22 December 2024

So.... today was our Annual function and yeah Ren did perform... and.. as the main character with his bff as the villain and that dumbass has stage fear and was worn out because he was flexing his performance four times at the backstage. Therefore he got worn out on stage and didn't really performed with that energy. He flexed it beside us thrice and once on backstage to be honest. And because he was worn out and looked nervous I almost thought of telling my friends to go and cheer him? I'm still confused at myself for even having thought that way. When I reached school with my friends on our way he was going to the other direction he looked at me or not I don't know but I might havenoticsed that he did and Shifu also said that he did. But she told Anu and Lisa that I didn't and I didn't clear that misunderstanding of hers. Because as much as I cared I was still annoyed at him. And whenever he tried coming near me I just acted as I didn't notice him. Even though it not his fault its still his punishment. And when he tried to flex his practice I just ignored him. I... mm i wanna cry , I am heartbroken and tired above all of it and just want to relieve this stress. Grandma's sick and I was so exhausted that wheneber Shifu asked (she was pure and kind enough to notice I was upset) what's wrong when I was resting my head on the chair I just told her that I was sleepy. She said ok even though she looked as if she didn't believe me . I mean its easier to say that you're ok amd smile rather that explaining why you're hurt. I'm tired so see you next time.Bye..