two.
You shouldn't be here! My friend's mind never works for anything. Before the execution.
"Jar, is that your girlfriend? What are you doing with another guy?"
"I don't know, that's her business. I have no right to interfere. Remember, we're here for a meeting with the sponsor! If there's a fight, they'll probably feel us."
"You are right! Yes, now let's get on with the meeting."
"Ready!" said Fajar as she gave him two thumbs up.
Just so you know, I still have affection for him. But for some reason, it's hard to say that's been kept in the heart? Also, my parents don't know that I already have a boyfriend. Afraid, Mr. and Mrs. forbid dating.
Imagine, in all the time I spent with my parents, they never once said, "Jar, do you have a girlfriend yet? Should you look for a mate?"
asked about a girlfriend, especially since my life had no meaning anymore. It's not like my friends are always with their families. I actually envy them. They always have more togetherness than I do.
It's just that I got advice from my best friend. That advice is gone! Even I've tried hard to bring back all the memories. Too bad it didn't work!
There was no guarantee that my life would be like theirs. But somehow, I felt that I deserved this advice. Even if I have to go back to that time, which way should I go? Did he have to call Doraemon? Instead, I was criticized by the people around me.
Maybe one of them is from an elementary school friend or maybe a high school friend. Hah.... I can only hope that my parents will stand by me while my heart is still fragile. Then give me a sentence or two. That can be a motivation. Actually, I don't know where life's journey is going?
Whenever there are people like that, I always think of that sentence.
"Heh...there's Dawn, what are you doing here?"
"Yeah, whatever! OH...I know you guys; you think I don't deserve to be here?" I asked quickly, knowing both of your thoughts.
"That's right! You don't belong here! You should be with invisible creatures, and one thing you need to remember is to never follow your friend!"
"Why are you telling me not to follow my own girlfriend?"
"Because your friend often confides in me. Also, she often says, 'Dawn, you're so strange. Why don't you trust me? So, you have to trust her."
"Huh? She said that."
"Seriously!" said someone who immediately made me think.
And strangely enough, why is my friend so honest? In fact, this is the first time I've heard her heart clearly. That is, he has doubts about me. Should I try to trust him? Please.... disturbances like this, too risky if, do not find a proof.
At least for now, I know what she's like? Even though you've already given me goosebumps by saying that. Even though from the bottom of my heart, "I will not take revenge on you!" Instead, I will be reported to my boyfriend for his childish behaviour. Solving problems by fighting.
So, this time I have to be careful with you! If you just want to tell me about this problem. You do not even have to use a high tone of voice until it is heard by the people around you. They might think that I'm a bad person and have a dark past.
Hmmm.... Then what will I do before I leave this place?