As the diary moved closer to the present, the tone grew more somber. The deep melancholy reached its peak during Cesare's campaign in Kalpen.
Eileen struggled not to resent the person who had left her so abruptly and without explanation. She could only suffer, feeling abandoned due to her own perceived inadequacies.
Cesare stared at the diary, the pages marked with clear traces of tears. He repeatedly read a single line written in the diary:
The delicate, shaky handwriting in the diary conveyed the depth of Eileen's emotions. It was the conclusion she had reached after being left alone in Cesare's absence, repeatedly reflecting on her situation.
After a long, heavy silence, Cesare wiped his face with his hand. Despite it being midday, everything before him seemed cloaked in darkness. He felt a dizzying tinnitus and a dull ache in his chest that caused him to laugh hollowly.