DIRTY THOUGHTS

We stopped at the beach we once visited and sat at the shore with the cold waves brushing our bear feet.

"Luke, I'll like you to tell me more about yourself. It hurts me when people ask me about you and it only few I know", I told him sadly.

" oh really, that was exactly what I wanted us to do at the bar until you got drunk."he said in a teasing tone.

"Come on, I'm serious", I said smiling.

" Fine, ask anything ",he said looking at me with a smile.

That day, I got to know a lot about him, he seemed happy I wanted to know more about him.

" oh, I got you something, beauty",he said pulling out a small box.

"What is it", I asked excitingly.

" Its a necklace, I was passing by a jewelry shop and it caught my eye. I knew it would look beautiful on you",he said opening it.

I was stunned, it was beautiful, but simple with a bright gemstone.

"Oh my God, Luke", I said looking at him with amazement.

" thank you, its beautiful ",I said with slight tears.

" Let me help you put it on ",he said picking it out and I turned around.

After putting it on, he planted a kiss on my neck.

" I never want you to take it off",he said holding me tightly.

" thank you so much ,Luke today was one of the most exciting days of my life. Its been a while since I've felt this way",I said looking at the setting sun at the end of the sea level.

"Thank me, there is no need to thank me. Its my job to make you happy. Since you became my girlfriend it became my job", he said calmly and it made my heart tingle.

" Since I met you, there's been a difference in my life, I didn't think we will last till now, but I don't think I'm willing to give you up to anyone",I said looking at him. He looked even handsome and cool now with the sea breeze blowing his dark hair on his face . So sexy.

"And I was never going to even let you go. You don't know how much I wanted us to one day sit like this. But it was always in my dreams", he said looking at me and our eyes met. He placed his hands on my cheeks and continued to stare into my eyes.

" You don't know how much I wanted to make you mine and mine alone. So I'm never letting you go", a tear slipped from my eye. He said this with possessiveness and determination, then gave me a long kiss.

The sunset shone on us as we shared that kiss. Two lovers.

"Luke, I l...".

,.......

I reluctantly returned home with a smile on my face.

" Someone seems happy",I looked up to see my mom staring at me with a smile.

"Mom!, you're home early", I said with surprise.

" I've been too busy lately, I haven't been able to spend time with you, so I took a three day leave from work",she said as she headed to the kitchen.

"Oh mom, you didn't have to for me. You need to rest after how much stress you put on yourself", I said sadly.

" This three days, is for you to rest , so get going. I'll take care of things in here",I said as I pushed her out of the kitchen to her room.

"Alright ,but unless you tell me all about your date later", she said laughing.

After dinner and a long chat with my mom, I finally got to my room. After a cool and relaxing bath, I sat on my bed wrapped in a towel and decided to call May.

Sauna!!!!", she answered quickly.

" you seemed to have forgotten about me",she said in a sad tone.

"May, I'm sorry, things have been....let's say different", I told her.

" Hey ,no problem. Wouldn't want to steal you from your dearest",she said laughing.

"Speaking of him, I called for some advice", I said.

" Advice, I'm always ready to help",she said.

"Luke has done a lot for me, but I feel like I'm being selfish. I want to do something to also make him happy. I don't want to be the only one benefiting from this relationship. So what should I do", I stated.

" Sauna, I don't really know much about Luke . To tell you the truth, I and him have only spoken a few time and it has always been about you. So I can't actually tell you anything , but if anyone knows him better its you. Think of something you think he deserves. I know you get it", she landed.

"Oh, you're right. Thanks so much May. Now to leave my matters aside, how is things with you", I asked.

" oh Sauna, you wouldn't believe. I finally met this guy and he is sooooo cute. I think I'm in love Sauzy. Even though I don't know him, I still like him. He's so sexy and hot, hotter than your Luke".

"Wow, good for you. I can't wait to see this guy", I said in an annoying tone.

" And guess what, just today, we passed by each other and he said "hi May". That's not even all, he added a whink and smiled. He said my name, I don't even know his yet, but he knows mine....",she went on and on about this amazing guy she met and know nothing about. But I was happy for her.

" Aren't you afraid he is a playboy",I asked.

"Ha, playboy. If he is a playboy, I'm a playgirl as well, Sauzy", she said laughing.

" Alright, but don't come crying to me later",I told her.

"You always have to spoil my happy moments, and when have I come crying to you to do it now", she said annoyingly.

" Alright, goodbye May. Go rest and dream about your sexy crush, see you tomorrow ",I said and we both laughed as I ended the call. Now, its me and my thoughts.

What should I do for my dearest. It should be something he is worth and deserves.

After thinking for half an hour, something hit me and I freaked out.

" Oh my God Sauna, I never imagined you could have such dirty thoughts",my subconsciousness just wouldn't let me be.

"What can I do, he's my boyfriend, of course he deserves this", I said to myself.

" So are you really planning to go through with this. I never thought you were so badddd."my other me said mockingly.

"Come on, that's the only thing I can think of and its none of your business", I thought to myself.

" Oh well, it just that I never expected de Sauna, to give something so valuable up",

"Alright ,that's it. Shut up whoever you are and how the hell are you in my head", I screamed.

" I've had enough. I'm going to bed, this is a problem for future Sauna not me. Good night",I said as I lay on my bed and hugged the rabbit Luke gave me.

Luke...